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May 30, 2008, 9:06 PM
SOMETHING'S seriously wrong with me!
my feelings are getting weird and i dont know what's happening either.
nowadays, i get very easily:
a. jealous
a. jealous
b. angry [sorry to all those who i "scolded"]
c. sad
d. dulan
it's FREAKY, F-R-E-A-K-Y!
lol.
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so, today went to Robinsons sale with my mother, and then went to tampines S-11 buy dinner then go home.
blah.
blah.
i know, very short.
but who cares?
-.-
btw, the song on my blog is ..
hm.. how to explain nerh?
hm..
ah.
i was reading a fanfic, and they got this song so i find lol.
then, quite nice leh!
lol -.-
May 28, 2008, 9:16 PM
hey, im backk.. with YET another quiz....
Tagged by : Jody mei
1) What is the most important thing in your life?
# family, friends, gans <33
2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
# hmm.. BREAD PAPA!~
3) Where do you wish to get married?
# somewhere.. nice? LOL.
4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
# hmm.. *skips question
5) Are you in love?
# *NEXT QUESTION!
6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
# forgot -.- a hotel bah..
7) Name the latest book that you bought?
# very long never buy ler D:
8) What is your full name?
# YEONG SI YAH JULIANA =x
9) Do you prefer your mother or father?
# mother! she more fun =x
10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
# angela zhang..
11) Christina or Britney?
# BRITNEY SPEARS !! <333
12) Do you do your own laundry?
# certain.. times.. things.. change.
13) The most exciting place you want to go?
# Paris ; Eiffel tower
14) Hugs or kisses?
# hugs first.
15) Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
# Jody
a) pretty(:
b) nice. =x
c) smart
d) great person
e) hm.. understanding
8 things I am passionate about:
# a) Handphone(:
b) comp comp.
c) walking under the rain
d) music <33
e) friends <333
f) shopping <3
g) reading <33
h) *hm.. idk lah [leaves blank]
8 things I say too often:
# a) the sluttiest are the bitchest
b) go die lah
c) ask him/her go die lah
d) huh?
e) lame shit sia
f) REALLY!
g) please lah/leh
h) walao eh
8 books I've read recently:
# a) Harry potter and the deathly hallows
b) Loves me, loves me not
c) O Singapore!
d) Chicken Soup for the Soul [Love stories]
e) Chicken Soup for the Preteen Soul
f) lots of Archie Comics ! :D
g) Teenage mag [is it considered? =x]
h) Sweet and Vicious [just the starting few pages...]
8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
a) Cassie : Is it you
b) Ne-yo : Because of you
c) Britney : Piece of me
d) Angela Zhang : Zhen de
e) Jay Chou : Cai hong
f) Lin Jun Jie : Qi dai ni de ai [pure ¬ pure]
g) Jay Chou : Tian tian de
h) Lindsay Lohan : Confessions of a broken heart
8 things I learned last year:
a) maple is damn addictive
b) reading is VERY FUN! [normally, is fun nia]
c) sec2 might be the best year in secondary school
d) i forgotten most of my primary school the people faces/names
e) i am a shopaholic
f) Hersheys Dark chocolate <333
g) my maple best friend [guy] lives in sg
h) my maple best friend [girl] the school is near the present TPSS is situated at.
8 people :
Lynn <33 [hees, i will always sabo her de!]
Jana =x
Huichun <33
Christina (:
Baoxuan (:
Veron <33
Jiaen <3
Eunice <3
May 26, 2008, 5:26 PM
only a quote."let the river flow" by NIKI.
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im seriously bored.
other than playing games, go toilet, read fanfiction, go toilet, blog hopping, there is NOTHING else to do.
someone please free me from this .. mess?!
changed my blog song again.
i very impatient de.
so i going to change it every day.
simple, ok?
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if you have an accident, you are going to be D-E-A-D, yes, DEAD, the next time i see you in school
May 25, 2008, 7:43 PM
this pic nice?
LOL.
it's all my gans.
still got one more, which is Kaien. but she's the only one who is not in TPSS, so never put inside lol. + maplers too , same idea.
for Huichun and Brenda, i never put their pics, cus cannot find.
ok.
i just remembered.
i got a picture of them taken together last year!
ahhh.
aiya, i dont want change le lah -.-
--
hey you,
i just want to apologize
9:51 AM
omg.omg.
my mother just put on me makeup.
and, i look so.. so..
DIFFERENT! D-I-F-F-E-R-E-N-T!
TO ME, I LOOK DAMN YUCKY.
DAMNIT.
hope i wont see any schoolmates there.
i will SERIOUSLY DIE.
May 24, 2008, 8:35 PM
hey!im back.
although im sure nobody miss me =x
i want my birthday to come faster sia..
dont know why also.
so sad though, my birthday is not on a school day.
but a school holiday.
haix.
im seriously bored now.
tomorrow got wedding to go to =)
but it's for lunch nia.
so still bored.
May 23, 2008, 8:32 PM
so sian lol today.oh ya, i forgot.
i am deaf, due to my going-to-be-dead-soon laopa.
i hearing music halfway come scare me -.-
as if im going to shout like that.
today met up with huining and she bring me go market.
i eat Chicken rice with Soya bean and she drink Chin chow[like that spell?]
went to tuition.
i showed attitude to him again, cus he damn qian da.
took bus 28 to go school.
saw Johnathan, Rafiqah and a few others in the bus.
went to school, took report book and just, ran alot.
then, went to Macdonalds in tm, brought a ice lemon tea and fries, and went home, emo-ing all the way.
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i dont want to lead a life like this. I want everything to be normal. People might be thinking, 'ok what', but the guilt keeps building up in me. I cant help it anymore. I need a councillor, a person who can help me with what i need, what i dont want and what i cherished. It's too difficult to hold the burden by my own. I really dont know ler. I need help. FAST. or else, i think i may be doing things that alot of people might be shocked at.
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for mye, i feel quite sad.
i got :
one band1 and a few band4 and band5 and one C6 for mt.
lame shyt sia.
last year EOY i got C5 for mt.
i deprove, alot.
deprove english from last year.
comparing common test, i deproved F&N ): , and one more subject which i have forgotten.
my EMB3 is 16 sia. (what is that bytheway?)
my L1B2 is 7!
kill me now.
May 22, 2008, 10:33 PM
i want put password on my blog.TERI~~
lol.
chatted with a few people on msn just now.
sians lah.
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today went to bedok the one place.
dont know what is it called -.-
let me go see...
ah.
it is at Bedok multiservice centre for the elderly.
as big as a 3-4 room hdb flat?
aiya, i dont know right?
lols, hmm.
we sang 3 diff songs to 3 diff groups.
so is equal to we sing 9times.
lame shit sia.
sang sang.
2nd group jiu off-key ler.
at the 3rd grp, their radio spoil, then the uncle[not the elderly] say that it's the quality of CD not good.
lame.
breaked off into groups, and "play" with them.
my group was..
Huijuan (leader), Jody, Joycelyn, Raudhan, Jiaxin, Jiahui, Qianyi, Sufeng, Huining, me.
then we(us) danced for them.
danced :
- chicken dance -.-
- if you happy then you know it clap your hands -.-
- put your right hand it, put your right hand out -.-
should be like that only lah.. but their songs were so long -.-
got one elderly guy, dont look like a SGean, keep singing along with us while he dance.
haha.
went to give flowers to the elderly.
mdm. phua took a picture of me with one elderly woman -.- [i am so dead if it comes out in yearbook]
got one elderly woman sang my pony lies over the ocean and one more song.
although very off-tune and i dont understand what she singing =x, it was very touching.
*sigh
anyway, g2g sleep ler, tomorrow got to meet huining, go tuition, go school.
May 21, 2008, 6:58 PM
today was quite a ok day..[except for the fact that i keep getting freaked out]
excluding mother tongue.
havent step into 3N1, and alot of people bully me.
especially for some people, but i wont say out wait they get angry at me(:
then, shi lao shi, halfway during class, asked Niki and Veron to bring thing downstairs.
leave me alone sia!
stupid teacher D:
during MT, almost the whole band 2 chinese class tease me and justin sia.
then, i was like .. "No!"s and "please lah"s
but the only good thing is that shi lao shi let us watch Mozart [although i did not watch it] and choir time passed quite fast.
ADVANCED-
iamsosorryto Niki fortomorrowsia.
i and huining are going to pangseh her cus we have to leave at 1pm.
which is 3periods of Ms. Kaur's lesson.
tomorrow, i bring slingbag !
i want i want:
- watch Sex and the City [but dont know what rating is it]
- give me courage [for all those stuff]
- have lesser fan naos
- preferably the Britney Spears BLACKOUT CD
- can finally look people in the eye ... nicely, as in not in a scary way.
- more people to tag both my blogs. [ashesandroses] and [thshort-stories]
- more friendster comments to hit my target [12000, now i only have 11039] .. but not floods
- add add more people in friendster
May 20, 2008, 5:13 PM
i have created another blog.it's suppose to be all me short stories inside.
if you got go and you GOT read, please comment in my tagboard.
thankyou,
Siyah xx
the link for it is availiable at my LINKS but anyway, here is it.
http://th-shortstories.blogspot.com/
May 19, 2008, 7:47 PM
i, JULIANA YEONG SI YAH, do not want to go school tomorrow!help~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
can someone help me?
tomorrow is going to suck, SUCK BIG TIME!
is there an excuse for me to not go to school?
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
i just want to scream.
oh, help!
11:37 AM
my favourite sentence [which i make myself] is ..- the sluttiest are the bitchiest.
my favourite phrase [which i also make myself] os..
-bastard bitch
ok,i know i very diao.
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yesterday, i ate at Pepper Lunch at the Orchard Shaw tower near Isetan there.
i saw an american family come eat too.
the older girl was walking like she own the whole world lah -.-
eat so delicate.
May 17, 2008, 9:34 PM
LOVE is a strong word.--
afternoon -
went to Courts, then Giant then Ikea today at tampines there.
laopa say that he saw me at Ikea cafe lols.
i am seriously blind.
but finally, i saw him walking around.
after that, bought some things and went home.
evening -
took a short nap and went to church.
took dinner at 201 there, and went to CS.
night -
my mother want to buy iron.
she bought Philip finally.
went to Isetan for them, and i went to see Gracelyn~ a.k.a huining a.k.a garnet
chatted and finally went home.
10:05 AM
i got a quiz and some unlucky people are gonna have to do it.anyway, here goes.
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- slap, beat
#2 If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
- have a happy life .. ?
#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
- i have a soulmate first bah.. it's too long later to say -.-
#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- It's like, who doesn't? Take things as they come, isn't is easier?
#5 What's your ideal lover like?
- *ahem, next question please. i dont know.
#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- loving someone.
#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- *coughcough, i take things as they come.
#8 If the person you secretly liked is attached, what would you do?
- stay happy for him lols. wish them well(:
#9 Is there anything that make you unhappy these days?
- ermmm, yeah.. just a few days before......+ a few days later [guess?]
#10 If you have a choice, what kind of family would you want to be born into?
- my now de lols.
#11 Is being tagged fun?
- to do this game? no. =x but being tagged? yep. it shows who has been to your blog.
#12 How do you see yourself in 10years time?
- a
#13 Who are currently the most important people to you?
- gans x3 , friends <# and family. #14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- very nice, and fun.
#15 Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- married but poor? erm.. idk how to answer this question lah.
#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?
- wake up and go back sleep. =x
#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
- idk.. it depends..
#18 Do you live to love, live to hate or live for the sake of living?
- live for the sake of living...
#19 What type of friends do you like?
- my now friends
#20 What type of friends do you dislike?
- it depends.
Tagged by : Jody mei ~ , Jana~
Here are the 8 unlucky people who are going to be tagged.
- Lynn good friend
- Huining gracelyn
- Eunice good friend
- Veron sun~nuer
- Grace mapler friend
- Yaofeng friend
- Jiaen mapler friend
- Niki cute girl =x
May 16, 2008, 2:39 PM
yeah =Di feel so happy.
just now, i was very emo due to some.. unpleasant.. things.
but now, i feel ok.
my F&N overall pass leh!
by 2 marks.
i know, that is like so, diao. -.-
May 15, 2008, 8:30 PM
i dont know why lah.just suddenly feel, 'sobsob'.
sad sia..
now very emo.
somemore i listening to one of the 传闻中的七公主 sad songs.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i want cry.
people must think i crazy.
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shit lah, stupid zhihao.
i dont know what he tell my 'sms buddy'/good friend/laopa/justin, then now i also dont know what happen.
seriously lah, we are just 父女关系 ok?
lols, i dont know how many people hear this phrase 父女关系 already lols.
hoping now that zhihao never tell him anything wait i die.
=x
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my marks was... *judge for yourself
Physics :
28/50 [OMG, mr. gary sng set de]
Maths :
#paper 1 : 48/50 [is like, so diao]
#paper 2 : 33/50 [...]
Chemistry :
34/50 [erm.. ok...]
SS :
17/25 [i study like hell the SEQ]
Geography :
22/40 [i so did not expect this]
Chinese :
#LC : 12/20 [my ears are deaf]
#paper 2 : 42/70 [...]
#overall : 50/100 [thankyou, for helping me ask shi lao shi. you are so nice]
F&N : 24.5/60 [SERIOUSLY, THIS PAPER IS D-I-F-F-I-C-U-L-T and my lucky star never wish me that's why i fail, sob.]
English : 50/80 [i feel i did not reach the standard that i wanted to achieve]
i see these results, i feel like crying lols.
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i feel seriously upset.
and i dont know why, my mouse just click on the sad songs.
i can burst into tears now....
May 14, 2008, 11:52 AM
raining like mad now..really want to bring my purse-clutch-handbag.
meeting Huining, Huichun and Brenda[maybe] later to eat dinner.
aiya, so sian now.
i just want to relax at home.
PLEASE PLEASE LET ME SEE~
May 13, 2008, 7:21 PM
here to post ler ~after so long right?
actually also nothing to post lols.
thankyou everyone who wish me luck on mye!
now is time to relax!
tear the exam scheldue and just stamp on it, bite it.
hahaha, as if i know who is going to do that!
so how was everyone's exam?
LOL
recently, my laopa, send me a podcast thing.
it was like, so funny?
it's 987FM.
it's about the valentine's day de.
thankyouverymuch, i am lame.
hahaha, ok i crazy ler.
anyway, i got to go.
i still have lots of things to do.
see people's friendster, post pics up (my pics are now so lame)...
ciao.