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October 30, 2009, 4:43 PM
if i abit gong gong today when you chat with me, dont blame me. i just hit my head on a marble table -'- and it kinda makes me wanna sleep. but maybe it's due to the fact that im tired? Lols.i want Britney Spears' new CD :D
im loving her more & more, she's sexay [my slang, sry.]
saw a video on Youtube, some guys tried to act becoming Britney Spears on her new song '3'.
meaning, it's her who is singing, but the guy act so that he looks like her ):
im not sure it's meant to be he's a fan or not, but im literally upset lah. zzz.
but i happy cus '3' is No. 8 on Billboard top 100 chart ♥
im so addicted to Shewolf from Shakira.
oh hell -.-
Owl City's Fireflies is top of Billboard top 100 though.
nice meh ._.
maybe it's because i love Britney too much bah ♥
have been watching SCV these past few days..
MTV Asia [channel 20], MTV China [channel 51], VV Drama [Channel 55], Nickelodeon [Channel 32], Disney Channel [33].
due to MTV Asia and MTV China, it made me like new songs.
eg. Shakira's Shewolf.
and damnit, i now like La Roux's Bulletproof (but i dont like the video)
when i dont even like him/her.
ok idk La Roux is girl or guy now.
some say guy, some say gal.. any answers? :/
[edit] ok, watched La Roux's Bulletproof vid, and pple say it's a girl. tell me if im wrong. lols.[/edit]
tell you all something funny, want?
i was bored just now. Lols.
so i plurked 'can anyone entertain me? ._.'
many of my plurk buddies immediately answered, and they were very entertaining :D
then.. Juanhui replied : ` Juanhui /.says Matthew is sexy ._.
damn funny cans ?!
ok it may not seem funny, but if you are there, it is freaking funny lahhhh :DD
one is enough. now another one also comes in. when i say it once or twice, is enough. DONT MAKE ME ANYMORE!!
October 29, 2009, 8:45 PM
went out with Tingqin today..wasn't as big a deal as last year's.. in fact it's kinda ..
no mood to type in full, so bullet points it is.
- up at 9am plus, breakfast, bathe, talk to Tingqin on phone, pack bag etc.
- met in bus 3 to reach Tamp inter.
- reached, Tingqin wanted to topup card. saw Lynn and Veron. sms`ed Lynn.
- reached City Hall, then transferred train to go to Orchard.
- kinda lost, dk how go Cathay cinema so i called my mum. and my mum gave me directions. mummy Wansui :D [k, i know you will all go 'LOL' at this]
- went to Takashimaya first, since we behind the shopping mall. bought my (prawn) tako pachi :D
- finally found Cathay [apparently, im so stupid as it's last time the guild house! -.-]
- ate KFC there before sitting outside cinema the seats to watch big screen of trailers and stuff etc.
- went in about 2.25pm, and watched Love Happens.
- couple sitting next to us keep hugging and stuff. *puke*
- went toilet, then walked back to Takashimaya cus i want buy Bread Papa [strawberry] <3
- go over to Shaw House to meet Lynn and Veron, Christina and Jialing were there too. they were waiting for Johnathan [and Vincent, i guess? to finish work]
- after a while, left and Tingqin and me went to Tangs walked awhile.
- mrt`ed to Toa Payoh and go Popular awhile.
- met my father at 6.15pm and he fetched Tingqin home, and brought me to 201 to buy food before going home.
maybe im wrong bah. maybe it's just me. but sometimes im glad to know, whatever it is, family always stand by me. is it my fault? i \ you, but you never \, why? i guess that we've drawn apart..
October 28, 2009, 10:21 PM
YAY :DGOING OUT WITH TINGQIN MOTHER TOMORROW :DDDDDDD
LAST TIME I WENT OUT WITH HER WAS LAST YEAR ON NOV 5, 2008.
LIKE WTH HORHS?
SHE OWES ME ALOT :D
October 27, 2009, 8:55 PM
the above video is damn cool lahhh. it's the singers who sang the A Whole New World. not original singers, but actual singers. this is WAY better than original singers.
shit. ahem,:
©Don't judge me, each person is entitled to their own opinion.
i know i have been saying that sentence alot, but please lah. i dont want people to start ridiculing me, as it's lame.
now, i show you another video.
no offense,? it kinda make me have goosebumps. but he have 13million viewers, so i cannot say anything. you know who he looks like? Ryan Evans (Lucas Grabeel) from High School Musical.
PS, i rated him Awesome!
alright, i shall show you all a picture :)
presenting the one and only...
Bosco Wong Chung Chak!<3>
another article i read was so damn "nice one" lahh.
it's about this guy who put pythons into socks and TAPED IT ON HIS BODY.
when i read it, i was like 'ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww' all the way and complaint to my mother.
she replied, 'oh that one ah.' -.-
i hope this is a lengthy post.
PPS, i think i can only post when there are interesting articles in the newspapers ._.
i apologise if this post has any offense to anyone who is reading this blog.
October 26, 2009, 9:31 PM
Hello, my dear readers.
Flash Mob at Raffles Place [:
heard about these flash mob things from Matthew first, then went to Stomp website today and saw it in Singapore Seen.
damn cool, i can tell you.
currently, actually is do not feel like posting.
my current rule for now is : I must blog after a max of 2days not blogging.
so shitty lah, but must follow it obediently :D
cus i only have the tendency to post when i DO have something to post and it MUST be a lengthy post.
but nowadays, my brain juice all gone already):
cannot think so idk what to post, Lols.
heard Muttons to/at Midnight during the afternoon just now.
very funny especially the birthday surprise for a guy called Eugene from his girlf, named Eugenia ._.
got kinda pissed off just now.
but talked to Niki about it, and watched Dane Cook and am now OK :D
argh!
i got nothing to post already.
think Siyah, think!
ohya.
can you believe i thought that Lesley Roy was a guy ._.
cus of her song, 'Unbeautiful'.
so dots can .___.
anyway, Lesley is also a guy's name so you cannot shoot me.
another thing which im quite shocked about is :
although i read alot, there is no specific book that i LOVE which is my favourite.
im a weird person sia, seriously.
i hear lots of english songs, and i love Britney Spears.
but i do not have all of her songs, and im not really up-to-date with her life ):
i got no favourite actress/actors.
i only watch one television show, which is F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
and it's ALL the seasons, ALL the episodes and i only like Jennifer Aniston.
i watch little movies, and i only Like one movie the most which is Moulin Rouge.
the wondrous thing is that, many people still think that i like Twilight, etc cus they do not know about Moulin Rouge ):
hmm, what else?
i hear a number of chinese songs, and i dont like any specific singer.
i used to like JJ Lin and Angela Zhang, but now i do not.
BritneySpears FTW anyway ♥
i read 8days, and Teenage, Teens (last time) and a few magazines of OK!
i like Teenage the most (due to Dear Kelly), and i want to start buying Seventeen soon :X
i read Today, MyPaper, NewPaper, Straits Times ..
and i only like Straits Times ._.
i watch Teletubbies (last time, duh.), Spongebob Squarepants, Fairly Odd Parents and Mr. Bean (animated series).
but my favourite cartoon character is only Blossom♥
makes me think why i love her although i dont really watch Powerpuff Girls.
i think that's all.
ain't my life interesting?
It's fun with you all,
Byee~ :D
post dedicated to Niki Wong Shao Kei, one of my best friends :D
October 24, 2009, 8:49 PM
ok actually i wanted to post a long post, but i forgot what to post ._.so short or long, depends!
alright, i saw 2 Youtube videos in the afternoon today and i was shocked.
Fergalicious by Fergie.
dont you think that it looks familiar?
[hint] go watch: Charlie and The Chocolate Factory movie.
Lols.
im officially broke ):
i want to buy alot of things.
and OMG, i want watch alot of movies.
-500 days of summer
-Julie and Julia
-Love Happens
-New Moon
-2012
-The Princess And The Frog
-Toy Story 3
-Alice In Wonderland (3D, please?)
-Harry Potter and the Deathy Hallows
i want get back yearbook!
hopefully, is during bridging programme and not on Dec 18.
if on Dec 18, i kill myself after seeing yearbook.
LOL, -.-
every year, i get so uptight on receiving yearbook, because primary school dont have any! ):
only have class photo, and that is only in primary 6.
so shitty ass-'- lahhh, can?
anyway, why cant primary school give yearbooks?
too expensive, cus got 6 lvls?
but totally unfair lah.
even kindergarten also got leh! although is class photos, but is EVERY YEAR! (if i not wrong)
it would be SO cool can, see ourselves grow from p1-current age.
then now is like only have own photos, that parents take..
not primary class. SIAN LEH):
unfair lah, if cannot, at least have a 'your batch' kind of photo.
some sort like a collage, where you get your batch the photos only.
what kind of rule is this man ):
some schools have class photos every year, how come mine doesn't man ):
anyway! dont talk about that already bahs.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyCCd8MCcZY
click the above to watch the OMFG amazing 2012 trailer.
comes out on November 12, 2009.
anyone want watch with me, i will scared one ): Rating stated to be PG13 also.
ok idk what to post already.
you see! ):
October 23, 2009, 8:37 PM
Hey readers of Siyah's blog.,~"Listen to your heart, and follow your mind."
~"Messaging with someone is different as to communicating with them in real life."
"You can love someone as much, but you can never love someone as much as you can miss them."
"The only way to discover the limits of the possible is to go beyong them into the possible."
"Sweat: to sprinkle history. Pain: to cultivate life."
"To finish first, you must first finish."
"Go for what has inspired you and be patient."
the sentences that do not have a [~] in front were already invented by some famous people, i guess :X
Sigh.
October 20, 2009, 9:44 PM
dont wanna talk, dont wanna listen, dont wanna hear. [edit]
my Fortune Cookie in Facebook says : Anger begins with folly, and ends with regret.
my Inspirational Quote in Facebook says : Find your true love.
my Daily advice from Facebook says : Put a positive spin on every though you have.
how many times must my Inspirational Quote tells me that?
somehow, i feel that it is kinda true.
6:18 PM
i shall not post up a video today, as i was out and so i did not search for any interesting videos.Sorry!, Lol.
instead i shall post up a PICTURE :D
let me search...
aha!
nice or what, huh.
it's in Switzerland.
obviously not I take one, but my father sent me the email of pics of Switzerland, which was sent from his friend.
i guess that the friend took it from the internet?
anyway, it looks like colour painting, horh? :D
but i guess it's REAL.
anyway, was flipping through the newspapers when i spotted an article in MyPaper.
the title was 'Move over, Twitter, here comes Foursquare'.
when i read the article, the first thought that came to my mind was 'ridiculous!'
summary : Twitter and Facebook always ask the same question, 'What are you doing right now?'
but Foursquare asks another question, which is 'Where are you, and can I join you?'
RIDICULOUS or what.
ok at first, i was rather impressed, you can say.
but seriously lah, imagine the scenario below :D
A (thru foursquare) now in Chinatown :D
B decides to go find A, his good friend.
upon arrival,.. OMG!
A is cuddling with C (B's girlfriend) !
-then how, i ask you, huh ?-
B : OMG how can you do this to me?! (sad & angry)
A : who ask you come find me?
B : *splutters* i thought i could surprise you or something.
A : well, surprise it is, then!
i posted that scenario cus according to one person, she said "I don't even bother texting or calling my friends. I just check Foursquare to see if they're nearby and go meet them."
wow, good luck, then!
BTW, the above scenario is for me only.
©Don't judge me, each person is entitled to their own opinion.
but of course though, as each thing has its bad, it also has good.
Foursquare wants to be unique.
as what an analyst says, 'it is akin to knowing about a hip new club before everyone else'.
ok enough blogging about that!
let's talk about today ;D
hmm, should i give a brief summary or a lenghty(sp?) post?
give me a min, i shall plurk about it :D
back!
Lynn and Matthew suggested i shall blog about it.
so.. ok :D
see how much i value your opinions in plurk! Lols.
-some parts may be cut short-
last night, i set my alarm at 8am.
this morning, my mum woke me up at 7.15am -.-
good gosh man, why cant i sleep longer ):
apparently, my mum said that if i sleep longer, i have to clean up my room myself, so that made me immediately wake up.
where's the justice?
totally unfair lol ._.
woke up, ate a slice of bread with coffee!, read storybook, bathe, slack, stoned, and was out of the house by 9.25am.
was going to meet Lynn at 201 bustop at about 9.50am.
went to eat Mcdonald breakfast together at 201 mac ^^ chatted about stuffs.
about 11am, went toilet and met Christina.
waited at bustop awhile, then went to 201's "market" to buy stuffs.
after that, Yongsong, Zhihao and Kaijun arrived.
went Christina's house sit there for idk how long.
during the time, Bao Xuan arrived.
28`ed to library, and met Veron.
pei`ed Lynn cus she want cut her hair, then we 2 went to Yongsong's house to meet the rest.
stayed there awhile, before going off to Tamp.
guys - idk go where
gals + me - go toilet, then off to NTUC.
soon, the guys joined us and we shopped around for stuff.
after that, Christina went off.
we gals went to Yoshinoya eat, and guys went to Yongsong's house.
went to T1, walked around.
i managed to buy my Teenage magazine, yay ^^
about 4.50pm, left and bused 3 home :D
October 19, 2009, 8:38 PM
Dear kind hearted readers ,
haha, i like the above video!
super original k?
total black and white (and, ok.. gray) and the dance is FAB and the song is also FAB.
and the 2 backup singers/dancers look like Beyonce herself, Lol!
alright, i now like keep posting Youtube vids on my blog.
but it's fun ;D
my cough is finally much better.
yay! shit.
im suppose to take medicine at 6 or 7+, and now is alr 8pm+.
Die!
brb, im going to take my medicine :X
wait my mum comes and kill me. Lol!
back.
medicine taken.
medicine finished.
whoa.
this is the first time i take finish the whole bottle of cough medicine and still havent recover!
i guess that i will kinda miss taking medicine though.
cus, it makes me sleep at night peacefully!
and if i wake up in the night, it's only once or twice, not 3 or 4 times like before.
by the way, please dont read the above few sentences and go, "SHE'S A DRUG ADDICT! BRING HER TO THE POLICE OR TO THE NARCOTIC DRUG TREATMENT CENTRE, NOW!"
cus i will kick your balls first.! -.-
i want buy alot alot alot of things!
- Adobe Photoshop (to make banners, edit my pic all those)
- Clothes
- Mr. Bump stuff toy [cute] (somehow, i love that Mr. Men alot)
- a Britney Spears book that i saw in T1's Times bookshop that costs $33.17 ):
- books! (i wish i could protest more against my mom that time to keep more of the books..)
BUT! i cannot buy all of this due to a tiny niggle which just boils it all down to ..
HAVING NO MONEY $$$!
can cry man.
cannot work somemore.
no allowance also.
where's the justice?):
i want go out soon!
and meet up with pple.
this holiday's draggy man.
bored at home.
rotting at home.
stoning at home.
):
and having the comp DOES NOT HELP.
it's boring to stay on the comp, too ):
fly away,
Siyah xxx
October 18, 2009, 9:32 PM
my fave vid of a Disney movie below :)i mean seriously, it's better than the original singers, isn't it?
as i click on different Disney movies songs in Youtube, i cant help but think.
Disney animated movies are better than the current flicks such as Hannah Montana the movie.
but that's just my opinion, of course.
you are entitled to your own.
im bored, today.
life just seems draggy.
and i mean, SERIOUSLY.
woke up at 11am.
comp`ed till now.
that's my life.
so very interesting, *note the sarcasm*
even on comp, it's very boring.
idk what to even do.
i keep hopping between : facebook, plurk, twitter & Youtube.
bored!
i want go back to maple, but idk my login id and password.
i only rmb my maple char name, which is springgals.
i want go back to audition, but again, IDK MY LOGIN ID AND PASSWORD.
like so ass-'- can?
i want to go out.
with, :
Lynn, Niki, Hui Chun, Veron, Hui Ning and Ting Qin.
especially Ting Qin, i require some mother-daughter day, badly ):
shyt, did i miss someone out?
i hope not.
October 17, 2009, 10:08 PM
recgonize this song?
it's Fann Wong & Christopher Lee's advert.
the Celestial by Goldheart ad, damn nice.
i love this song ^^
speaking of Goldheart, see this choker below [:
i WANT it.
it's gorgeous, no?
it's stated to be 6billion dollars.
anyone willing to buy for me?
hahaha, jkjk [:
Goldheart Jewelry’s “Grandiosa” – a jewel of unbridled luminosity, reminiscent of love most grand and majestic. It is indisputably a one-of-its-kind, magnificent choker of 135 round brilliant diamonds of one-carat each, embellished with five spectacular teardrop design of round brilliant diamond clusters and a centrepiece featuring an amazing 30-carat round brilliant diamond. This astounding treasure of “Grandiosa” with its dazzling array of 369 high-calibre brilliant diamonds amounting to an overwhelming total 206.95 carat, is designed to convey the five beacons of love that are words of love, gifts of love, time for love, acts of love and the intimacy of love.
sexhay not?
*bling bling*
hahaha, my slang [:
BEAUTIFUL <3
my today's advice is: " Don't let the sun go down with anger around. "
damn true, i can tell you.
today, for some reason which i am not too sure of, i get very frustrated.
for now, my current mood is CALM though, as im listening to the above vid's song.
today, went into CafeWorld and guess what?
got 2 new dishes :D
1 is a steak, which take 2hrs to cook, and the other is Chips and Guacamole, which only take 3MINS to cook!
steady or what, huh.
omg, how how?
im so freaking addicted to Eminem's The Warning.
die die.
LOL.
idk why die also -.-
She Wolf from Shakira's vid looks dirteh.
hahaha, my slang again [:
PS, it's dirty.
i love my plurk buddies.
Lols.
random people, but they're funny, can :D
shit.
i just realised i nvr update you all on my day today!
Lols, where got pple want read about my day anyway?
comp`ed (practically the) whole day.
5pm+ , went with family to Church Of Sacred Heart.
so troublesome, go all the way there.
i rather go Holy Trinity, but parents want change money.
headed to Peoples' Park for dinner and Xchanging of money.
then, father drove to Tamp at St.11 to put into bank money.
after that, homed [:
October 16, 2009, 5:51 PM
Singaporeans, listen up!American Idol Carrie Underwood is going to be seen in our little red dot today!
she is going to 'perform a 45-minute gig in Singapore in front of ION Orchard tonight = and you don't have to pay a cent to watch it.'
Source : My Paper, Oct 16, 2009.
actually, i would go.
BUT!
1. She's not Britney Spears.
2. I only know ONE of her songs which is - - - - Ever Ever After.
3. It's from the movie 'ENCHANTED' btw ._.
k, im hungry.
Lols, random.
let's see a youtube video below :D
huh, idk how many times i watch this on MTV already.
seriously, they like to show Madonna's Celebration, Taylor Swift's You Belong With Me and Lady Gaga's Paparazzi.
initially, it was very interesting and fun, and i loved to sing along.
but as time goes by, i only like listening to Madonna's Celebration.
the remix is perfect lahs ._.
ok i know, i mentioned that before in the previous post :D
just came back from the airport.
my brother's internship in Bangkok is over.
went T2, and i spotted some TPSS students in Macdonalds.
luckily, no one recgonized me :D
BTW, i like plurk's emoticons.
they are like, damn cute cans ^^
but i dont understand the '(:' emoticon.
instead of a smile, they give me a yawning face -.-
why kind of a '(:' is that ._.
just had a 'plurk chat' in plurk with Huining and Matthew and Raimy.
funny people [:
k, idk what to type anymore zzz ._.
no more brain power already):
October 14, 2009, 5:00 PM
you seriously have got to watch this.
it's BEAUTIFUL :D
im going to download it soon, it's perfect lahhh, the song [:
the singer is a person called Misia.
i just adore her voice man, especially towards the ending.
heard this from MTV on SCV. Lols.
she's Japanese, i guess.
andand, she's exactly 15 years older than me, cus she's also born on July 7 :D
wanted to upload some photos, but argh.
my father help me change the hard disk or something to a 3x more faster one.
then everything gone.
ok lah, not everything.
all my files all still there.
but things such as Windows Live Messenger, Safari, Microsoft Word all those.. gone.
re-downloading soon :)
luckily, it IS quite fast.
my Pet Society and Cafe World dont lag anymore!
bad thing : my Word Challenge lags ):
maybe i opened too much windows bah..
zzz.
as i predicted, we went to Malaysia yesterday -.-
also, lost my voice yesterday.
it hurts to swallow, it hurts to talk, it hurts to even DRINK.
didnt go to the doc, as we still had medicine at home.
went to Bukit Indah.
ate Taiwan porridge for dinner, delicious [:
im so addicted to Madonna's Celebration.
i got the song, but i prefer the Benny Benassi remix better.
anyone got the remix version, can send?
speaking of sending songs, i want these songs :
- Straight Through My Heart (Backstreet Boys)
- Press It Up (Sean Paul)
- Waking Up In Vegas (Katy Perry)
- Eh Eh Nothing Else I Can Say (Lady Gaga)
- You Belong With Me (Taylor Swift)
- SOS (Jordin Sparks)
- Outta Here (Esmee Denters)
- The Warning (Eminem)
so if you happen to have the song, jiu send to me at :
xsiyahx@hotmail.co.uk
thankyou very much :D
BYTHEWAY, why is there so many bad things happening within English singers?
- Chris Brown beats up Rihanna
- Kanye West says that Beyonce is better than Taylor Swift
- Mariah Carey (Obsessed) and Eminem (The Warning)
just to name a few.
October 12, 2009, 9:28 PM
hellos :Dedited my blog a little; move some things up, move things down and added things.
now : got Twitter widget.
last night, i had the most horrifying dream like, EVER.
it was damn fxcking scary.
shall not elaborate on it, it made me cry damnit.
today, was still so bored.
somehow, i wish i was going to school like normal.
morning : eat breakfast, on comp, watch HSM2, iron some clothes.
afternoon : did quizzes on Facebook, play Cafe World, Twitter, facebook all the way.
bored bored bored.
stay at home whole of today = and i stone.
where got like that one ._.
at least my father is having leave tmr, and we are going to go out.
if we end up going to Malaysia, is like OMG liao lols -.-
I LOVE TWITTER :D
it's fun.
I LOVE PLURK :D too.
omg -.-
what's wrong with me man ._.
October 11, 2009, 10:30 PM
argh, damn tired.i feel like SHIT.
arms, legs, everywhere screams 'argh!'
ok exaggerating.
today is so damn bored. with a capital B.
woke up at 9.08am, cus mum was like 'wake up wake up it's going to 11am lerh' so i check the clock, then it was only 9am so ended up sleeping back.
9.50am+, she say she go market so i fell asleep back.
damn tired, i tell you.
woke up at 11am, and they came back.
ate breakfast, look at Classified Ads for jobs but all so sucky.
finding jobs in Sunday Times = i dont like cus all must have 'O' level requirements, or must have experience.. or must have full time..
argh.
went on comp for whole afternoon.
played :
Quiztastic, Restaurant City (go do quiz nia), Typing Maniac, Bowling Balls(is it? LOL), Word Challenge etc etc.
did some quizzes too.
went to tweet on Twitter too, using Safari.
apparently, me using MFF to tweet = super laggy.
read SH's mail (she send long long and quite detailed!) before going off with parents to Parkway Parade.
father needed to attend a farewell dinner for Fr. Johnson and Fr. Timothy.
unfair, only ministers all those get to go.
on the plus side though, it costs $30 a head.
hmm.
makes me think, why do they say 'it costs $ a head'.
then the body dont count?
Lols.
whoever 'invented' that saying is rather funny.
anyway, we arrived at PP at about 6.30pm.
so me and mum slacked at PP from 6.30 - 9.45pm.
damn sian, cus mum asked me yesterday want go out for dinner at PP or stay at home and she cook.
since sundays are always go out for dinner, i say go out.
then damn regretful lah, wth.
father arrived at the car and finally reached home at 10.25pm.
October 10, 2009, 8:43 PM
bleahs, nothing to update leys~. celebrated grandma's (belated) birthday today [father side]
. went Suntec City
. Church
. Homed.
October 9, 2009, 5:22 PM
im finally at the comp again, after what seemed so long when actually it's just, what, 1, 2 weeks?gosh, it seemed like forever.
many things occured during this whole time when i was MIA from comp.
ahh, my beloved comp, my beloved keyboard.
LOL.
had Consultation Week.. did a lot of studying.. had 'N' Levels..
ok i may have seem little, but seriously, ok? -.-
ALRIGHTy, let's start from September 28 onwards :D
ps. lucky i almost, daily, updated my complaint book.
pps. oh shitty ass, i forgot to update from 7 Oct, wtf. which i means i have to update later then.. if i not lazy.
ok. let's start. PPPS, this are for my info only, you dont have to read -.-
PPPPS, im guessing it's going to be a freaking long entry.
(im really not sure how many more PPPPPS im going to need. whatever.)
Sep 28,
FIRST day of Consultation Week. mum was kind, she helped me plan a timetable with time slots! first slot was 11am-1pm, then is 3-5pm and finally 8-9.30pm. COOL OR WHAT. finally planned. 1 slot Geog, 1 slot F&N, 1 slot Combined Science. hmm, why must they put Combined Science. doesn't Double Science like, sound nicer ._.
alright i know. freaking short. but it's my blog, my say. anyway, in a complaint book, you complaint. not post like a diary -.-
Sep 29,
today was Christopher and Fann's wedding. fxcking shit. not allowed to watch cus it cut into my 3rd slot. managed to control my anger, by lots of scratching on myself. left a lot of red marks. but nvm, it looks like what i wanted it to look like. ITCHYNESS. fine, idk whether it's correct spelling or not.
Sep 30,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JUSTIN JETHRO :]
next day going to see Ms. Rafidah for Geog, and Mr. Tan for Chemistry.
Oct 1,
collected report book from Mdm. Loh. fxcking happy. my EMB3 was 14. which made me more than qualified to go up to sec5 if this is my EOY score for 'N' level. today damn happy somemore [: saw Mdm. Faridah, wanted to ask her some questions that i had printed on the SEAB thingy. then so OMG can, she started saying so fast and so much info(which were totally not related to the SEAB questions i wanted to ask), my mind cannot cope. lucky, Hui Ning was there and she managed to listen. promised Mdm. Faridah that the next week, we would go find her everyday and fled to Chemistry with Mr. Tan. lucky not really late as he had started at 9.30am instead of 9am. he busy, i guess. went through the open-ended answers, he did not go through MCQ lols. finished at about 10.20am.
went for 'recess'. Hui Ning bought something like, char kway teow or something from the malay store, and i kept eating. so delicious, when you are hungry. Geog was going to start at 11am. at about 10.50, 10.55am, Hui Ning returned the plate back to the store and i followed Niki to where Mdm. Loh had called her near to the cai fan store. Teacher gave us our worksheets cus i and Niki had requested for them, and Niki was talking to Mdm. Loh when something make me turn my head. Nice one [: Hui Ning collected her worksheets and Teacher left. walked to the middle of the canteen, near to the bookshop to look for Ms. Rafidah. then, SCORE!![: haha, happy then. Ms. Rafidah, Niki, Hui Ning, Natasha and me went to library. sat at a table, then after some 'coaching' done, Ms. Rafidah left. studied a little, then at 12.30pm, Niki, Hui Ning and me left.
Oct 2,
so shitty. so long the period, feels like only a few seconds. went to Hope today. omg on Oct 1 night time, my parents went out to buy mooncake for Hope. like OMG, can. super big. such a big semi-circle box, only got 4 mooncakes. and the brand like sound very good ley. then today, going to bustop that time, and when finally reached shelter where i met Hui Ning, so fucky. cute word, huh? everyone like kept staring at me and the box in the big plastic bag. in my mind, i was like shouting, "wth are you staring at me for? got problem?" lols. seriously damn emotional that day. Hope so sucky. whether i score better than Hui Ning or what, he always say i worser. like WTH. you then worser -.-
Oct 3,
still not worried about 'N' levels, what's wrong with me -.- and first exam is in 2days time.
Oct 4,
mum asked me to study combined science for the whole of today and tomorrow. sian dao. confirm sleep. so freaking OMG can, i dreamt a very weird and kinda.. scary dream? think too much already.
Oct 5,
omg today so sucky. and shitty. and fucky. ah, my words are so cool.. or better, Kewl with a Kapital K. LOL. i think, that i am too used to doing 'O' Level Physics, so suddenly see 'N' Level Physics, im .. scared. should be considered easier, no? in the end, it was like, 40% difficult first few of MCQ was easy and kinda stupid, common sense. the rest was abit like.. ZOMG -.- like, wth is a wavefront. i swear i heard that before once in my life with SH in tuition. (sorry SH!) Chemistry, paper 1 is OK, paper 2 is so wth. super 'argh' can -'- after Chem, ate with CHM and Jia Xin 'recess' at bench. they had another paper at 2pm, i was done but i needed to wait for Hui Ning as she had her biology exam currently. saw --, haix. then super unfair. Ting Qin same --. went to have lunch and have tuition with Hui Ning after that.
Oct 6,
morning, as my alarm clock rang and i was torn away from my horrible nightmare, i suddenly realised something. i was so full of confidence over it also. maybe i shall do it, one day. hopefully, soon. lols. left about 12pm, and met with Hui Ning at shelter. had planned the day before to lunch with her. took 18 to bedok inter, saw Justin Jethro inside also. kept laughing with Hui Ning in bus. lunched with Hui Ning and Justin at bedok market, super.. awkward. lols. walked to school together; Justin, Farid and Riduwan kept saying Hui Ning and i walk super fast. finally, Hui Ning pulled at my bag and i walked slowly. Maths p1 was quite easy. bused home after that.
Oct 7,
ass. idk what happened today. last time i updated my complaint book was on Oct 6, anyway. nevermind. i know that today no exam though, according to my calendar, Entry Proof, and Confirmation Slip.
Oct 8,
father drove me to school. finally saw Lynn after so many days never see her cus she sick. after that, went to library to find Niki. she was with Juliana J, Matthew B and Afiqah. Maths p2 was not as easy as p1, some parts i was abit unsure, but is OK overall. went to library. ok, practically the whole 4n occupied the whole library. thanks to Yao Feng, found out i so-called 'win' something. so lame. shared table with Ting Qin, Avril, Christina and Hui Ning to study geog. Atiqah (N1) was there at first, then she went away, but her bag was there. Veron and Bao Xuan were there sometimes.
Ting Qin went toilet with Avril, and she called me about something. was a little emotional, but was OK. went out of library with Hui Ning, and we stayed outside for a while. Ting Qin and Avril were outside, practising taekwondo or something. Lynn called, and i went with Ting Qin and Avril to toilet again. *finally. collected my things from library, and waited for Lynn. it was about 1pm. studied with Lynn and Jonathan in canteen, Jonathan was very peaceful lol. so good. Geog exam was at 2pm.
it was so fxckkity fxck shit. congratulations, i FAIL the fxckkity fxck ass Geog exam. damn difficult -'- kept cursing. like how to read graph man -.- ok actually i know how to read. but how am i supposed to see the shitty bearing and stuff like that?! i think that's 5marks gone. whatever. and what kind of questions are those? TWO questions on DELTA. and the Geog of Food questions? SO ASS-'- all super related, then all my answers all like same. then they were like, 'How far do you agree....' isn't that like, a SS/History exam?
cheer up, Niki [: all is not over.
Oct 9,
morning when i reached school, found Lynn in canteen alone. studied F&N with her, Christina and Jonathan. i think i kept freaking Lynn out. sorry! ): today's exam was quite OK. but they asked questions like 'What is the definition of Monosaccharide and name 2 sources.' so fucky! i printed the SEAB thing, it say must learn definition and i didnt learn. so fxcking shitty. after that, Lynn they all had A Maths p2 exam. so i walked to inter, bought food, and bused 9 home.
ate my beloved chwee kueh from Bedok Market (delicious can, i tell you). wanted to buy soon kueh at first, but decided not to. anyway, i like chwee kueh more! :) comp`ed abit, bathe, ate lunch, and watch the we-lend-from-my-uncle-the-video-which-is-super-damn-nice-show called 1%의 어떤 것. hahaha. bet you dont understand. it means, Something About 1% / 1% of Anything. damn nice. now attracted to Korean dramas lol. first is what, Goong, Jia you Jin Shun, BOF, Famous Princesses, Lovers in Paris and the current 7pm channel 8 show. after that, watched on comp Clicknetwork's Xiaxue's Guide to Life. fxcking nice.
alright i g2g eat dinner.
Bye pple.