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2012-02-04T20:04:00.002+08:00

Hello, February! And a happy official Chinese New Year to all of you!

It's only the fourth day of the second month and I'm experiencing a lot of feelings since; regrets, anger, annoyance, disappointments. Actually, the negative feelings always skip one day, sigh.

On a better note, I received my results for Marketing Principles and Personnel Management on the first. To my delight (and slight disappointment), I achieved a Credit for both.

And on a lousier note, my computer just happily died on me while I was doing my assignment and it can't be revived. Thankfully, I took a picture of my document because it hung. Sucks to use a laptop now.

So anyway, I just got back from a family gathering on my mum's side. Lots of unfortunate things happened today, leaving today not a good day at all. My brother fell down and injured his kneecap, Mum got sick and could not make it, one of my relatives' family could not make it too. And to add on to the iceberg, my monthly aunt came to pay a visit to me.

Shall run now, xx

2012-01-30T12:51:00.008+08:00

Happy birthday, Daddy :D

Feels like only a few days ago was January 1. Now is the Year of the Dragon and the supposedly "end of the world" year.

This month has not even been over and it has been crazy already! First of January and out with Buddy, went over to Bugis Street to shop for CNY clothes. However, didn't see anything we both fancied although I bought an oversized country top. Third of January was out with Tiancheng and Dora, quite a tiring day. Out with family on 8 Jan to Malaysia and bought my clothes there, I'm so glad that it looks suitable on me although they didn't allow trying :(

Chinese New Year this year was on 23rd and 24th of January. Spent most of my time at Mum's side relatives' house and lost quite a bit :/ I really am hoping that this year, I will spend less and be more thrifty although it's not working yet.

On the 26th, went out with Vanessa. Kbox and walked around a little. After, went to find Dora and Tiancheng at Somerset and went to River Hongbao Festival at The Float at Marina Bay.

Met these two awesome girls on 28th. Pizza Hut for lunch before catching Dance Dance Dragon/龙众舞 with Buddy. After, walked around a little before meeting up with Lynn and heading down to 85 at Bedok for dinner.

Shall update soon, time for me to stop procrastinating and get some work done! xx

2012-01-02T21:44:00.000+08:00

Omg, it's been like a gazillion years since I last updated. So anyway, HAPPY 2012!

August 2011;

1 August: School as usual and lunched before studying with Lina after school.

2 August: School'ed, lunch'ed, and studied with Lina and Maggie after school.

3 August: Went home immediately after school as I felt a little sick.

4 August: School as usual and had lunch at Peace Centre Food Court with Lina, Maggie, Vanessa, Huishan, Meiyan and Weien. After, studied till 5.30pm with Lina.

5 August: School as usual, before studying with Lina till about 4.30pm. After, met Mum and Aunt Maria at Plaza Sing. Headed to Carrefour, Marks and Spencers before taking the train down to Orchard and having our dinner at Ion's Paradise Dynasty with them and Yuan Long. Went to Sephora next before taking the train home.

7 August: Sacred Heart Church in the evening with family and dinner'ed at Chinatown.

8 August: Brother's birthday today! :D

School as usual before having my lunch at Ayam Penyet and submitting assignment together with Dora, Lina and Maggie. After, we went to Wilkie Edge to study and play monopoly deal. Headed down to Orchard's Meritus Mandarin Hotel; Triple Three to celebrate Brother's birthday. Takashimaya's Bossini next before going home.

9 August: Happy 46th birthday, Singapore ♥

10 August: Omg, went to Peace Centre foodcourt three times today! Anyway, "studied" after school before going to Plaza Sing's McD to slack with Lina, Tiancheng, Jayden and Lee Lian. Then they left and Lina and I had our dinner at LJS.

11 August: Played monopoly deal with Lina and Dora after school before heading down to Bugis to meet my parents.

12 August: School as usual before eating at Plaza Sing's KFC with Lina. Accompanied Maggie and Vanessa to Starhub Centre to hand in their assignment before slacking at the study corner at Wilkie Edge with Maggie while waiting for Tiancheng to finish school. Headed to Takashimaya with him while waiting for Lina. Gosh, we kept talking until we forgot we had to withdraw money -.- Then had Pepper Lunch for dinner with Lina and Tiancheng at Food Village. Since it was still so early, we decided to head to walk around before going home.

13 August: Met Lina and Tiancheng at Tampines MRT before heading to Popular. Had Texas Chicken with them and Dora before going to Starbucks to study. Went to buy KOI (no pearls!) next and slacked at Tampines One's staircase before going home.

14 August: Ate at Bedok block 18 for dinner with parents.

15 August: Intro to Management presentation was a disaster. Had my lunch at Peace Centre foodcourt along with Dora, Lina, Maggie, Tiancheng and Zayne. Since it was raining, slacked at Wilkie Edge a while before going down to Starhub Centre to hand in our assignments. Went home after and at night, headed to Church of the Holy Trinity for Mother Mary's assumption.

16 August: After accounting class, accompanied Lina to ICA and had our lunch at Qiji before I went home on the longest bus ride ever, but it was only for an hour. [Bus 12]

17 August: Studied with Dora, Maggie and Lina till 3.30pm before going home. Upon reaching home, I realised I had lost my ez-link card, with Seohyun's picture in it. FML.

18 August: Had lunch at Peace Centre foodcourt with 13 other CertBS5 classmates. Ion's Forever 21 with Vanessa and Maggie before going to Daiso and Each A Cup with Maggie.

19 August: Met dearest Twinnn at 10am and bought Zookeeper tickets at Cineleisure Orchard for 12.25pm. Had our lunch at Burger King before watching the movie; it was quite funny. Window shopped, took neoprints, Century Square's Giovanna befor going home.

20 August: Had lunch at Marina Square's Manhattan Fish Market with family. Then went to Raffles City and while trying to find my Pomegranate Blue drink, I walked all the way to Suntec City's Carrefour, but to no avail. Headed home after before going out again to Church of the Holy Trinity for mass and dinner in the evening.

23 August: Met dearest Buddy at 10.15am at Tampines MRT before heading to Changi Airport to study. T3; Ya Kun for breakfast, studied at chairs. T1's Ruyi for lunch and T3's Coffee Bean to study after.

25 August: Met Tiancheng at supposedly 9.10am, but ended up to be 9.30am before meeting Lina at Dhoby Ghaut MRT. Wilkie Edge to study and went everywhere to find an earring for myself as I was afraid my ear hole would close ._. Maggie came after and went to dapao lunch at McD with her and Tiancheng.

26 August: Reached Wilkie Edge at 10am, and had my lunch at Peace Centre foodcourt with Lina and Maggie. Studied and had dinner at The Cathay's Nihon Mura with Lina, Maggie, Jayden and Tiancheng. Bought Koi at iluma after before heading home.

27 August: Went to Church of the Holy Trinity in the evening before having dinner at Blk 478; Koufu.

29 August: Accounting exam was a disaster. Lunch at The Centrepoint's basement foodcourt with usuals and Tiancheng. Slacked at Maggie's house with Dora after.

September 2011;

1 Sept: Met Dora and Tiancheng at Plaza Sing's McD for breakfast before studying with them and Maggie. After, had our tea break at Rochor Original Beancurd opposite before slacking in school.

2 Sept: Exam before having Hans for lunch with usuals. Plaza Sing with Lina, Maggie and Vanessa to buy my ear sticks before going to Maggie's house with Vanessa. After, train'ed to The Cathay and was interviewed for idkwhat. Jayden, Tiancheng, Lina and Charlie just happily ran away while I was being interviewed -.- Went down to Cineleisure Orchard, met Dora also and had Burger King for our dinner before going to Tangs Orchard with the three guys. Smurfs was awesome'ly cute.

3 Sept: Celebrated Mum's birthday with family at UOB Plaza's Si Chuan Dou Hua Restaurant which was at the 60th floor. Walked around Boat Quay afterward.

4 Sept: Went Church of Divine Mercy with Dad and Brother before having dinner.

5 Sept: School as usual, before having lunch with Maggie and Vanessa at Peace Centre foodcourt. After, Maggie accompanied me to buy sucker stand for my iPhone before going home.

6 Sept: Met Dora and Tiancheng at 11.50am at Bugis MRT before buying Koi. Lunch with them and Lina before going to sit in in his class as our teacher had cancelled our class that day.

8 Sept: School, Astons at The Cathay with usuals before going back to school as it's a full day.

9 Sept: Full day again, lunch at Peace Centre foodcourt.

10 Sept: Went to Malaysia with family; Denga City Mall and Tebrau City.

11 Sept: Fetched Brother from his Japanese class before heading to Aunt's house. Church of Sacred Heart next, before heading to East Point Mall.

12 Sept: School as usual, before surprising Maggie with an advanced birthday celebration. Lunch afterward at Peace Centre foodcourt before studying.

13 Sept: School as usual before heading to Ion's 4 Fingers for lunch with Lina, Maggie, Gabriel, Ryan, Nico and Jinn. Plaza Sing afterward with Lina and Maggie.

14 Sept: School as usual before eating at Plaza Sing's kopitiam with classmate, Maggie and Tiancheng. Studied after. At night, sent Mum and her mahjong kakis to Paris.

15 Sept: School as usual before having lunch at The Cathay's Nihon Mura with dearest Buddy and Twinnn. Eastpoint next before heading to Tampines One with Buddy.

16 Sept: School as usual and went to The Cathay's Popeyes for lunch with Dora, Maggie, Tiancheng, Jayden and Zayne. Starhub Centre to study afterward.

17 Sept: Went with Brother and Dad to Church of the Holy Trinity before having dinner at Bedok block 85.

18 Sept: Had dinner with Dad and Brother at Golden Mile's Thien Kee steamboat.

19 Sept: Han's for breakfast with Dora and Lina. School and then had lunch at Peace Centre foodcourt with usuals before studying. After, went with Lina, Dora, Maggie, Tiancheng and Jayden to Far East Plaza to get our friendship band before having dinner at Ayam Penyet. Next, went to MBS and had a very.. interesting.. time there.

20 Sept: Breakfast with Dora and Aqil at The Centrepoint's LJS. School before eating at Peace Centre foodcourt with Lina, Maggie and Tiancheng. Studied after.

21 Sept: School, Peace Centre foodcourt for lunch, studied with usuals.

22 Sept: School as usual, before heading to The Cathay's Astons for lunch with dearest Buddy and Lynn. Plaza Sing afterwards to talk and Far East Plaza to walk before heading back to Tampines to walk around.

23 Sept: School, McD with usuals. Starhub Centre with Maggie and Lina after, H&M and Cineleisure Orchard's Esteler 77.

24 Sept: Church of the Holy Trinity at night and dinner.

25 Sept: Fetched Mum from Changi Airport at about 2.30pm and had dinner with family at Block 18 of Bedok.

26 Sept: School, Peace Centre foocourt, studied.

27 Sept: School, Plaza Sing's foodcourt with usuals, Wilkie Edge to study.

28 Sept: School and had lunch at Plaza Sing's kopitiam with Lina and Maggie. School to study before heading to Orchard to walk with Lina.

29 Sept: School, Plaza Sing's Ajisen for lunch with usuals before going to school to self-study.

30 Sept: Studied, had lunch at Han's with Dora and Tiancheng, studied.

October 2011;

1 Oct: Novena Garden's Peach Garden for lunch with paternal side to celebrate Grandmother's idkisearlyorlate birthday. Crawford Lane afterward before going to Raffles City.

2 Oct: Church of Sacred Heart in the evening before heading to Bras Basah for dinner [Yet Con Restaurant]

3 Oct: School, lunch with usuals at Pomo's Slice, stayed back with group to study.

4 Oct: School, lunch at Peace Centre foodcourt with usuals, did a bit of presentation work with group, before heading to Plaza Sing's McD to play monopoly deal with Lina, Ryan and Jinn.

5 Oct: Presentation was alright, monopoly deal with groupmates, lunch at 313's Food Republic with Lina, Maggie, Ryan, Nico and Tiancheng.

6 Oct: School, dapao'ed McD with Dora and Lina. Studied at library then went to find Tiancheng at Plaza Sing's McD to play monopoly deal and go Daiso.

7 Oct: School, lunch at The Cathay's Popeyes to celebrate Huimin's birthday with Lina, Dora, Maggie, Tiancheng, Liping and Zayne. Slacked in school and went to iluma afterward with Lina, Maggie, Tiancheng and Jayden.

8 Oct: Church of the Holy Trinity at night.

9 Oct: Leong San Temple in the morning to pray to Grandma before heading to City Square Mall with parents; Banquet for lunch and Yoguru. Chinatown after before heading to Terminal 1 to fetch Brother to Australia.

10 Oct: School, Peace Centre foodcourt after with usuals and group. Studied before going to Nex with Lina and Dora.

11 Oct: School, Peace Centre foodcourt with usuals and Stephanie. Studied, Old Chang Kee, home.

12 Oct: Parents flew off to Shantou today. School as usual, lunch at Peace Centre foodcourt with Maggie, Vanessa and Tiancheng and other CertBS5 classmates. After, walked around Plaza Sing with Vanessa.

14 Oct: Studied, Peace Centre foodcourt with usuals before studying in school again. Was coaxed into watch The Thing so went to eat at Plaza Sing's Mos Burger for dinner before watching The Thing with Dora, Tiancheng and Jayden. Conclusion of movie: WTF. Marks and Spencers after and Sasa fair before going home.

15 Oct: Early in the morning, went to block 400+ Pasir Ris to buy lunch. Church of Holy Trinity in the evening alone before heading to meet dearest Buddy. Century Square's Men Men Don Don for dinner, Koi, Comics Connection before slacking at the sofa.

16 Oct: Woke up late! Met Dora, Tiancheng and Jayden at Bugis' 我爱台妹. Lunch at QQ Noodle House, Cold Storage to buy some snacks before taxi'ing to MBS. Slacked in the room, at the pool and had McDelivery for dinner.

17 Oct: Met dearest Buddy at Tampines MRT at 10.30am and had our lunch at Tamp One's Kopitiam. Went home, watched movie and Lynn came. Did my work while they surfed the net before going to Tamp One's Subway for dinner. Sasa, Umisushi, McCafe and Ayies before going home.

18 Oct: Was in an incredibly low mood today. Went to Starhub Centre to hand in assignment, lunch at LJS and studied for 3 hours or so. Dapao'ed Subway for dinner before going home.

19 Oct: Met Lina at Tanah Merah MRT, and bought Han's sandwich for breakfast. Studied, and then lunch at Han's with Lina, Dora and Tiancheng. Studied, and had dinner at Plaza Sing's Kopitiam with them and Ryan. After, walked around with Dora and Tiancheng; Concorde Hotel's basement foodcourt, Heeren, Ion, Daiso.

20 Oct: Studied, lunch with usuals at Olio Bites, studied, Watsons.

22 Oct: East Point Mall with parents before going home. Church of Holy Trinity and dinner in the evening.

24 Oct: Worst day ever in 2011! Had 39.3 degrees in the morning. Took the bus to Simei MRT and had to alight at Bedok MRT as I wanted to faint. Fell asleep a little at Paya Lebar and also in the circle line MRT. Exam was total ass as I kept wanting to puke and it was difficult to the max. Peace Centre foodcourt for lunch but then I only ate a little before I gave up. Went home, and visited Dr. Ang at night as my fever was not going down.

27 Oct: Econs exam was meh. Lunch at 313's Food Republic with Ryan, Gabriel and Lina before collecting study materials.

29 Oct: Church of the Holy Trinity at night, dinner'ed, before heading to Robinson's Expo Sale.

30 Oct: Holy Trinity in the morning to buy a portrait and buy lunch with Dad. Home before heading out about 4pm+ to Suntec City with family. Dinner'ed at Gurney Drive, Carrefour before home'ing.

31 Oct: Met Lina at Somerset MRT. Lunch at 313's Food Republic and accompanied her to take her books before bus'ing to school.

November 2011;

1 Nov: Had Astons at The Cathay with Lina, Neta and Dora before going to school. After that, went home before going to Church of the Holy Trinity at night for All Saints Day.

2 Nov: Peace Centre food court for lunch with Lina, Dora, Maggie and Ryan. Bought Each A Cup / Comebuy before going to school. After, went to Starhub Centre to check on something.

3 Nov: Met Lina and group mates at 313's KFC. Lunch was at 313's Food Republic before we headed to school. After, met parents at Toa Payoh. Home, and in the evening, went to Terminal 1's Ruyi for dinner. Terminal 3 to buy a pig bolster and back to Terminal 1 to fetch Brother back. Next, went to Bedok as Brother craved for the $10 horfun.

4 Nov: Met Lina for lunch at Plaza Sing's Kopitiam. Went to Comics Connection next before we went to school.

5 Nov: East Point Mall for lunch before heading to Expo next for Travel Malaysia Fair and Metro sale. Next, went to Tampines 1's Kopitiam for tea. Home, before going to Church of the Holy Trinity at night.

6 Nov: Met dearest Buddy and went to Nex. Had McDonald's for lunch and walked around before going to 313's HMV while waiting for Lynn. After, headed to *Scape for flea, an express manicure each and Sakae Sushi for dinner.

7 Nov: Went out for dinner with family at Changi Village's Chui Xiang Kitchen. East Point Mall after.

8 Nov: Met Dora and we went to Plaza Sing to buy some takopachi to bring to school. After, went class.

9 Nov: Met Dora and bought Each A Cup before heading to school. After, accompanied Dora to KFC at Tampines Inter before going home.

10 Nov: Lunch with Mum at Tampines Mall before meeting Dora and going school.

11 Nov: Went out to buy lunch at Tampines block 201. Home after and went to school.

12 Nov: Suntec City Mall with family and had lunch at Chang Feng Ji. Walked around after and went home. In the evening, went to Church of the Holy Trinity for mass before going to East Point Mall.

14 Nov: Today had got to be one of the worst afternoon ever as I had a migraine while on the train. Met Lina at 313 and had lunch at KFC. Could not take it after, and went to The Centrepoint's lunch and after a long time, puked. Still went to school though and after taking a panadol from Dora, went to puke again. Lina had to call my parents up and Dad fetched me home.

15 Nov: Met Dora at 313 and had lunch with Zayne, Tiancheng and Dora at LJS. After school, went to Far East Plaza with Dora to do mani+pedi.

16 Nov: Met Lina at 313 and had Subway for lunch. After, went to school.

17 Nov: Met Lina and had lunch with her and Maggie at Peace Centre Food court. After, went to school.

18 Nov: Met Lina and Neta and had lunch at 313's Bao Today. Forever 21, Cotton On, Mango, United Colors of Benetton after, before heading to school. In the evening, went to Expo for Food Fair and John Little.

19 Nov: Went to Church of the Holy Trinity in the evening and had dinner at Tampines block 800+.

20 Nov: Afternoon, went to fetch Brother and headed to RWS' Festive Hotel to find Aunt Maria and family. After, walked around with family before heading to Raffles City Shopping Mall. Dad went off, and Mum, Brother and I had Osaka Town for dinner. Yoguru, Crabtree & Evelyn after before going home.

21 Nov: Met Dora and Lina before going to school. After, went to Starhub Centre.

22 Nov: Met Dora and Lina and went to Paragon and 313 with them, Dora, Lina, Ryan, Nico and Jinn. After, had lunch at Plaza Sing's Pizza Hut. School next before going to Toy Outpost with Dora and going home.

23 Nov: Lunch was with Dora, Lina, Maggie, Vanessa, Liping, Huimin and Tiancheng at 313's Food Republic. School next before going to Starhub Centre.

24 Nov: Lunch at Tampines Interchange's East Link food court before going to school.

25 Nov: Along with Mum, met 3 Aunts and had lunch at 313's Bao Today. After, went to find Dora and Lina at Food Republic. Next, went to school. After school, walked to Bugis MRT with Dora, Lina, Ryan and Aqil.

26 Nov: Lunch with father's side at Ban Heng Restaurant. Grandmother's house after before going home.

27 Nov: Fetch Brother from Kovan, before heading to Church of Sacred Heart. Chinatown for dinner after.

28 Nov: Met Lina and went to Plaza Sing. Kopitiam for lunch, Toy Outpost, Each A Cup after before going to school.

29 Nov: The Centrepoint's McD for lunch with Lina, Dora and Maggie before heading to school.

30 Nov: Met Lina at Terminal 3's Kopitiam to study and have lunch. Met Dora after at Dhoby Ghaut before heading to school. The Centrepoint after with Dora to accompany her before going home.

December 2011;

1 Dec: Met Dora and Lina at Starhub Centre's library and had Olio Bites for lunch before going to school. In the evening, went to Budget Terminal to take a look.

2 Dec: Met Lina in the morning and studied with Lina, Nico, Ryan, Jinn and Gabriel. Ah Meng Cafe after for lunch with Dora, Lina, Maggie and Vanessa before heading to school. After school, went to White Sands Mall's Library.

4 Dec: Fetched Brother to Kovan City and had lunch at one of the coffeeshops. After, accompanied Dad to East Point Mall. Home and in the evening, went to Church of Divine Mercy before heading to Pasir Ris block 444 for dinner.

5 Dec: Met Dora and Lina and went to Plaza Sing to walk. School to self-study before heading to Peace Centre food court for lunch. After, went to Plaza Sing's Toy Outpost, Character Design and McD with Dora.

6 Dec: Met Lina and Dora and had our instant noodles for lunch in school. After, went to Toa Payoh library and HDB Hub's Subway to take away dinner.

7 Dec: Peace Centre food court with Lina and Maggie flor lunch and left school at 3.30pm. Cineleisure Orchard for You're The Apple Of My Eye / 那些年我们一起追的女孩 with Dora, Lina and Tiancheng. Awesome movie. Watsons Fair with Dora and Tiancheng after and saw Yaofeng. Tangs Orchard next before going home.

8 Dec: Met Dora and Lina and had lunch at Plaza Sing's Kazokutei which was meh. After, went to school and presentation was a success.

10 Dec: Church of the Holy Trinity in the evening before heading to dinner at Tampines block 138.

11 Dec: Went to Punggol to pass something to Aunt, before going to Sengkang Square's Kopitiam for lunch. East Point Mall after before going home. Bedok block 85 market for dinner.

12 Dec: Met Lina and had lunch at Orchard Plaza's Ah Ming Cafe. Studied at Starhub Centre after.

13 Dec: Met Lina at Somerset and had lunch at 313's Hot Tomato. After, went to study at Starhub Centre before going to Toa Payoh library but there had no space so went to HDB Hub's Popular.

14 Dec: Met Lina at Terminal 3's Carl's Jr and studied till 3.30pm before going home.

16 Dec: In the evening, went to Tampines Mall's Crystal Jade Kitchen for dinner. Isetan after.

17 Dec: Church of the Holy Trinity in the evening before going to Tampines block 138 for dinner.

18 Dec: Went to Tampines' S-11 for dinner with Dad.

19 Dec: Reached school by Dad's car and headed for Marketing Principles exam. After, lunch at Cineleisure Orchard's Koufu with Dora, Lina and Maggie before going to Starhub Centre to self-study for another two hours.

23 Dec: Went to school by Dad's car again and headed for Personnel Management exam. After, met dearest Buddy at 313 and went to watch Already Famous at Cineleisure Orchard. Next, headed to Koufu for lunch before going to Sticky. After that, went to Changi City Point and had dinner at The Soup Spoon. Expo to walk around a while before buying Koi at Tampines and slacking at Century Square's Poh Kim.

24 Dec: Lunch with parents at Fu Qing Seafood Gourmet at Hindoo Road while I ate mee siam. After, walked around with Mum before going to Century Square's Prima Deli to collect log cake. In the evening, went to a house in the prayer group for advanced Christmas celebration before heading to Loyang Point. Went home before going out again to have Christmas mass at Church of the Divine Mercy.

25 Dec: Merry Christmas ♥

26 Dec: Off to KL with family. Chuan Tin Garden Restaurant for lunch at Muar, Jalandhar Khalidi after 3 hours of driving x.x It was very affordable although the oil in the system omelette was :O! Two hours of driving later, reached Dorsett Hotel and settled in for a while before going to U-village's 又一春香港茶餐厅 for dinner. The arrival time of my food was super long although it was just nissin noodles with an egg and luncheon meat. Walked around Bukit Banjang Plaza before going back to the hotel to rest.

27 Dec: Had breakfast in Cellini's, which was the hotel's restaurant. After, went to Mid Valley Mega Mall. Dragon-i for lunch which was dimsum before going to watch Sherlock Holmes: The Game of Shadows with Brother at Golden Screen Cinemas. Cinema is bloody cold tyvm. Yoo Tiao for tea before going to Kenaga Wholesale City. Pissed off at there. After, went to Restaurant Gu Yue Tian for dinner which was near our hotel. Delicious food, excellent service although Dad said it was a little expensive. Headed to Pavilion to walk around next.

28 Dec: Breakfast in Cellini's again. Lunch was at Chuan Tin Garden Restaurant again too. Just before heading to Singapore, headed to Johor Premium Outlets. After, went to Bukit Indah Shopping Centre and had dinner at Sizzling Stonegrill.

29 Dec: Constant coughing led my Mum to bring me see a very handsome doctor at Tampines Clinic & Surgery. Lunch was at Tampines Round Market & Food Centre.

30 Dec: Dinner at Changi Village Market with parents.

31 Dec: Had lunch with Dad at Tampines block 138 coffeeshop before going home. In the evening, went to Church of the Holy Trinity with Dad and Brother before heading to Tampines block 138 coffeeshop for dinner.

2011-08-06T20:42:00.002+08:00

Here's for July 2011.

2 July: Went out in the morning to return library books. Watched Sucker Punch in the afternoon with brother. At night, went to Church. While having dinner, saw the one and only Tham Guo Liang but he didn't see me. Mood went really bad after that. Afterwards, went to Robinsons Expo sale.

3 July: Went to Aunt's house before celebrating my advanced birthday at Hotel Grand Pacific: Sun's Cafe.

4 July: Went to school for a stupid orientation. Lunch at Centrepoint basement foodcourt before going with Dora, Lina, Maggie and Vanessa to Wilkie Edge because Vanessa and I thought can collect books, but in the end, cannot.

7 July: Migraine in the morning as my birthday present, wtf. Went to Starhub Centre for workshop on plagiarism and referencing. Went to Centrepoint basement foodcourt for lunch and Dora, Lina, Vanessa, Maggie and Stephanie celebrated my birthday for me ♥ After the workshop, went to Wilkie Edge to collect books before meeting my dad 10and going home.

8 July: Met Buddy at 12.30pm at Guardian before MRT'ing to Suntec City. Ate Pepper Lunch (: Then after growing bored, we went to Orchard's Far East Plaza and just sat there. Met Lynn at 5.40pm at Orchard MRT. Went to Party World KTV (빠르 hahaa!) with them before going to eat at Ion Orchard's Soup Spoon for dinner. Sorry loves, I had to rush home! :(

9 July: Went to church at night.

10 July: Woke up at 8am, and went with Mum to Uncle's house. Lunched there, and aunts and Mum went to play mahjong, and I didn't want to go to Daiso with Dad, so I stayed in Uncle's house watching korea shows. I literally spent 5 hours sitting there watching tv -.- Dinner'ed there before going home.

11 July: First day of me starting Diploma in Commerce (Business Administration) today! Saw an eye candy. Lunch'ed with Maggie and Vanessa at Peace Centre foodcourt, bought bubble tea before going home.

12 July: School as usual. Ate lunch with Maggie, Dora, Lina, Jayden, Tiancheng and Louis. Then studied with Dora and Lina at Starbucks.

13 July: School as usual before lunch'ed with Lina, Maggie, Vanessa, Tiancheng, Jayden and Aqil at McD at Parklane.

14 July: School then lunch'ed with Vanessa at Pomo's Subway

15 July: School as usual. Lunch'ed at Sing Ho Hainan Chicken Rice with many people before going to McD at Parklane with Vanessa to get the 1-1 chocolate melts. It's so meh. Bus'ed home, slept and went out at 5pm. Reached City Hall MRT at about 5.45pm and Vanessa soon came after. Went to Raffles City's Soup Spoon while waiting for Tiancheng and Jayden, who were lost ._. Met Lina at Esplanade and we caught a magic show 'ViSion'. Reached home at 12.05am, and while waiting for Dad to pick me up at Tamp MRT, the weather was like so cool, like winter!

16 July: Went to Tampines round market for lunch with parents and ate Chai Chee pork porridge. Bugis Street, Fu Lu Shou and OG with Mum and bought a bag for myself. Homed before going to church at night.

18 July: School then lunch'ed at Ayam Penyet with Dora, Lina, Maggie, Vanessa and Louis. Then went to study at Starhub Centre.

19 July: Diarrhea in the morning -.- School as usual then lunch'ed at Peace Centre foodcourt with Dora, Lina and Vanessa. Then studied at Each A Cup with Lina.

20 July: Lnch'ed at Sing Ho Hainan Chicken Rice with Lina, Dora, Maggie, Vanessa and Weien. Then studied at Han's with Lina and Dora and played Bingo.

21 July: School then lunch'ed at Peace Centre foodcourt with Lina, Dora, Maggie and Vanessa. Everyone said that the plagiarism test was easy, except for me, wth. After the test, went to Han's and play Monopoly Deal with Lina and Dora before going home.

22 July: After school was hilarious because of Lina and Gabriel. Lunch'ed at Ayam Penyet with Maggie, Lina and Sarah before going to Cineleisure Orchard to catch HP&DH2 with Lina and Sarah. HP&DH2 is not up to expectations, sigh. Then I went to Tamp to buy Subway and Mr. Bean for my dinner before home'ing.

23 July: Prayed to paternal side grandfather before going to Ban Heng for lunch. Went home after that before going to church at night.

24 July: Went out with Mum today. Century Square's korean shop, Tamp 1's Net, Tamp Mall's NTUC and even took part in a polaroid contest. Doubt will win, but still.

25 July: Accounting test was alright, although I felt sad that I forgot P&L. Wth, I kept doing until I forgot. Hopefully, I'll pass though. Lunch'ed at Peace Centre with iforgotwho before going home.

26 July: Very angry today, someone stole my $10. Lunch'ed at Nex's Ajisen with Dora and Lina before going home.

27 July: School as usual, then lunch'ed at Peace Centre foodcourt with Maggie and Vanessa. Bought yoghurt from Red Mango before home'ing.

28 July: School as usual before going to eat with Vanessa at Pomo's Subway. Then since she wanted to find a hairclip, we went to The Cathay and Plaza Singapura. In the end, she never bought a hairclip.

29 July: School then went for lunch at The Cathay's Nihon Mura with Dora, Lina, Maggie and Vanessa. Supposed to go eat at Popeyes, but it was too full. Food was slow for Lina, Maggie and me! But the food was nice though. Afterward, checked out the flea market outside The Cathay before going home.

30 July: Kept playing Tetris Battle today, the fuck. Went with Mum after that to Tamp 1, Tamp Mall and Century Square before dinner'ing with parents at Bedok South Food Centre (Block 18).

31 July: Evening time, went with family to Church of Sacred Heart before eating at Chinatown and my favourite ah-balling! ♥

2011-07-01T12:22:00.001+08:00

Another month has just flew past and it's time to blog about June.

1 June: Lunch'ed at Century Square's Jack's Place with Mum. At night, went to Church Of The Holy Trinity to go for the ascension mass.

3 June: Ate dinner at Giant Hypermarket before heading to Courts and Ikea to check out a few stuff with my parents.

4 June: Headed to Church Of The Holy Trinity for mass at 6pm before trying out the new hawker centre at 201 there.

5 June: Went to First Aunt (paternal side)'s house then ate at Chinatown for dinner. Saw Brother Roy and family twice, first at the stall then at the ah-balling stall.

7 June: Reached Vivocity at 10.48am and walked around. Ate lunch with Lina at the foodcourt and Jayden, Tian Cheng, Vanessa, Ya ting and Junrong came afterwards. Went to Siloso Beach and started to play with the sea. Huimin came and we played card games then after that, she and Yating left. My camera kena water so spoil :( Weien and Louis came after and then we had dinner at Harbourfront Centre's Pizza Hut. Headed to Tangs Orchard with Lina, Jayden, Weien and Tiancheng a while before I took the MRT with Weien back to Tamp and Dad came to fetch me home at 10pm.

8 June: Went to celebrate Aunt's belated birthday with my mum and Aunt and Aunt Maria at Crowne Plaza Hotel. Afterward, headed to East Point a while for them to purchase some stuff before going home.

10 June: Went to White Sands library alone and borrowed 7 books, mainly non-fiction. Ate 炸鱼片米粉 for lunch afterward before heading home.

11 June: Went out with parents to eat at Han's for lunch before heading to NTUC. At night, went to church for the Feast Of Pentecost mass.

13 June: Met Twinnn and Buddy at 10am at Guardian. Went to The Clementi Mall: Comics Connection, Foodcourt, KOI Café, Minitoons, Papermarket, Cotton On and The Face Shop. Afterward, MRT'ed to Farrer Park to go to City Square; NTUC, Yoguru and Comics Connection. Omg, we spent 2hour+ in Comics Connection, no wonder the person like want us to get out like that :S After that, Twinnn got to go home, so we 23'ed. Then since Buddy and I were still bored, we headed to Terminal 3 and ate at Yakun Kaya Toast for dinner. Walked around Tamp 1 awhile before we finally headed home.

14 June: 19'ed to Tamp Inter with Mum and ate at E.A.T. Went to do my eyebrows, which seemed to be more pain this time, before heading to NTUC and then Comfort Shuttle Bus'ing home.

16 June: Went to Uncle's House to pray and had lunch there too. His house got SBS Channel, wtf. Then headed to Centrale8 showflat with aunts and Mum. That night, saw my aunts, uncle and I on Channel 8 news at 10pm :| They all only kena side view, I kena full view, wtf.

17 June: Went to Ris Grandeur for the whole day.

18 June: Went out with family to some factory to buy fan before heading to People's Park Food Centre to eat. Headed to AD Travels to settle some stuff before going to Dessert Hut. Dad then drove us to Parkway Parade cus Brother needed to go to the dentist and I went to Borders. Heard a guy saying to his friend, "What's the difference between Snoopy and Peanuts? Isn't Peanuts Snoopy?" which made me want to laugh, I don't know why. Headed to Popular next before finally going home. At night, went to Church.

19 June: Father's day today. Went to Thien Kee Steamboat for dinner, then to Suntec City before going home.

20 June: Went out to buy lunch for maid, Mum and myself ._.

21 June: Went to eat lunch at 201 there with Mum, saw Christina. Then went to cut my hair = very short!!! T.T

22 June: CNBLUE'S Jung Yonghwa's birthday ~ ♥♥♥

24 June: 4.44am wake up, out of the house by 6.15am and into a taxi. Reached airport, checked in and lazed around Terminal 2 using the internet. Boarded HK airline, HX 784. It was amazing. It had recent movies and the whole series of Harry Potter! I watched a bit of HP3 and keep fast forwarding it just to see Robert Pattinson, watched the whole of Ratatouille and a bit of No Strings Attached. Reached HK at 11.50am, and bus'ed to Largos Hotel. Ate at 3pm for lunch at 7哥餐厅 and then MTR'ed to Mongkok to see the Esprit warehouse outlet in a shopping 'mall'. Had to go to the toilet, so I had to walk quite a long distance, about 5 minute walk just to go to a freaking toilet, tsk. Sad me, saw many lovely clothing, but it's too loose on me :( In the end, only bought two tee. Off to the Bossini sale which was opposite, and bought a top. Afterward, walked a part of 女人街 and saw many people selling iPhone covers and kinky, saucy clothing ._." Had dinner later at some claypot place before MTR'ing back to the hotel.

25 June: Went to HK Disneyland, it was so awesome! There were so many shows to watch, I love it. Had a terrible pain from my menses which 刚好 came that morning and pain increased because I drank Ice Lemon Tea for lunch and I took a panadol. Slept while waiting for the Lion King concert to start and woke up, pain gone, feeling refreshed. I absolutely love the Lion King show ttm!! MTR'ed back and went to the Arena Of Stars. Headed to a warehouse outlet: Giordano and Agnes B before finally having dinner and going back to the hotel.

26 June: Woke up at 7am, breakfast'ed at 8am and took the ferry to Zhuhai, had to run lol! Fun! Checked in to Charming Holiday Hotel and the bed is so 爽! Ate lunch and then headed back to the hotel room. Parents went to walk and I went to sleep, the bed was so awesome I don't even feel like getting up when parents bought back an egg tart for me! Went to shop later and bought some stuff and a few clothing. Tried the clothing in the hotel room and to my absolute sadness, some clothing were too loose so I had to return them for another one :( Dinner'ed at something like Seoul Garden but I prefer Seoul Garden because at least the floors are not sticky and there are more food available!! Afterward, had manicure and pedicure with mum + leg massage. Their manicure and pedicure like play cheat only, never even put top coat and base coat zzz. One thing's for sure. I prefer Vietnam's massage, especially my mum's and my massage guy! ♥ Regret max that I never take photo of my mum's massage guy. I still remember that he posed for me and then when I whipped out my camera, he ran away :'(

27 June: Woke up at 8am and had breakfast. Headed to Macau, bloody long and squeezy queue! :( Checked in to The Venetian (Macau - Resort - Hotel) and lunch'ed at Blue Frog as they had a 1 for 1 steak. Taxi'ed to Lady Of Fatima Church afterward and heard a Caucasian priest speaking in Cantonese! :O Spoke to him in English, he spoke to us back in Cantonese ._." Then taxi'ed to Senado Square to walk around and shop before heading to a dessert place. I shared with Mum steamed milk before taxi'ing back to the hotel. Dinner'ed at the foodcurt and I bought Starbucks Coffee Latte and then Dad and I went back to the hotel room while I went to watch KBS world and Cartoon Network (:

28 June: SNSD's Seohyun's birthday! ~ ♥♥

Went to eat at the foodcourt for breakfast, wanted to eat some dimsum buffet actually but it was located in the casino, and I wasn't 18 yet ._. Then walked around and shuttle bus'ed to the ferry terminal. 1.30pm go into the boat, 2.45pm reached HK. Had dim sum lunch at Royal Wedding restaurant, which was made to look like it was holding a wedding before taxi'ing to Largos Hotel. MTR'ed to Prince Edward Station and went to 西洋菜街 to walk a little. Then MTR'ed back to Jordan and headed to Temple Streeet which was a night market to walk around. Ate dinner and then headed back to the hotel.

29 June: Woke up late and checked out of the room at 12pm although can check out of the room at 1pm -.- Ate dimsum for lunch at a restaurant and went out to see that it was raining heavily. MTR'ed to Mongkok Station and walked around there a while before MTR'ing back to Jordan. Headed to the toilet at our hotel where our luggage were before going to Saint Alps Teahouse. Mum's mocha something was delicious! My 珍珠奶綠 tasted like Each A Cup's pearl milk tea ._." Then went back to the hotel to wait a while before the bus came to fetch us and some other fellow Singaporeans to the airport. Ate MacD for dinner there and headed to Gate 506. Wtf, our plane got delayed from 8.10pm to 8.45pm departure time and we only can board the plane at 9pm! -.- Our plane, HX 783 was not as nice as there was no inflight entertainment.. it was an airbus. But because we were heading back to Singapore♥, I forced myself to try not to complain although it was difficult as I wanted to watch finish No Strings Attached! :( The plane only started flying at 9.45pm -.-" Reached SG at about 1.30am and after taxi'ing home, slept at 2.35am.

30 June: Woke up at 12pm and Mum bought back beehoon for lunch for me although I wasn't that hungry. I miss SG food, I miss hearing English! In HK, I keep hearing Cantonese and Chinese, which annoyed me to no end. Furthermore, the menu was all in Chinese -.-! Anyway, bathed and headed out of the house at 3.30pm. Went to Kaplan City Campus (Wilkie Edge) and I went to sign the contract. Afterward, headed to Sim Lim Square and basically rotted there. Slept in the car and reached home at 7.30pm.

And that's all for June (:

LOL, I basically almost went out every day!

2011-06-03T12:58:00.003+08:00

Back again for May's updates! (:

1 May: Dr Maliki came to our apartment for house visiting for the election. He knew my parents! :O

3 May: Bad day for me in the morning! Diarrhea :(

6 May: Celebrated Jayden's birthday.

12 May: Went out with mum in the morning to Tamp1. Changed to adult ez-link card and ate lunch at Toast Box. Lunch was not bad, too much tau pok though and there was coffee on the floor which I did not know about and I stepped on it! :(

13 May: Met Lina, Sarah and Vanessa to hand in our assignment together at Starhub Centre. After that, watched Fast & Furious 5 with them and Jayden at Cathay Cineleisure. Met my parents after that at Toa Payoh and ate dinner at City Square. Lucky me, I use foursquare so Mingen reminded me to get the banana milk (which was endorsed by SNSD!!) at the NTUC there (: Bought TEENAGE magazine, and after that, felt it was a worthless purchase sigh.

14 May: Parents and I ate our lunch at Sim Lim Square basement food court before they drove me to Wilkie Edge to collect the Basic Economics book. Went to IMM next and bought my SHINee iPhone cover! People, don't buy. It's a sticker, not a cover! Regret mxm. Met Brother at IMM and we headed for dinner at NUSS before going home.

20 May: Met Lina, Maggie, Tiancheng, Yating and Sarah for lunch at Lucky Plaza's Ayam Penyet Ria before heading to Cathay Cineleisure to watch Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides. Conclusion of the movie: Scary mermaids! :( After that, went to Ion and Wheelock Place with Lina and Tiancheng before going home. Had a migraine that day, wtf!

21 May: Went to Expo for Robinsons sale with Mum.

24 May: Lunched at Macdonald's before going to do Economics group work with my group at Starhub Centre library. After that, went to Tangs with Vanessa, Tiancheng and Jayden for my anti-fingerprint screen protector. I love the smoothness of it! (:

26 May: Had our presentation then went to The Cathay to watch Kungfu Panda 2 with Meiyan, Lina, Yating, Jayden, Tiancheng and Vanessa. After that, headed home.

27 May: Went to Loyang Point for my dinner with parents. Then after much persuasion from me, we went to Expo to go to John Little sale, Food Fair and Popular fair. Wanted to go to IT fair too but the guards did not let us in as it was closing time. That night, I was so bloated!

28 May: Last day of CertBS5 today! Celebrated Dora's birthday. Had MacD for lunch at Centrepoint then went to Tangs. After that, ate her cake outside Far East Plaza. Since I still had time, met Christina to take back my The Twilight Saga: New Moon book.

29 May: Gym with dad in the afternoon then went out to Church of the Sacred Heart with family at night before heading to Nex for our dinner at Lai Lai Casual Dining. Yummy food! Then walked around before heading home.

And that's all for May 2011 :)

2011-05-15T12:35:00.002+08:00

Back again after a month's hiatus. I'm starting to get used to this! (:

1 Apr: Had class then went to Bugis Junction with Vanessa, Sarah and Lina before meeting my dad at his workplace to go home together.

9 Apr: Went to Uncle's house to pray.

10 Apr: First time to Bedok Point to eat dinner with family. Ate at Kungfu Paradise!

15 Apr: Ate lunch with mum and her mahjong kakis before going to kBox with Mum and one of the mahjong kakis at Bedok Point. Then met Brother and Dad at Simei's East Point Mall

20 Apr: Went to Starhub Centre and about 1/3 of the class was at there. Received a call from Lina saying it was at Wilkie Edge instead -_- Stupid program manager :( Celebrated Lina's birthday too.

21 Apr: Met Huichunn Buddy ♥ at 10am. Was late again x.x We went to Nex, and ate at Miso Korean Restaurant while watching music core shows on the television. Then go sing at Party World KTV and had an inside joke, "Up&Down! Wae!* Finally, went to Suntec City's Starbucks to drink our coffee ^^

We parted ways at the MRT and while she went home, I met parents and had dinner with them and Bro at Jurong Point. Went for Church visiting because it was Good Friday the next day. Went to Church of St. Joseph, Chuch of Holy Cross, Church of the Blessed Sacrament and Church of St. Ignatius. Had supper at a coffeeshop in Tamp before finally going home.

22 Apr: Went to Church of the Holy Trinity for Good Friday mass at 3pm.

23 Apr: Went to cuz's house to study POA and had dinner there too. PS, I still have a love-hate relationship with POA :/

24 Apr: Went to temple to pray to paternal side grandfather before eating buffet lunch at Windsor Hotel. Some waitresses asked me where to buy my iPhone cover .___.

28 Apr: Ate dinner at Simei ITE's Lobster Place because they placed an advertisement in the Classified Ads. Lobster porridge is the yums! ♥

29 Apr: Watched a little of The Royal Wedding: William and Kate.

30 Apr: Metro sale and got myself a pair of new slippers among other things.

And that's all for April (: Check back next month for May's.

2011-04-07T22:03:00.003+08:00

Time to blog about March 2011 (Not all are recorded into my book, so yeah.)

2 Mar: Got iPhone 4 after much delay.

3 Mar: Went to Vivocity with Huining Twinnn and Huichunn Buddy ♥ Spent 4 hours in Party World KTV o.o

6 Mar: Brother's back from Taiwan!

7 Mar: First day of school - Cert of Business Communications. Met cuz at Tamp MRT and went to school together. Had a little trouble in getting the Study Guide but soon, it was alright (:

9 Mar: Ash Wednesday. Went to church that night.

10 Mar: Presentation of Business Communications. I passed (:

16 Mar: Went out with Huining Twinnn and Huichunn Buddy again ♥ (: RWS, Vivocity and E!Hub. Huichunn and I were sleepy and bored haha :X

17 Mar: Met Lina at 4pm at Somerset MRT to hand in our work together before catching Big Momma with her and her cuz.

18 Mar: Went to Suntec Food Fair with mum. Ate a lot of nice food :)

21 Mar: New module. Certificate of Administrative Management. Was very sleepy that day, could not open my eyes fully.

23 Mar: Meet Lina at YCK Terminal. Went to her house to study and have lunch. Had dinner with parents afterward.

24 Mar: Went to TCM and collected 'O' Level Leaving Certificate. They put a lot of things in my testimonial :')

26 Mar: Went to Parkway Parade with family before going to Church of our Lady Queen Of Peace for evening mass. Had dinner at old airport road; too many delicious food, don't know what to eat!

28 Mar: Presentation of Administrative Management. Didn't get much marks but I passed though.

That's all for March 2011. Check back end of this month/next month to see what happens to me in April! (:

2011-03-04T20:15:00.006+08:00

So it's been quite a while since I blogged and so this post will be all about FEBRUARY 2011.

2 Feb: Went for a reunion dinner with my family opposite the church that we always go to. Food was served quickly, and delicious too.

3 Feb: Ate lunch at Aunt's house of father's side. Went to a few places to house visit to wish them a Happy New Year. Even went to the temple! (: Night time, had dinner with my brother at McDonald's while parents ate at a coffeshop.

4 Feb: Reached Aunt's house (mum's side) at 2PM and stayed there till night with all my relatives.

5 Feb: Reached Uncle's house (mum's side) at 2.30PM and stayed there for most of the day before having dinner with all my relatives at a coffeshop.

8 Feb: Went out with Twinnn and met her at 10am. Movie, *Scape, and Raffles City/Suntec City, Esplanade.

9 Feb: Went out with Mum and her mahjong kakis to a temple to eat vegetarian food for lunch, before going to one of the mahjong kakis' house and staying there till night.

14 Feb: No korean course as it's Valentine's Day.

16 Feb: Out to Century Square with Mum to watch All's Well Ends Well 2011. I have no rating on the movie. It's neither nice or not nice. Basically, it's alright.

18 Feb: Went to Century Square's SL Link to do my eyebrows. Firstly, she shaped it and after knowing that I cannot tolerate pain, she kindly put antiseptic cream on my eyebrows before putting some plastic wrap on top for 20mins so that my eyebrows will be numbed when she is doing the work. ( After that, had to pay for 2 creams to apply every time. Gosh, when the thing was dropping off, it itched like crazy. Imagine you have an itchy spot and you are unable to scratch it or else it will leave a scar! )

21 Feb: As seen in my previous post, I received the acceptance letter from Kaplan after a long time due to the misspelling of my email which made me very upset. Oh well, let bygones be bygones.

22 Feb: Went out in the morning with Huining to go library to borrow/return books, have our lunch and walk around before she got to go work. While we were eating our mee sua for lunch, spotted Justin and them.

23 Feb: Went to Kaplan at Wilkie Edge with my mum to pay the school fees since I was underage.

24 Feb: Stayed at my aunt's house the whole day with mum and their mahjong kakis. And only went out during lunch to Simei's East Point.

25 Feb: Went to Malaysia with parents. Cut my hair super short at there, too! ( Many people have said that it suits me, but I'm still undecided. Leave me comments, thanks! )

26 Feb: Went to Resorts World Sentosa; Universal Studios Singapore with my cousin.

Check back next month to see what happens in March for me! (:

2011-02-21T18:13:00.005+08:00

Today might just be the happiest day of my life. I finally received an acceptance email from the school! It was tough the last few days as I kept on worrying endlessly about the fact that they might not accept me. So finally, my mum asked me to email one of the manager who had talked to us about the school and what's the deal behind it. To be honest, I was deliberating on whether to email him last week, but decided not to, as I thought he was a lecturer. Emailing this manager is the best I have ever done. He just called me, and told me that there was a mistake. Upon hearing the mistake, I almost cried out loud. After all, they had sent me the acceptance email ages ago, back on 7th of February 2011. When I went down on 27th of January, they had informed me that they would send it in early February, and thus, I was fretting. Now, it's a huge relief. I feel sad though, as they had sent to a wrong email address! Instead of 'co', they had added another alphabet in it, such that it had become 'com'. Fortunately, I knew this manager's email and promptly emailed him. Such a relief to know I am accepted now! But oh no, they mentioned in the email that it must be accepted by 14th of February 2011! I was frantic and forced my mum to call the manager up. After the call, my mum told me that it was alright, as they still can accept me. So thank goodness! I will work hard in this school, no problem! Fighting!

[Edit at 6.30pm]

I just saw my horoscope that is posted onto my twitter daily without fail.

You might receive some long overdue professional recognition for work you did a while back. But this is no time to reminisce about your past achievements. Although your current transits are quite positive and may encourage you to rest on your laurels, there will be no future awards for your laziness. The extra effort you make today will have a positive impact, starting as soon as tomorrow.

Just too fitting. No problem. Jiayou jiayou jiayou! Fighting!!

[/Edit]

2011-01-29T14:28:00.003+08:00

Today's the 29th of January. This coming monday will be the last day of January 2011. So, this post will be about January 2011; events that occured, the ups, and the downs.

1 Jan: I entered the new year, being bored. After all, it's a new year. Nothing changes. Only the year changes. The date changes. Life goes on. Created new resolutions and out of the seven resolutions that are listed on my blog, I have only kept.. one resolution. I know, I am a lousy person but it's only the beginning of the year. I have 11 months to go and I will try to achieve most of them!

5 Jan: Went out with Hui Ning and Lynn. It was kind of a last minute thing so we roamed around Tampines and Changi Airport. Even spotted Kah Hui too.

10 Jan: Collected 'O' Level results. My L1R4 which included CCA points was 19. I'm happy that I managed to pass all my subjects, especially Combined Humanities. As I was not too confident of either my SS or my Geog. I'm thankful. But sadly though, I didn't do that well for my Maths. Instead of the B3 that I thought I would achieve, I obtained a C5. If let's say I worked harder for my subjects, I think I would achieve an ELR2B2 of not 23, but 20 or 19. Oh well. What's done is done. Today was also the first day of my korean course. Was panicking, but it turned out to be quite ok. Although I must say some parts were rather boring.

11 Jan: Went for the tubercolosis (tb) screening. They sort of inject some kind of thing into you and you must come back in a few days to see if there's any bump. Also, went to check out Curtin.

12 Jan: Went for an 'interview' at Takashimaya. Although ended up, it was a filling up of a form and Rachel (who was sort of like a supervisor) telling me that she'll call me as soon as possible if there are any openings.

16 Jan: Went for a reunion lunch with my father's side of relatives before heading to cousin's newly married home.

17 Jan: Was a few minutes late for the job as PIE had a 'Massive traffic jam' as stated the next day in The Straits Times. However, one girl was also late with me so it's ok. Worked for about 1.5 hour then I fainted while standing. FML. Luckily, there were no customers yet. But it was rather embarrassing. Fainting was quite interesting, to me. You felt like you were in a deep, dreamless sleep. When I woke up, I was on a chair. Sin Yee helped me to drink some water before I fainted again. FML x2 When I woke up next, I was half awake and on a wheelchair!! Soon, ambulance arrived and tried to persuade me to go to hospital but I denied. Dad came to fetch me soon and I went to my doctor, before going for lunch with mum and then going to a Chinese doctor over at the free clinic. My blood pressure was checked 3 times that day. Korean class that night was more fun, we learn how to write a few letters.

20 Jan: Went to Chinatown with my mum and aunts!

21 Jan: Went to Malaysia and I coloured, highlight, cut and wash my hair at there. Quite nice, although the colour is not that obvious though!

23 Jan: Had an advanced celebration of Dad's birthday over at NUSS for dinner. It was a BBQ dinner, photos are up in Facebook.

26 Jan: Bad day for me. Was posted to NYP's Manufacturing Engineering and I cried like crazy. Went to check out Kaplan in the afternoon. Was quite depressed that day, I must add.

27 Jan: Woke up at 9.15am, and immediately panic as I was late in meeting Hui Ning! It was our Twinnn Outing and we had agreed to meet at 10am. Texted her that I would be late in meeting her and met her only at 10.40am. My deep apologies! We went to Century Square first, for me to return my tee shirt before MRT'ing to Bugis. Ate lunch at The Soup Spoon, walked around Bugis Street, arcade, and finally J.CO. We went our own ways at about 3.35pm, sad :( I then MRT'ed to Orchard, met my mum, train'ed to Somerset and went to Kaplan to fill up an application form. Waited for dad at Lavender and ate at Bedok for dinner.

28 Jan: Went out with mum for manicure but didn't manage to go for my facial as my stomach was really cramping up, so I went home. Almost died on the way home too. At home, the pain gradually eased so I caught up on All My Love and We Got Married (YongSeo couple).

2011-01-06T21:03:00.001+08:00

VIETNAM; HANOI from 15th to 19th December.

Hey, shall blog now about the trip to Vietnam; Hanoi.

Thankfully, I've wrote most of it down onto my notebook so I can blog with clear details :)

15th December.

Went to airport via taxi in the morning. Saw some of the group members, and noticed that some were about my age, but obviously, I've already known since Jas had said when we booked the Vietnam trip. Roamed around for a while, as we were early. Noticed some 3d stuffs (which doesn't work) ,used the internet for a while and also texted Twinnn.

Flight was SQ176, and I was allocated the last row of the plane :/ Seat 57G, to be exact, zzz. Watched HIMYM; Robots Vs Wrestlers on the plane woohoo. Food sucks. The steward gave me some toys, fgs I'm 17 -.-

Reached at about 2pm+, and met our tour guide, Ah Long. Travelled 1hour to see Ho Chi Minh's memorial site and history. Aft that, bused 15mins to Vesna Hotel. Put down our luggage and rested a while before meeting with the rest of the group members at the lobby. Dinner was a 5 minute walk away; the cabbage was delicious, and Vietnam's green lotus tea was disgusting. Finished dinner at SG time 7.15pm and went back to the hotel. Dad had asked for the internet password earlier so I surfed the internet till 8pm before going up to the room and got ready to sleep by SG time 8.50pm.

Reflections of the first day: Honestly, it was very boring.

16th December.

Woke up at SG time 6.40am, damn early omg -.- Ate a measly breakfast and went to use internet. Travelled 2 hours+ to this cave place and went to climb and go into cave. Awesome. It was mad dark that you had to take our torch lights and handphones to get light. There was a light bulb, but it sucks as it's not even lighted up. When we finally reached the 'top', some of them took photos and I spent 40k VND on postcards, which come to think of it, idk where is it now. Was around the last few to go down, and I almost fell (Y)

Aft that, ate lunch 5 minutes bus ride away, before walking to a small harbour to take a boat for a 2 hour boat trip. According to our tour guide, each boat can only fit 2 people, so since our group only have 25 members, Dad was left alone :/ But it was still great fun. Took tons of photos. After that, travelled 2 hours to a rest-stop before travelling again for the next 2 hours to have dinner before going back to the hotel.

Reflections on the second day: Much better :)

17th December.

Woke up at SG time 7.40am, was excited as today, we get to sit a 2 deck boat! Had breakfast and went up the boat at about SG time 9am. Went to the top deck for a while before coming back down as everyone was going up. Soon, reached the cave with many beautiful colourful(due to the lights) rocks inside. It was quite fun and boring at the same time, as I had seen it in Guilin last year. After that, it was a bit of a hassle. My mum had not went on the walk to the cave and was left at the entrance while we were all at the exit. Furthermore, the boat was at the exit and could not go back to the entrance. Everyone kept reassuring me that it was going to be ok.

Finally, parents came back on the boat. After that, went to the top to take in sights again. The boat stopped at a seafood place to buy seafood. I actually saw a huge fish struggling to be alive :O My parents bought prawns, crabs and something else. Lunch was quite ok, I guess. After all, the seafood was very fresh. Although I dislike seafood :X

Soon, we reached a 'mountain' that had damn steep steps and we decided to climb it. After the climb, we went back to the boat as it was going back to the harbour so I slept for about 15minutes. When I woke up, went onto the top deck of the boat as it was kinda hot in the cabin. About an hour later or so, we reached the harbour. Took the bus (it was clean!) to the ruby or sapphire or pearl factory, idk LOL. Bought a pearl earring for myself although mum said it's ridiculous as I can buy a similar one at market -.- But this is real pearl though, I argued. Next, we took the bus to Vietnam coffee factory and bought snacks and coffee thee. Even managed to buy my jackfruit chips.. (which I've already eaten finish the week before last -.- Sad.. it was delicious!)

Went dinner next before heading to this casino place. I could go in :O So I wandered around and yeah. About a half hour later, went into this place and there was a water puppet performance, which was pretty ridiculous to me although the adults like it o.o After that, the bus headed to the hotel to drop off the people who were not going for the massage before bringing us to the massage place. The massage was awesome tyvm!! The massage consists of massaging the leg, face, shoulders, hands, arms and back! :D Awesome mxm. My massage guy and the one who was doing my mum's was cute!! Sadly, they did not want to pose for me :( Although my mum's massage guy posed for me before running away lol. SHY OR WHAT HUH :) After that, went back hotel.

Reflections on the third day: Awesome.

18th December.

Alright, I totally did NOT write so I forgot what happened and can only remember via my vague memory and the photographs so I shall type this in point form.

- Bused 3-4hours back to er.. there. LOL. I meant, the original place.. HANOI. Is it? :X

- Went back hotel and ate lunch. I was so damn happy to see a freaking comp lol. After lunch, we were given a period of time to rest and freshen up (about 1hour+) before leaving.

- Took a bus to a place and sat on this trishaw thingy (which we paid beforehand to the tour guide)? The passenger (1 passenger/trishaw) sits in front and the person who rides it sits at the back. Cool much ._. And scary too D: The traffic in Vietnam is scary, honestly. The guy who was 'driving' me very nice.. he noticed that I was not holding my bag as I was taking my camera so he took my bag and slung it over my neck lol. I'm guessing since the traffic was scary but slow, he's afraid that I will blame him if my bag goes stolen. LOL. After the ride, the guy ask me to give him $1. I was panicking sia, cus I don't have and wait he ask me for more.. he say he wanted it as a souvenir ._. So I told him I don't have and ran away.

- Tour guide gave us an hour to shop around. Was intending to buy a bag, but when I was asking my mum if I should buy, the saleskeeper just snatched it away from me. TSK. I was so annoyed as I really like that bag that I just walked off. If this is how you do business, nice one!! -.- Aft that, got a bit lost but managed to find our way back though.

- Bused to have a BUFFET DINNER. Yums ttm. I love the goguma!! :) Then went back hotel to sleep.

Reflections on the fourth day: Not as awesome as the third day. Cus got no massage LOL! ;X

19th December.

Woke up late cus no place to go in the morning. About 11am, went aboard the bus. Reached airport around one hour later. Checked in the group luggages, and went to eat lunch. Lunch was delicious by the way lol. Random note, I didn't get my dolphin :( SQ175'ed back home :)

Reflections: Back in SG ♥

28th December; Outing with Huichunn Buddy ~ ♥

Met her at 11.30am at Guardian, omg, I was late -.- We did not know where to go sia, but in the end, we MRT'ed to City Hall. Hmm, it seems that when we go out, we always end up there o.o I think we ought to choose a place next time lol. After a long time deciding, we ate Pepper Lunch. Omg, best pepper lunch I ever ate :D Walked around a little and got lost a bit and soon, we've finished walking the whole of City Hall tyvm. Er, maybe not exactly the whole as we did not go the whole of Raffles City and never even went into Expo.

Called Lynn and Twinnn but they could not go out so Buddy and I decided to go to Bugis. While waiting for the train, we decided to see the map and thus, changed our minds so we went to Changi Airport. Drank coffee and milk at Coffee Bean :) Stayed there for 1.5hour+, I guess. After that, MRT'ed to Tamp and we both went home :)

Lovely time we had, Buddy, but let's choose someplace next time! (:

5th January 2011; Last minute of going out with Huining Twinnn and Lynn.

Yesterday about 1pm+, Huining suddenly asked me to accompany her to buy her handphone battery. So we went out and Lynn came later. Went to:

1. Century Square

2. Tamp1 (horrible french fries EVER. Although Twinnn said that it was nice._.)

3. Changi Airport.

4. KOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII ♥

And homed. WALAO, RAIN LIKE SHIT SIA. I GOT DRENCHED just as I was reaching my block, cus my umbrella overturned thanks to the strong wind zzz.

Ok done! So long never post about Hanoi already lol. Too lazy to update.

Today is a very sad day :(

Adam Couple decide to leave WGM. I swear I had tears in my eyes just now when I saw the video where Gain cried :'( I think for their last episode, I'll cry like mad.

2011-01-01T00:08:00.000+08:00

So, I can't believe that last year was the last time that I've blogged. It's quite hilarious, actually. I have come up with a few resolutions to kick start into the new year, and they are as stated below.

1. Stop cursing.

I should really curse lesser this year as cursing is vulgar and it might be potrayed that I have no good manners. Since 2008, my resolution has been to stop cursing and curse less, but it seems that each year, I have been cursing more. This time, I shall try not to say/type 'f***' anymore.

2. Don't fangirl too much especially on kpop.

Kpop has taken over Singapore by storm, and I have been swept up by it too. Although I managed to get away from it in 2007, in 2009 however, Huichunn Buddy showed me a clip of Hello Baby SHINee and I was quickly influenced in it. No matter what results I will achieve in my Os, I hope that kpop will not distract me from my work.

3. Maintain friendships.

This has no need for explanations.

4. Have a positive mindset at all times.

A positive mindset, gives a positive vibe.

5. Get organized.

And by this, I mean clearing up my things after I have used them and unpacking bags after I've come back home.

6. Do not be lazy.

When I write down the things I need to do, I must do it and not leave it to the last minute. This includes exercising as often as possible and typing fully, and not typing abbreviations.

7. Save money.

Self-explanatory.

8. Keep all my resolutions as well as the other resolutions that I did not write here.

2010-12-31T21:28:00.002+08:00

It's going to be 2011 in less than 3 hours time and I've not yet blogged about Vietnam nor the outing with Buddy. Aww man. So anyway, this post is to reminiscence about 2010, which will soon, be the past.

Something funny about 2011 that I saw in tumblr:

- #thatweirdmoment when you realised that the last bath you took was last year.

So anyway, about 2010.

One of the points of 2010 was that my batch of 5N people were the oldest students in the whole school. Rock much? More like, nope. We don't even look like Secondary 5 students, specifically, me. But let's not go there. We got some awesome teachers, and some teachers that were just .. blah. It's also the year that I took my O levels, but again, let's not go there. Those days are over, and now, all I can do is wait for the results.

Friendships.. were challenging. But I'm thankful now, as with God's help, I am able to understand who will be my side, and who are the real friends. I saw a quote once which was true: "When you are up, your friends know who you are. When you're down, you know who your friends are."

I'm thankful that I have a good family. Although I have been scolded and have shown a bad attitude at times, life still goes on. Thanks people, ♥

If someone were to ask me what's the best thing that happened in 2010, I will be speechless. I will rack my brains only to find nothing. And I have no clue why also, but oh well.

Less than two hours to go now. At about 12:01am, I will run into my parents' room and say, "HI! Oh my gosh, I haven't seen you since last year!" :)

2010-12-14T14:01:00.002+08:00

Hey, so it's been a long time since I blogged. So far, it's gone alright.

Went to Genting with mum and 7 other aunts for four days; bought many clothes there. We also went to Midvalley Shopping Centre there. It was so cool. Even better, the driver stopped by a mysterious strawberry farm in the middle of Genting. Awesome, I didn't even know it existed. Bought strawberries, strawberry jam, tomatoes and other fruits and gifts and souvenirs from there. I was bored at times, as I was not allowed to go into the casino because I was not of age. Fortunately for me, I brought a book there.

My mum and I also caught the HP7 part 1 movie. It was quite cheap, being only RM19 each for a premium seat which consisted of sweets, a drink and popcorn. Aft the movie, I kept complaining as Dobby died, although I already knew. Last day was very unlucky for me, as I had a fever. The bus back was a premium bus, so there was personal entertainment. Games were boring, so I watched the shows from it.

So tomorrow morning, I am heading to Vietnam with my parents via SIA! Excellent. Just checked the inflight entertainment.. apparently, there's going to be Despicable Me! Even awesome. There's Inception too, but I'm reluctant to watch after hearing reviews that people can get migraine from that movie. I already have problems being on land with a migraine. If I get a migraine with on the aeroplane, I'll just die. But sadly, the trip's a short one. As estimated, it's about 3hours and 10minutes. So I'm unable to catch any shows :( There's HIMYM, FRIENDS and Simpsons too, but luckily, I've watched it before. Oh well, at the most, I'll just listen to songs. I can't wait!

So speaking of migraines..

Last night was horrible. I had a huge stomach ache after eating dinner while I was watching Ratatouille on Disney Channel. It was weird, as I ate the same food that my parents ate and only I was having problems. At about 11pm, I went to sleep with a migraine. Honestly, I preferred having migraines at night as I can go back to sleep. But it was only the starting of my downfall. In the middle of the night, I woke up with a pounding in my head and I tossed and turned for quite a while, only taking what seemed like one minute naps in between. Finally I could not take it and went to the toilet, crouched at the toilet bowl and puked my whole dinner into the toilet bowl. Horrible madness. I mean, there was a time when I had a migraine but there was nothing to puke out although I got woozy before I get well.

Alright so I've just searched the internet about migraines.

Qn: What are migraines?

- A migraine headache is a throbbing or pulsating headache that is often one sided (unilateral) and associated with nausea; vomiting; sensitivity to light, sound, and smells; sleep disruption; and depression.

(wow, I'm considered lucky I guess. I have no sensitivity to smells and depression yet.)

This is what I have:

- Migraine with aura

Explanation: Migraine with aura is characterized by a neurological phenomenon (aura) that is experienced 10 to 30 minutes before the headache. Most auras are visual and are described as bright shimmering lights around objects or at the edges of the field of vision (called scintillating scotomas) or zigzag lines, castles (teichopsia), wavy images, or hallucinations.

And this scares me: Attacks are often recurrent and tend to become less severe as the migraine sufferer ages.

2010-11-25T12:51:00.002+08:00

Going to blog about Ngee Ann Poly's Red Camp 7 and Grad Night.

First day of Red Camp 7; 22Nov'10

My father fetched me that day so it was quite awkward when I reached. I did not know where to go and everything. Luckily, the people helped me and led me to my group, Ninja! Then went to the theatre and got a goodie bag, as well as had Event Opening. Awesome, in the goodie bag, there were stuff like a notebook, pen, water, water bottle and the best thing of all? A small Britney Spears' Curious perfume. Wow much?!

After the event opening, had the Path of Discovery 1. So we took a shuttle bus (NP was too big, so it would take ages to walk!) to the School of Health Sciences. One part was really gross as we went to the C-section room, and they showed us a small clip of the blood and everything. Gross!

Next, walked over to the School of Chemical & Life Sciences. This was amazing! We saw rats, guinea pigs, mouse.. and frighteningly, they had blood-red eyes! Even saw Sharon at there, who was from TPRawks in my group. Went into Lecture hall 78, and the lecturer who was from Veterinary Bioscience performed some things with liquid nitrogen. Even better, she put biscuits and marshmallows into the liquid nitrogen and let us taste it! Omg, my tongue was literally on ice.

After that, had lunch of spaghetti, meat, broccoli and carrot. Also had a side serving of a brownie and I ate together with Hua Shan, Shi Hui and Beverly and the rest of the Group 1 - 5 Ninjas. The rest of the Ninjas who were from Group 6 - 10 ate at another place.

After that, headed to School of Business. Was pretty boring there and then, off to School of Information Technology. Wow, the students all using Mac, and the biggest screen ever of Mac too! Rich max. It was quite fun there at the school. We played some games and stuff.

Finally, we went back to the convention centre where we had our Event Opening. Got some lucky draw prizes given out etc, and then parents came and we ate dinner before they fetched me home after that (:

Second day; I did not come as there was prom. Post below.

Third day; 24Nov'10

My father fetched me again. Played some games and learnt some cheers with the fellow Ninjas before going into the convention centre. After the event opening had ended, was sorted into new sub-groups and went to the Path of Discovery V by taking a shuttle bus to the School of Humanities. Was quite meh there as I was not interested then went to the School of FMS! I love it, they even went through what was about Mass Comm and Advertising & Public Relations. We even went to the Green Screen, where it's like a talkshow.

After that, had lunch before going to the Camp Finale and we managed to secure a spot in the Singapore Book of Records by doing a dance as apparently, the total number of Red Campers are 1400 people ._.

At 6pm, had Yoshinoya for dinner which was mad delicious before going to the convention centre for Hop Night/Camp Party. Even had DJ Andrew T down again lol. At about 10.30pm, parents came to fetch Yunxin and I and then we went home.

Graduation Night; 23Nov'10

Played games most of the day and was basically on the comp before going out at 4pm+ to do my hair and makeup. 6pm+, fetched Twinnn and went back home, as I had forgot to take my stupid ticket. Reached there, and basically for the rest of the night, took photos. I even won a Capitaland $10 voucher -.-

Photos are uploaded into facebook.

2010-11-19T21:21:00.009+08:00

My legs/thighs acheeeeeeeeeee :(

Anyway, wanted to blog about TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC's TPRawks day camp! :D

I might type someone in point form and the others in full sentence.

DAY ONE

-Met Yunxin at TP's main entrance bustop.

When we went in, we kinda got lost as we did not realise we had to go to the convention centre. Furthermore, we didn't even know how to get there. There were no directions, and everyone looked like a TP student. After all, it's a polytechnic, so we could not differentiate who was going for TPRawks and who was a TP student. In the end, I called up Huining, but she did not answer so I called Bobo and managed to get directions from her.

- Signed in at the registration and after a hesitant pause, decided to join Afro Green. At first, we wanted Glamish Purple, but after knowing where Huining was, we joined Afro Green.

- Went inside, and watched them perform and stuff.

- Aft that, we were divided into sub-groups due to the number on our green tags. Yx and I were in Group 4 and Hn was in Group 1 ._.

- Had ice breaker, and played a few games, quite fun lah.

- Then headed to School of Business. Won a biscuit cus of a stupid question :X Oops!

- Soon, had a buffet lunch. Ate with Huining and Kahhui.

- After that, went back in to the convention centre and Sheikh Haikel went to make us crazy. And he totally did!

- After that, headed to School of Design. Not bad lah, actually. Went to make a spectacles made up of wire too. My spectacles sucks :/

- Soon, had the mass dance. AWESOME \m/

Then walked with Yunxin to CS and I had dinner there before parents came to fetch me :)

DAY TWO

Met Yunxin at usual place and headed over to TCC. Met a few new group members. Then went to the MPH and learnt some new Hip Hop dances. Christina came. Had packed lunch, not as nice as Day One's, but at least there's still food. Right?

After that, Justin came and we had Rawkers' Challenge! First challenge was that we had to tie our hands and legs together, and try not to touch anything. If we were to touch, we would be blindfolded!

Next challenge, we had to keep total silence and only use our hands to demonstrate whatever we wanted to say. Quite difficult, but we still managed to answer the question. To earn more points, we ran and keep shouting an Afro Green cheer. Awesome much!? As their request was 'Do something extraordinary'.

The third challenge, we had to split into even further groups, go into a 'haunted room' and take a red envelop inside, as it contains a clue. To kill the time, we played 'Go back jump, go jump go'. Finally, it was my turn. I was with Christina and Tommy. We could only either choose a lightstick or a compass. In the end, everyone opted for a lightstick. So we went in, and it was kinda ok, I thought as a helper was behind us all the time, guiding us. In the last room where the envelop lay, got someone wearing an opera mask[?] tried to scare us! I was afraid but after all, they were not real ghosts! So I ended up laughing in the person's face :X Fortunately, we managed to get the envelop.

Fourth challenge, it was kinda silly. We had to pass a 'ding' and a 'dong' using a straw and chopsticks.

After that, it was time to go dragon boating! Oh, so much fun it was! I went to change into Fbt shorts, and then my group put on our life jackets and took the paddle before going into the boat. Damn, I was so afraid that I would fall off the boat, like seriously, as I did not know how to swim! :( Firstly, we learnt some basic skills for dragon boating like how to use the paddle. Then we started to row. The whole process was very interesting and I enjoyed myself a lot although my arms ache a lot. At one point, there were two boats splashing water on our boat from both the left and right sides! Crazy madness!

Soon, we were done with dragon boating and we went to the MPH and learn the rest of Mass Dance! OMG, fuck awesome. I especially love the spinning part! :D

Then it was time to go after some briefing. Walked with Christina, Justin and Yunxin to Tamp Mall. Then Yunxin and Christina and I ate Subway for dinner, before my parents came to fetch me back home.

DAY THREEEEEE

Again, met up with Yunxin at usual place before heading to TCC to register. We got a new cheer lol, so cute. After that, went to School of Applied Sciences (quite boring, as I have zero interest but one of the chef had cooked for us 酸辣汤 or sour-hot soup. At first glance, I thought it was shark's fin ._. Then it's time for buffet lunch(!) and Christina came before we headed to School of IT which was very interesting although I had zero interest in it too.

Next was Rawkers' Challenge. We had to tie a 'bucket' on our head and pour water around the whole group to fill up a 500ml water. Second challenge was 15 people had to run shuttle run, and do a challenge at the same time. Although Afro Green lost, they did a damn good job! :D

Then, dinner. We had to take out our identification card for them to check so that we can go into Jam & Hop. We also changed to our TPRawks shirt and wrote friendship cards. Took out valuables and stuff, and soon, JAM & HOP STARTED!

Jam & Hop was awesome. Firstly, a hip hop band came out, I forgot their name already. They played some songs, which I don't know. So yeah. Next, The Good Fellas appeared and started playing/singing some popular songs such as Enrique Iglesias' I Like It and Sean Kingston's Fire Burning. And we all just started jumping and shouting along with the song. Yeah, it's supposed to be singing, but everyone was shouting! Then at the rap parts, everyone like just clapped their hands to the beat :/ All the way, the PLs were standing in front, stone faced, guarding us so that all the TPRawkers will not go near the stage. They look quite hilarious, to be honest oops :x

After that, DJ Andrew T came on stage and started spinning records, which was pretty awesome. And immediately, the whole TCC became a club as everyone was dancing and sashaying, clubbing! :D Awesome shit. Took many photos.

Pretty soon, it was over :( Took photos and while most people went for supper, my father fetched Yunxin and I home (:

All in all, it was pretty awesome :D

PHOTOS (I took 3 only, tyvm but I very lazy and I did not remember to bring in to the Jam & Hop room)

With Jaslyn, one of the PLs (:

With Kevin, awesome PL.

With Shaun, one of the GLs. He's not from my group, but ^^

2010-11-12T22:12:00.001+08:00

'O' LEVELS ARE OVER! Now, it's time for relaxation (:

Good luck to all those that will still be taking the Os, I wish you all the best!

So, it's been about a week since I last updated! Gosh. It's all a blur now, come to think of it. Those endless days of non-stop studying of Social Studies and F&N. Those days were crazy. Love my mum for making me study :) And also, for making her not go out often. Although I was rather lax on Saturday as when I came home at about 2pm(!!), I slept and watched television before going to church about 5.30pm.

Social Studies, it came as a shock to me when Healthcare, Globalisation and Venice came out. I thanked God so much! To my surprise, I did not attempt Healthcare. Instead, I attempted Venice. Ok, I admit. I did not really focus much on Healthcare, to be honest. I was focusing on Venice and Conflict. So anyway, the part a) question was easy. The part b) question, I don't think I got it correct. But it's over now, so I don't wish to talk about it. F&N, it was average, I guess. I don't like Question 8 :( But again, it's over.

Tuesday and wednesday, I watched Adam Couple on WGM. Awesome. I love them. I wanted to check out what's the fuss, as also, I loved the fanmade mvs made of them. No regrets whatsoever, I can tell you. I already love Kwonnie and Gain (due to her hair :/) and now, I love them more. Also, it was hilarious that Ong ahjibaem a.k.a Seulong appeared nearly every week! Love him too!

Yesterday was the most boring day of my life.. literally. I had to study Physics and Chemistry the whole day without getting on the computer once to prepare for today's MCQ. Boring maximum. Almost died. I wonder how did I manage to get through the day?

So today I went for the exam. When the exam was over, we were discussing one question as we thought the answer was inertia! LOL. But I don't know. So after that, came home, watched Adam Couple for an hour or so before my father came to fetch my mum and me to dinner. Ate at Simei's East Point, then headed to Expo for Robinsons Sale. Got myself a few things, such as Za cosmectics, and a tee, and jellies, among other things (: Parents signed up for a card, and I picked a free travel kit! It's now mine, heh :)

PS, I went to ask the cashier girl where did she get the job as I wanted this kind of job. She told me, Recruit Express! So ok, I'm going next january to find (:

2010-11-04T22:52:00.002+08:00

Alright. I told myself that I should get a blog post done by today. So here I am. I have no idea how long will it be, so yeah (:

So these few days, I've been dying out from Social Studies and Food and Nutrition. Thanks a lot, MOE, I love you for putting these two content-based subjects on the exact same day. That's awesome.

Oh well, blame my craziness of wanting to study all five topics for Social Studies: Governance, Healthcare, Conflict, D&D and Venice. Well, not really. I'm only planning to glance through D&D. So far, I've done;

Governance: Principles of Governance, Traffic.

Healthcare: SG.

Venice: All.

I'm proud of what I can remember from Venice, yay. I love Venice! I really hope Venice will come out. I spent a solid day(?) trying to memorise Venice.

I detest Food and Nutrition much. Other than the basic topics like Nutrient, I really can't get Digestion and Food Commodities into my head!

So far, I've studied for Food and Nutrition:

- Chap 2; Carbohydrates

- Chap 3; Fats

- Chap 4; Proteins

- Chap 5; Vitamins

- Chap 6; Minerals

- Chap 7; Water and Dietary Fibre

- Chap 9; Energy From Food

- Chap 10; Diet and Health Problems (well, most of them)

- Chap 11; Planning Healthy Meals.

- Chap 12; Milk, Meat, Seafood, Vegetables, Eggs.

Lovely. So much, indeed. -tears flowing from my eyes-

If only I hadn't online in the afternoon, I'm sure I would have done much more. In fact, I now prefer studying Social Studies than Food and Nutrition. I have no idea why, too. There was Social Studies and Food & Nutrition remedial classes, but I did not turn up, as I wanted to study at home. I have no idea of what they've done, I just want to cram everything into my head. However, Geography is still in my head. Along with Maths, English, Chemistry and Physics. How am I supposed to get them out? I need some solutions..

Regret.

That's the only word I can think of now. Don't even ask. It's not related to the above. It's related to other things.

Now, in my head, it's 2PM. I need to get 2PM out. I mean it. I need to get everything not related to Social Studies, Food and Nutrition and Phy/Chem MCQ out. No more kpop. No more music. No more. No more anything!!

PS, Dear SH, if you are reading this, please reply my email asap.

On a side note, I went to YL's wedding on 23rd October, and YP's wedding on 30th October. Both are my cousins, but on different side of the family. Was awesome mxm.

Live a blessed and wonderfully marriage life! (:

PPS. It is supposed to be a longer blog post, but oh well.

2010-10-21T22:00:00.002+08:00

Argh. I'm so pissed off right now. Today was fine, fine and almost even awesome. Then the practical started and it was a hella of a killer. Now am super angry to the point that I even feel like crying. But what's the use? Fuck it. Physics. I hate physics ttm. But what's the point of feeling angry now? I know it's over. All I want to do now is to just go jump off a building.. No, joking. I know I have to do now is forget about it, after all, it's in the past however, I just want to blog out my feelings. I don't want it to be pent up in my heart all the time. Now, it's the time to work harder for the main paper. After all, it's just what, a few percentage as compared to the main paper? I mean, how much can it be? I don't care. I asked the teachers continuously and they deducted marks from me. So what? I don't care. I know, maybe I'll get some marks from the graph, and the dp.. and stuff. But my graph.. Hais.. I just want to go to a seaside and shout my head off. Scream still like crazy.

After the practical, I went to find Mdm. Yasmin as I wanted her to check through my prelim's composition. There was this guy, I'm guessing he's 4e. He was with his friends and after Mdm. Yasmin brought me to a seat, he came along. BUSYBODY LIKE FUCK, please. Whatever Mdm. Yasmin say, he has to add on something. Well, I don't know whether he's being sarcastic or what but he's ANNOYING SHIT. It gives me the impression that he's saying that his english is better than mine. SO WHAT? I DON'T CARE. Or maybe he's not, but seeing as I was fucked up about the practical, I almost wanted to kill him there and there. Whoever you are, don't let me catch you doing this again, or in front of me. I don't care whether you were being sarcastic or not, you're pissing me off like fuck.

2010-10-10T19:13:00.003+08:00

Feelings.

Feelings are used to express oneself, isn't it? But sometimes the wrong feeling will upset some people no matter what you do. Everybody have feelings. You, me, everyone. Sometimes, we show out our feelings to people. Feelings of anger, sadness, happiness and so on. When we show our feelings out, we are digging out the thoughts, the saying. We can control our feelings actually, if one really forces oneself to keep calm. But often, it is just too difficult.

We act before we think. As the saying goes, actions speak louder than words. We must learn to control our actions, and by there, we can then learn to control ourselves. If we are able to do this, then we will develop a better personality and people will have an even better impression of us.

For me, I have always showed my feelings out rather easily. However, there are some feelings that I just don't show out. They are anger, and being irritated. For anger, I don't get angry easily so it's fine. And so, up till now while I'm typing this, I have not been so angry till I go out of control. Perhaps I have controlled those feelings to the point that I can control too well. When I get angry, I will try to hold it till I reached home, so that I can tell everything to my precious Blossom doll.

Often, I feel so angry that I just want to burst into tears. I would hold it in, till the point that when I have reached home, there's no more tears left. Sometimes, it's not that good to hold in the anger and also, the tears. I just do not want to disgrace myself though, out there, in the open world. The world is full of mixed emotions, and I'm sure that many people do not want to disgrace themselves as well. Look around you. Out there, they might show a sullen or a smiley facade, but when you dig deeper, you will go, "Ah." As you will noticed, they have a different person living inside them who's holding all their feeling! And who's that inner person, then, you ask. Well, my guess is the heart.

2010-10-10T18:54:00.004+08:00

In two weeks time, my current group tuition by Eng tutor will be over. Although it's just a raw four months or so, I really enjoy his class and will miss my tutor. Even the fellow classmates of mine will be missed. Gosh, in a way, I really loathe this. I hate that End Of Year kind of feeling. Whether you'll be in the same class next year, going to another school, another class, graduating.. it sucks.

Especially when you have an Eng tutor like mine, who always tells us about interesting facts, introduce to us great books, and basically, life. He has undergo a night course of psychology, read many books from a young age, know much about wisdom and when we asked him stuff, he will always know what to answer. Being in this class is always a joy, and I look forward to the lesson every Sunday. However, once his lesson is over, I'm sure it will be very boring again. There will be nothing to look forward to on Sundays, and no interesting facts to learn about. But that's beside the point. My English have even went up by a few grades after joining his class, and I hope it becomes a best score of A1-B3 when I've collected my English 'O' Level result. Sincerely, I would like to thank my tutor who has been a really great teacher.

Damn. Wtf. Totally went out of fucking point again.

2010-10-02T21:34:00.001+08:00

There are so many shows I want to watch, so many fangirling I need to do! After my Os, my days will be mad mad MAD packed! I am so greedy, I want:

1. Shop and shop and shop! $$$ fly ~ so shall now try to save $150++

2. Swimming with the girls

3. Twinnn outing! She owes me a lot :X Hahah! *Scape, Smudge, movie!, Bugis street..

4. TP & NP camp

5. Genting with Aunts (?) - Not confirmed.

6. Holiday with parents!

7. Fangirl 2PM and 2AM !! This is a must LOL. ♥

8. Re-watch Fated To Love You :X, We Got Married (WGM), any nice shows on mysoju, and borrow like mad from my Uncle shows! (:

9. Wild Bunny (although I’m currently watching, I’m afraid I can’t finish), GLEE, Invincible Youth..

10. Learn (or at least try to) the lyrics of Abracadabra, Up&Down(this one, not too sure), Realslow Is Back, Crazy, Jojo..

—

Oh, and on a side note,

RIP MM Lee’s wife.

2010-10-02T10:31:00.004+08:00

So, just now my parents and I left the house at 7am, tyvm. We had to reach Marina Bay the floating platform there before 7.30am to catch my brother and his mates' Passing Out Parade or P.O.P. It was crowded as there was 13,000 other people.. and they were only the audience. It was quite hot too, and I could see many people fanning themselves. We were given a bag that had 2 booklets of the army, 1 waterbottle, 1 tissue pack, a Gardenia bread(is it Gardenia? I had forgotten.) and a poncho just in case it rained. I had thought that we were early, but I was wrong, though. We were considered 'late'.

So anyway, everything started at 7.40am, or according to my handphone? 7.45am. All the army inmates marched in and everyone was cheering. I could not remember what happened but the main points were (as according to one of the booklets):

0700 - Gate Opens

0740 - Recruits March-In

0800 - Arrival of Chief of Army

MG Chan Chun Sing

0805 - Arrival of Reviewing Officer

Mr. Michael Palmer

Member of Parliament

for Pasir Ris - Punggol GRC and

Chairperson for the Government

Parliamentary Committee for Defence

and Foreign Affairs (GPC-DFA)

- Award Presentation

- Speech by Reviewing Officer

- Parade March Past

- SAF Pledge and National Anthem

- BMTC Roar

0910 - Tossing of Jockey Cap and Dispersal

All in all, the event was successful. BMTC Roar was hilarious, it was like a grand finale, a last encore. Everything was awesome. The SAF pledge, when they sang the Singapore National Anthem, Majulah Singapura. They shouted quite loudly too! After everything, I could see many army guys hugging each other and taking tons of photos. There was definitely a bond between them. Last night, at 8.30am, they had walked 24km++ from BMTC landmark all the way to Floating Platform. But thankfully, they always rested during the walk. Oh, while Mr. Palmer was giving his speech, an army guy collapsed. It was shocking, to be honest. A stretcher came and he was placed on top of it before going to the sick bay or something like that. After all, they were all in the hot sun, carrying really heavy bags and rifles.

A last photo (:

For this photo, I have no idea, absolutely no idea why do I look like I'm hunching. After all, I remember quite distinctly that I was standing straight!

PS, yes, those two photos above are not the only photos that were uploaded. But blogger is a bitch, it takes so long to upload all the photos. Just now, I was uploading 5 photos and had waited at least 10minutes when it said 'Error'. It did not upload any photos at all and I was rather pissed off so I decided to only upload the above two photographs.

2010-09-19T10:29:00.002+08:00

MY MOTHER THINKS SO 'HIGHLY' OF ME.

But that's meant as a joke, I hope. We were at First Aunt's house (father's side) yesterday to give Grandmother mooncakes and just to visit and have a little chat. Claire was going to get married in October, so we were discussing on the schedule such as what time to pick up. My cousin was going to get married in some fancy hotel, and my mum casually mentioned (as a joke) to my First Aunt that she'll make me marry at Lai Wah restaurant. Lai Wah restaurant can barely seat 70 people and it's already very squeeze (!!!) Tsk. Such a great mother, no?

After we left the house at about 1pm, I told my mum, as casually as possible, that I was going to ~~get married~~ have my solemnization at Marina Bay Sands skypark. She, however, kept insisting on Lai Wah. Zzz ._. Then she said that I was never going to get married, with this pattern/behaviour of mine. She was of course, joking. Lol.

During lunch later at some Hainanese Chicken Rice restaurant, the 21st birthday celebration was brought up. After all, my brother was going to be soon. And I interrupted again :X My birthday celebration, I wanted only family and relatives. Everyone must go to Marina Bay Sands skypark, and go into the pool. Maybe I'll book the whole pool and get EVERYONE to go in. Won't it be fun?

2010-09-11T10:00:00.001+08:00

Huichunn Buddy can just kill me now. As for the time being, I've changed my bias from KimJongHyun to OkTaecyeon! :D

But seriously lahhh, Taecyeon is just too adorable. (!!!) I mean yes, Jonghyun also that adorable, but.. (: Ever since I started watching Family Outing 2, he's just ~ Awww-worthy. Hahaha!

Random note:

I dreamt of YoonA, Taecyeon and Family Outing 2 members last night == I think I'm too into the show already. But what is weird is that, although that time I more into the show of Hello Baby SHINee, I didn't dream of them? O.o"

2010-09-08T16:32:00.001+08:00

My kpop bias (:

*bold are my biases*

1. Siwon (Super Junior)

2. Donghae (Super Junior)

3. Kyuhyun (Super Junior)
4. Kibum (Super Junior)
5. Kangin (Super Junior)
6. Leeteuk (Super Junior)
7. Eunhyuk (Super Junior)
8. Ryeowook (Super Junior)
9. Sungmin (Super Junior)
10. Han Geng (Super Junior)
11. Heechul (Super Junior)
12. Shindong (Super Junior)
13. Yesung (Super Junior)
14. Zhou Mi (Super Junior)
15. Henry Lau (Super Junior)

16. G-Dragon (BigBang)
17. TOP (BigBang)
18. Daesung (BigBang)
19. Taeyang (BigBang)
20. Seungri (BigBang)

21. Jaebeom (2PM)
22. Nichkhun (2PM)
23. Taecyeon(2PM)
24. Wooyoung (2PM)
25. Junsu (2PM)
26. Junho (2PM)
27. Chansung (2PM)

28. Max Changmin (TVXQ)
29. Xiah Junsu (TVXQ)
30.Micky Yoochun (TVXQ)
31. U-Know Yunho (TVXQ)
32. Hero Jaejoong (TVXQ)

33. Joon (MBLAQ)
34. Seungho (MBLAQ)
35. G.O (MBLAQ)
36. Mir (MBLAQ)
37. CheonDoong/Thunder (MBLAQ)

38. DongWoon (BEAST)
39. Yoseob (BEAST)
40. JunHyung (BEAST)
41. HyunSeung (BEAST)
42. DooJoon (BEAST)
43. GiKwang/AJ (BEAST)

44. Hongki (FTI)
45. Jonghun (FTI)
46. Minhwan (FTI)
47. Jaejin (FTI)
48. Seunghyun (FTI)

49. Lee Seunggi
50. Lee Minho
52. Kim Bum

53. Taemin (SHINee)
54. Jonghyun (SHINee)
55. Minho (SHINee)
56. Onew (SHINee)
57. Key (SHINee)

58. HyunJoong (SS501)
59. YoungSaeng (SS501)
60. JungMin (SS501)
61. KyuJong (SS501)
62. HyungJoon (SS501)

63. Song Joong Ki
64. Jang Geun Suk

65. LeeU (F.Cuz)
66. Jinon (F.Cuz)
67. Yejun (F.Cuz)
68. Kan (F.Cuz)

69. Wonbin (ex- FT Island)

70. ChangHyun (SHU-I)
71. MinHo (SHU-I)
72. Inseok (SHU-I)
73. HyunJoong (SHU-I)
74. Jinseok (SHU-I)

75. Ha MinWoo (ZE:A)
76. Hwang KwangHee (ZE:A)
77. Jung HeeChul (ZE:A)
78. Moon JunYoung (ZE:A)
79. Park HyungShik (ZE:A)
80. Im SiWan (ZE:A)
81. Kim TaeHun (ZE:A)
82. Kim DongJun (ZE:A)
83. Kevin Kim (ZE:A)

84. Shin SooHyun (U-KISS)
85. Alexander (U-KISS)
86. Kim Kibum (U-KISS)
87. Eli (U-KISS)
88. Lee KiSeop (U-KISS)
89. Kevin Woo (U-KISS)
90. Shin DongHo (U-KISS)

91. Bi Rain

92. Changmin (2AM)
93. Jinwoon (2AM)
94. Seulong (2AM)
95. Jokwon (2AM)

96. CL (2NE1)
97. Minzy (2NE1)
98. Bom (2NE1)
99. Dara (2NE1)

100. Taeyeon (SNSD)
101. Sooyoung (SNSD)
102. Seohyun (SNSD)
103. Tiffany (SNSD)
104. Hyoyeon (SNSD)
105. Jessica (SNSD)
106. Sunny (SNSD)
107. Yuri (SNSD)
108. Yoona (SNSD)

109. Yonghwa (CN Blue)
110. Jungshin (CN Blue)
111. Jonghyun (CN Blue)
112. Minhyuk (CN Blue)

113. Kim Ah-Joong

114. Park Gahee (After School)
115. UEE (After School)
116. Bekah (After School)
117. Kim Jung-ah (After School)
118. Lee Jooyeon (After School)
119. Yoo Soyoung (ex-After School)
120. Raina (After School)
121. Nana (After School)
122. Lizzy (After School)

123. Park Gyuri (KARA)
124. Han Seungyeon (KARA)
125. Nicole (KARA)
126. Goo Hara (KARA)
127. Kang Jiyoung (KARA)

128. So Hee (Wondergirls)
129. Sun Ye (Wondergirls)
130. Sun Mi (ex-Wondergirls)
131. Ye Eun (Wondergirls)
132. YooBin (Wondergirls)

133. Eunjung (T-ara)
134. Hyomin (T-ara)
135. Ji-Yeon (T-ara)
136. Soyeon (T-ara)
137. Boram (T-ara)
138. Q-ri (T-ara)

139. Victoria (f(x))
140. Amber (f(x))
141. Luna (f(x))
142. Sulli (f(x))
143. Krystal (f(x))

144. Mika(D-NA)
145. Hyunmin(D-NA)
146. Karam(D-NA)
147. Injoon(D-NA)
148. Jay(D-NA)

149.Jihyun(4Minute)
150.Hyunah(4Minute)
151.Gayoon(4Minute)
152.Jiyoon(4Minute)
153.Sohyun(4Minute)

154. Woohyun (Infinite)
155. Myungsoo / L (Infinite)
156. Dongwoo (Infinite)
157. Sungyeol (Infinite)
158. Hoya (Infinite)
159. Sungjung (Infinite)
160. Sunggyu (Infinite)

161. Lee Hyori

162. JeA (Brown Eyed Girls)
163. Narsha (Brown Eyed Girls)
164. Miryo (Brown Eyed Girls)
165. Ga In (Brown Eyed Girls)

166. Park Jungah (Jewelry)
167. Seo In Young (Jewelry)
168. Kim Eun Jung (Jewelry)
169. Ha Joo Yeon (Jewelry)

2010-08-27T15:20:00.002+08:00

Hi all. It's been a long time since I blogged. But don't blame me too much! ;X I have been into tumblr lately. Ohoh, here's my tumblr link, I have been updating that lately everyday! ;D

Link to my tumblr: tissueclipse.tumblr.com

So anyway. after exam today, went with Twinnn and the others. However, it was still quite early so the others went home. So, Hui Ning and I went to :

- Playground play swing^^

Tampines1:

- Sasa

- Sol Mart

- Urban Write

Tampines Mall:

- Artbox

- Popular

- Foodcourt

- NTUC

and finally? Homed~

Foolish me, I left my key(!!) at home. Called my mum and she was at Expo with Aunt on the way home. So lucky for me (: But then, ._. In the bus, I realised my Popclub magazine and Teenage was with Hui Ning. Oh wells. Tuesday, I shall take it back from her :X

I'm so lazy to blog nowadays. So, check out my tumblr. You can follow me too^^ Or follow me on twitter [although it's private].

I shall state again.

Tumblr link: tissueclipse.tumblr.com

Twitter: twitter.com/xSiyahx

Formspring me: formspring.me/Siyahx

Email: xsiyahx@hotmail.co.uk

Facebook, please click at my profile there, tyvm ^^

2010-08-09T22:16:00.003+08:00

H.A.P.P.Y

(45th)

N.A.T.I.O.N.A.L

D.A.Y

SINGAPORE

♥

PS, I have no idea why is the singapore flag so small in this blog post ._.

2010-08-07T22:00:00.004+08:00

Shall blog about yesterday, but FIRST AND FOREMOST..

Check out my tumblr, which I have just created! You can follow me if you like and I'll follow you back (:

Here's the link: tissueclipse.tumblr.com

Go check it out if you want to (:

Julyianna Bobo, Juliana Siyah [Me, LOL.], Juliana Julz.

Ok, so yesterday we only had to go to school from 7.30-9.00am which was pretty great. We only had to go to school for that duration of time as firstly, we celebrated an early National Day. Secondly, it was the official opening of Tampines Primary & Tampines Secondary School. Lols. Weird, huh? It's been some time that they opened, after all.

Met Christina in the morning. Headed off to school feeling very self-conscious. After all, everyone else is either wearing polo tee, or a tee shirt that have words. Me? An Elmo tee lol :/ Gathered in the school field. Very sian at there. Lucky got Niki to pei me chat (: After everything, went back to class. Made a namecard as there was going to be a competition and school ended. Took some photos with a few friends (:

Photos are uploaded into facebook. Later, I'll share with you guys the album (: So carry on reading first.

After school, bused to 201. Bought Macdonalds Breakfast. Hot Cakes + Sausage, to be shared with my mum. Homed very soon, and was very sian. 2hours later, my Aunt Maria came to fetch my mum and I to Marina Bay Sands IR. Fetched Aunt Rose, 2 more aunts and one very cute boy. He is so cute! Felt like squeezing his cheeks, but he's primary 5 lol :/ FYI, the verycute! boy is one of the aunts' nephew. Soon, reached Marina Bay Sands.

Checked in, it was a smaller room than last week's, and it was on the 26th floor, but better than nothing, no? I ate fried rice that was dapao'ed by my Aunt Maria. I had eaten halfway when the doorbell rang. It was my cousins [Y&D, they're married] and their family. They were staying on the 38th floor, and wanted to see our room. Took a picture with them, they left to go out for lunch and I continued eating. Could not finished it, so I shared with my mum. The rest of the aunties and the verycute! boy came in and I used the internet awhile as my mum had brought the laptop and donger for me to use just in case I was bored (: Aunties played mahjong, I used the internet and the verycute! boy watched HBO on the television.

Used internet for about 1hr+ and I was bored :/ Watched the television with the verycute! boy. Then they went to check out the swimming pool on the 57th floor, and since my mum, Aunt Rose and I had been there before, we stayed in the room. Then my mum asked me to push a chair back to it's original place, and guess what happened next? I accidentally stubbed my second and third toe on the left foot. And? Both toes' skin peeled a little. I was scared of pain so I started holding my foot my left hand and holding on to my mum with my right hand. Before I knew it, my second toe started bleeding Zzz.

About 4pm+, S who is the cuteboy!'s sister and one of the aunt's niece also, came. She's my age, born in the same year and in a JC. She doesn't like me, I think. But it's ok. I don't like her either. LOL. We decided to go swim together since..

1stly, I no swimsuit actually, but Aunt Maria and Aunt Rose had brought to lend me, see which one I could wear. I cannot wear Aunt Rose's, so I wore Aunt Maria's and she wore Aunt Rose's.

2ndly, I came Marina Sands again cus I wanted to swim. Last week, I didn't swim cus of some monthly reason -'-

3rdly, We knew each other! -.-

4thly, We. Are. Bored.

5thly, I was waiting for Y, my cousin. She had promised me to swim together but she haven't called.

So we went to swim. It was o.m.g!!! So boring :X I mean, we don't know what to say to each other. We used to hang out together a few years ago, yeah of course. But she like my cousin, and I preferred her older sister Z. But otherwise, the pool was AWESOME. IT'S AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME. If you don't go in, the side looks like you are going to fall off, but actually? You won't! It's AWESOME. Ok shut up, Siyah.

Pretty soon, we decided to leave the pool when I saw my cousins ._. Felt so paiseh as now, I wanted to stay in the pool. After a bit of awkwardness [ AND I AM PRETTY GUILTY MAX but I don't want to talk about it): ], she left and I went back into the pool with Y, and later, D came in (: We took so many photographs thankyouverymuch! D helped to take, and I took of them too (: D went back to the bed after a while to dry off and Y and I had a h2h talk. It was very good talking to Y, and we went everywhere in the pool. We even went to the jacuzzi! It was awesome.

[PS, My mum very funny lol. At first, she had come down with Aunt MeiYing and the verycute! boy to see Sihui and I swim. Later, when my cousins[Y, D and J but J not swimming] came down to swim, she say want to go back up to the room but she spent at least half the time talking to J while Y and I were swimming. LOL!

After swimming, I went back to my room and bathed there. Watched television awhile before cousins[D, Y, L, J] and their parents came to pick me up as I was eating with them, and not the aunties. In a way, they also want to check out the room again. LOL. Went with them to eat at Marina Square[?]'s Dian Xiao Er 店小二. After that, D and Y went to Y's office awhile, and the rest of us walked back to the hotel via the Helix bridge.

Went to the Sky Garden at 57th floor at the hotel next and met up with D and Y. It was awesome. Kill the person who paotoh'ed on D! Poor D. The rest went back to the hotel room while D, Y and I stayed. Talked to Y while D did his stuff then after that, went to their room as I don't want to go back to my room. D downloaded a lot of videos lol! Funny times with them (:

Then, D and Y fetched L and J back home so I went back to my room. Called dad, and he came to pick me and my mum back home. I was very reluctant to leave though. I had just snuggled onto the bed and it was SO SOFT. You can literally sink into the bed and the pillows! Love it ttm.

While on the way home, I forced myself to keep awake by talking to parents. As if I fell asleep, it will be very hard to sleep again when we had reached home. And also, I will be very snappy. So I talked to them and I talked mad retardedly. I kept saying 'You know right..' and then long pause and then 'You know right..' before saying whatever I wanted to say. Homed at 11.48am and was so sleepy, I almost couldn't changed out of my clothing. In the end, I managed to and fell asleep immediately.

Today was ok, I guess. I starting to dread *.

PS, Feeling very guilty now. Maybe I shouldn't have done that to Sihui. But I really did not know what to do :(

PPS, Can't wait for Monday!

PPPS, Tomorrow's Brother's birthday! :D

PPPPS, I hope Sihui comes on Monday, then I'll apologise to her :( Conscious is literally killing me.

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2010-08-07T20:25:00.002+08:00

I thought I was over it. But after I heard the story which I requested, things have changed. I asked for it. Now that I know, I must be happy. But why after I heard the story, I become sad instead? It is after all, a happy ending. Maybe I shouldn't have requested for it.

2010-08-05T19:34:00.000+08:00

Hello. Thought of doing a quick update.

1. Just now I spammed JBieber's songs (:

2. Now, I'm spamming National Day songs (:

3. Last saturday night, I spent the night at Marina Bay Sands IR (:

4. Tomorrow is National Day celebration, so will only be in school from 7.15-9am.

5. Tomorrow, after National Day celebration, I'm going home, and about 2 hours later, off to Marina Bay Sands IR again! (:

6. I'm gonna swim at Marina Bay Sands. I don't care. No goggles though :(

7. English Teacher gave a lot of homework, but it's alright though. I love English ♥

8. Today during F&N, no internet! Omg. Then cannot do the calories thing. But I did the rest, and I managed to do quite some work! (:

9. Suddenly, I feel very sad. Thanks to Stephanie Sun's We Will Get There. Nostalgic.

10. I am going to try and give Mdm. Yasmin a different essay every week. Hmm. Perhaps 1essay/week as Tutor said that I have to be more exposed to different types of writing and not just stick to my comfort zone. Ok I'm mad lame. Who tells their school teacher what their tutor says? Also, who gives the 'assignment' to school teacher instead of tutor to check? Only me, thankyouverymuch :X

11. I am going to wear Elmo tee tomorrow :X Maybe.

12. I am no longer feeling (inserts word here) which is a good thing (:

13. Maybe I shall bring my camera tomorrow. Gosh. I taking a lot of photos this year! Feeling sad already :/

14. I hate it that Mr. Yeo keeps saying that time is very fast then I'll feel so sad, cus the year is going to end = going to be a long time before classmates, friends and I all reunite again..

15. 8 August coming soon! Brother's birthday (: So shit that I don't go out often, or I'll buy something for him ~ Hais.

2010-07-25T11:25:00.002+08:00

Ever since 23July'10, I have not really liked to be on the comp. Mostly, I switched on the comp just to listen to songs and maybe play a little game here and there. Hopefully, this will not continue on.

No mood to blog for the time being, prelims are coming.

So, I'll blog when I've the urge to blog.

So long for the time being, it's time for me to M.I.A.

2010-07-16T21:02:00.002+08:00

Hi all. It's been quite a few days since I last blogged. LOL. I just can't resist myself from blogging. Blogging is just too addictive.. only when I have the mood to blog, of course. Now, I am not in the mood to blog, but I am just too bored.

12th July'10

PE, Did Height and Weight. I increased by 1cm, but that is not accurate. Teacher used Ikea's measuring tape to measure lols. After that, played Captains' Ball. Fun!^^

Geog, I had forgotten.

Maths, Did a maths exam paper.

Recess.

English, *thinks*

SS, *thinks*

13th July'10

MT, Listened to Teacher talk about MT Oral. She told us a story, which was quite interesting.

Geog, Did a worksheet. Mostly, just copied. Teacher let us watch Waka Waka MV and Super Mario on Violin. In my opinion, Shakira has an awesome deep voice, which makes her songs awesome ~

Link for Waka Waka (This time for Africa):

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pRpeEdMmmQ0

Link for Super Mario on Violin:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=42fsPaAkcag

I seriously have no idea why the Super Mario on Violin is linked to Waka Waka (This time for Africa)'s video.

Recess.

ML (Chem), Went through the worksheet before doing a quiz on Organic Chemistry. I passed!

Maths, Did the another Maths paper, I am guessing.

Lunch.

EL, First period Mdm. Yasmin took our class. Filled in the blanks for the 5page booklet. The second and third period was taken by Ms. Shen. We did some grammar work.

ML (Maths), Chatted with them. Kept laughing over nonsensical stuff like lanterns (:

After school, Niki, Hui Ning and I stayed back for EL oral with Ms. Shen. We did reading of oral passage. About 4.30pm, Niki left and Hui Ning and I stayed on till about 5.15pm or so. Ms. Shen went through with us for the picture, and we told her our doubts and other things. Then, Hui Ning accompanied me to 164 and I bought bbt and fries before going home. Thanks for accompanying me (:

14July'10

F&N, As usual, we did our coursework Part B.

Recess.

Chemistry, Did experiment. Nothing much to say about this period as I don't wish to say anything.

Assembly, It was very interesting! It was Arts Fest Week. They cut a lesson and had a 1.5hr of assembly.

Choir: They sang 2 songs! One song was very lovely and poetic. The next song was Lollipop. PS, after they sang Lollipop, it seemed everyone started singing that too ._.

Band: The saxophone[?] people played Moon River from Breakfast At Tiffany's. When I heard the phrase 'Breakfast At Tiffany's', I immediately thought of Gossip Girl lols. Anyway, the sound was produced in a way such that they make think of jazz.

Chinese & Malay Dance: They danced, :x

Drama: They acted out a short 'skit'. I don't think it's even a skit, as it's longer. Anyway, they acted out George Orwell's Animal Farm and they sang EMINEM's I'm Not Afraid, chorus part.

Wushu: They did wushu :X Then, Mr. Tan YY appeared and showed his moves too! Nice or what :O I was like, "Zomg!"

Then we watched a video of the different Uniformed Groups. It's like Battle of the Sexes, except that it's Battle of the UG. They danced to songs lols.

NCDCC: They danced to Sorry Sorry by SuperJunior, then RingDingDong!! by SHINee.

NPCC: They danced to Ke$ha's Blah Blah Blah.

NCC: They danced to Shakira's Waka Waka (This time for Africa).

SJAB: I think they danced to Kelly Clarkson's My Life Would Suck Without You.

All in all, it was awesome! :D

Lunch.

SS, Teacher made us do 1 sbq questions in 10mins to train ourselves. Only managed to do 2 sbq questions cus after that, had to leave for MT oral.

At 1.30pm, we were released. We = Chinese students of 4e7. When we had reached the 1st floor, Hui Ning realised she left her uniform under the table._. So I accompanied her to the 4th floor to retrieve her uniform. At 2.10pm, went to hall to get ready.

-Skips-

Oral was fine, I guess. Oral question was easy, but I don't know what to really say. The oral question was actually part of a normal composition, pl0x. When I read the passage, it was so easy! I only did not know like a few words. And I could not say the phrase, "我很平安。" Actually got something before that, but I forgot what's the word. Anyway, when I read that phrase, I got a slang sia! Shit. I can swear (but I can't) that I read the chinese passage like a reporter ._.

15July'10

Maths, First period did an exam paper 2. Next period, Ms. Neo's friend who is a scholar came in. Honest, he's creepy zomg! -shivers-

English, Filled in the blanks again of the 5page booklet.

Recess.

SS, Went through the questions of 1b, and did 1c together of SBQ.

Physics, Teacher gave us a fresh set of notes on Stability, that chapter. Great.

Lunch.

F&N, Did Coursework Part B again.

MT, Mdm. Shi was at oral. So Yunxin, Christina, Matthew and I did maths.

After school, went back to classroom cus got to peer tutor. Stupid sia, last minute then say must stay back till 4.30pm. Anyway, I got to peer tutor Aqilah. But she's clever also, so it's ok.

16July'10 [today]

The whole of today, I wrote 15July'10, I think. Ahhh, crap. Whatever lols.

EL, Heard some experts read on the Oral Communication CD.

Geog, Copied stuff and Ms. Tan let us watch some funny NTU survey. You guys should totally check it out.

Here's the link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VmtgnEXjvvI

Chemistry, Went to the chem lab as usual. Sat with Siti, and we chatted about stuff. Sometimes chatted with Niki and Matthew in front of us too.

Recess.

Maths, Did a worksheet.

Class bonding, Not really a class bonding lols._.

After school, I went with the other Chinese Physics students who had went to Oral that time. Did the physics experiment. Teacher had to keep helping me with it cus I'm such a failure at experiments.. especially Physics. At least, I'm better in Chemistry experiments. So if I get a better grade in my Chemistry experiment, it might pull my Physics experiment grade up.. hopefully :(

Side notes:

1. On either the 12th or the 13th of July'10 [I had forgotten what date], I signed up for the DPA thing. First choice was Ngee Ann Poly's Mass Communication. Second choice was Temasek Poly's Communications and Media Management. Third choice was Temasek Poly's Law and Management. Regret already. It was a last minute typing thing, and it was so badly done. I was confused as to what to write. When I heard Yunxin's application yesterday, it was so perfect. She stated her talents, I did not. I had no talents that are related to the course that I want badly, Mass Comm. She stated that she had experience, but what experience do I have? I have no experience. Nada. None at all. I did not take part in any essay competition and won. Ok lah, I almost took part in Teenage's[?] competition last time, but in the end, I did not. I think the percentage of me able to be selected for the DPA interview is like what, 0%?

2. Along with Christina and Yunxin, I signed up for Ngee Ann Poly's Red Camp! According to the recent TEENAGE August magazine, it's held from 22-24Nov'10. I also signed up for Temasek's Poly TPRawks. Gosh man, November is packed for me already! My last paper is on 12Nov'10.

In November, I have these things lined up for me already:

1. 'O' Level examinations.

2. Last paper for 'O' Level examinations.

3. TPRawks.

4. Red Camp.

5. Family chalet.

6. Genting & KL with mum and her mahjong kakis.

OMG! So excited and I'm so looking forward to November! (:

3. Still. Not. Studying. What. The. Fuck. At least I'm doing my homework. Homework is a way of revising, no?

4. Season's Ice Lemon Tea is awesome. Pokka Green Tea is awesome too, but when it has sit out for quite some time, the taste starts to change and there is a weird smell which makes it disgusting.

5. Teenage Aug'10 is awesome, so far. Love Dear Kelly stories luh. But honestly? Can those people actually go and LISTEN to Kelly's advice already? They always start the letter with 'I have been a fan of you for blahblah years'. Then the next thing? They are not following her advice. Wth? Kelly has mentioned it a lot of times already, the same old advice time and again. But they are not listening! They are just doing foolish stuff. Like what the ._. Seriously man.

PS,

1. No offense to anyone.

2. I'm just stating out the facts.

3. But please think.

2010-07-11T22:12:00.003+08:00

I miss primary school life suddenly. Thanks to Siti Shahidah Bte Sulaiman. Oh ya, before I forget.

Happy birthday, SHAHIDAH :D

I ♥ you okay, girl? Stay happy, and hope all your wishes come true.

Wished her in MSN just now, and she suddenly talked about the past. Specifically, Primary 4, when Beverly Tan Xin Hui, Siti Shahidah Bte Sulaiman and I were best friends.

Apple, Keychain, Durian :D [Inside joke at that point of time till eternity]

Gosh, tears are coming into my eyes as I type these out. I miss primary school life. I miss the old primary school. I miss my classmates. I miss my primary school teachers.

I miss my classes of:

3/7: Where Shiling, Belinda and I were best friends.

4/3: Where Shahidah, Beverly and I were best friends.

5/3: Where Serene and I were best friends. And my dearest Kai En.

6Grace: Ah. 6Grace.

Best friends: Serene Lee, Jinnee, and Jolyn.

Great friends: Zhong Hao, Oscar, Enqi, Zhixin

And now, drifted. Badly. Only those that are in TPSS now with me are still in contact, which is obvious. Oh, and Eunice. As we still keep in contact (:

Enqi's right. We must have a 6Grace gathering.

People that I miss are the above few and:

- Si ying

- Roger

- Qi Shan

- Eric

Ah, fuck it. I miss them ttm ttm ttm max x infinity. I MISS EVERYONE WHOM I KNOW, FULL STOP.

Memories.

PS, I think Shahidah saying 5/3 lol ._.

2010-07-10T21:33:00.003+08:00

Lots to blog about! So I shall start now! :D

6July'10

MT, Geog; Forgot.

Recess.

ML [Chem]; Marked Alkane worksheet. Never bring Alkene worksheet, Z.

Maths; Forgot.

Lunch.

EL; Marked Factual Qns, I think.

ML [Maths]; did some work.

Sick at night. FML. Too tired to study for SS re'exam the next day, wtf. Slept at 8.30pm, hoping for a short nap. Woke up at 9pm by my mother asking me to take medicine. After taking medicine, too lethargic to do anything so slept all the way to 6.10am, when I woke up the next morning, feeling better.

7July'10

Happy birthday to me :D

Thanks all the people who wished me, be it through:

- Facebook

- Twitter

- Blog [Ming En!]

- SMS

or basically, in person.

ESPECIALLY to: LYNN CHUA. She wished me through Fb, twitter and sms and her blog! ♥

Quite touched that some primary schoolmates also sent me wishes. I mean, yeah lah, Facebook reminds them. But still. And Shahidah promised me something! :D

Some classmates sang me a birthday song too, thanks ♥

Also, thanks to:

- Hui Ning

- Lynn

- Yunxin

for your presents and cards ♥

Slight headache in the morning. I think it's because of the medicine the night before. Did not sleep enough or something? I'm not too sure.

F&N; Went to comp lab to do our coursework Part B.

Recess.

Chemistry; Went to chem lab to do experiment! :D I like doing experiments.. Chemistry's experiments :X Must memorise some stuff also.

Assembly; No assembly, cus must do SS re'exam. I think is whole Sec4E. So we did it in the chem lab.

Lunch.

SS; Forgot :O

Physics; Supposed to do experiment today but Teacher never come cus he on course/meeting. I forgot which. But he gave us a paper to do. Joined tables with Matthew, Atiqah and Aqilah to do together.

8July'10

Maths; Did worksheet.

EL; Factual Questions. Funny and cute ley, the teacher. She very easily distracted! :D

Recess.

SS; A little sleepy that I accidentally banged the table when Teacher was talking to someone outside. Then everyone asked me what's wrong. Hahah! :X

Physics; Went through the paper.

Lunch.

F&N; Did the experiment with Farah! Baked potatoes. Then after the experiment, go eat lol. Teacher say I super greedy ._.

MT; Mdm. Shi go oral. Helped Yunxin with her chem a little.

After school, stayed back awhile before going home.

9July'10 [yesterday]

EL; Factual Questions.

Geog; Did a little filing and learnt a bit of Development.

Chem; Kena split into 2 classes. I go into FT's class ._. Sad. I want Mr. Tan's class :( But never mind, it's only for this week and next week then SWAP TEACHERS!^^ Went through Organic Chemistry from TYS.

Recess.

Maths; Filing then did worksheet.

No class bonding. Instead, went into school hall for briefing on some stuffs. First was a talk from TP lecturers about PPP and something else. I forgot what. He also showed a video of TPRawks. So fun luh, all the more I want to go.

BTW, TPRawks sent me the confirmation email! I think I'm going to meet Christina and Yunxin those few days, if possible and they can, as they also received the confirmation emails.

After that was a talk from the HOD of Science [I think]. He told us again about the opening up of school at night. Then, a talk from DM about NP trip. After the talks, went to 164 with Christina and Veron cus Lynn and Baoxuan went home first. Bought instant noodles with Christina and she got her hand burnt from the water! I hope she's ok now!

At 1.45pm[?], assembled at the foyer shared with the primary school students. Kept going to canteen and back to the foyer with Yunxin. Then we took bus to Ngee Ann poly. All girls except for 2 boys: Azfar and Rahman. Anyway, happy maxxxx. Each class was assigned to a 'school'? and my class was assigned to Media & Combined Humans = Mass Comm was there! :D

First, went to the huge theatre for a talk. Was late. Got a goodie bag with assorted stuff and gave Rahman my oreo lmao. Aft that, went to the Illusion Room at somewhere.. and listened to the guy talk about Arts Business Management and I think is the Business & Social Enterprise.

- Watched a 'trailer' of the Harry Potter theme park in Orlando.

- Watched a video of the Dialogue In The Dark.

- Filled in a large sheet of paper on how to attract customers or something like that.

Next, off to the School of Film & Media Studies! :D Almost hyperventilating when I saw the school. Hui Ning was like telling me to stop exaggerating :X My class was split into 2 groups cus each group got different schools. My group was Hui Ning, Bobo, Kahhui, Nurul, Shafiqah, Azfar and Rahman. I think I did not miss anyone out.

While waiting to go in, met a guy, who according to Bobo, is named Theon. OMG, he is a Mass Comm Year 1 student! I was so excited to see a Mass Comm student hahaha. Obviously is because I want to go that course LOL.

So lame lol, went down to Level 1 then realised must go back up to Level 6 ._. Took lift. Was introduced to one girl who was like the 'leader' of our group. Liked her initially, but stopped when she insulted Britney Spears. Like wtf. Excuse me? So what if it's indirectly, wtf. In the lift was my group and 2 other guys from ACS[I think] and 2 more ambassadors. One is named Hidayah. The second one is, according to Hui Ning, named Qiuling. Qiuling is a Mass Comm 2nd year student and she told me stuff about Mass Comm! :D Happy ttm.

Went to a room, which has those kind of mixing music thing. Go watch Charice's Pyramid - Studio Version. The first part is what I meant. It reminded me of cakewalk. Listened to a guy talk, then he say that he's actually not in charge of that lmao! He lied to us. Next to the preview theatre. It was a course[?] where you need to watch movies and then analyse it. So fun and easy luh. If I cannot go into Mass Comm [TOUCH WOOD!], I'm so going to that course. There's even a CCA for that and you get CCA points just by watching movies. Like omg ~ *Sings Usher's OMG*

Went back down after that. Oh wait. Backtrack a little. While walking to the lift, saw a room that is totally mediacorp style canxzxz!? It had like, cameras, and a sofa all those. It's like those talk show on channel 8. Went back down and walk here walk there. Quite fun. Played a game too, at the Advertising & Public Relations side.

Then finally ended. Waited for the rest of the class to end. Wanted to ask Qiuling[sp?] about Mass Comm as I had some questions. In the end, got one girl came to talk to us. She from Environmental & Water Technology and seemed rather cool. When she asked us got any questions, Hui Ning said that I had some questions about Mass Comm ._. Then Theon[sp?] came and he helped me a lot with the questions that I had. Then Hidayah came also. They two were like, 'we hope to see you next year'. But Hidayah was: 'I hope to see you at FMS next year. Come to FMS!' FMS = Film, Sound & Video. I told them it's far, then Hidayah said that she lived in Pasir Ris :O

After that, gathered at somewhere, where the whole TPSS students were gathered at. Were given a box of Polar cakes. Inside were a hot dog, a chicken pie and a sugar roll. Filled in a form and boarded the bus. We cut queue lol :X Played 7Up, and Concentration with Shafiqah, Bobo, Hui Ning and Nurul. Then laughed a lot because of the stomach [inside joke]. Mad stupid lol! :D Laughed till pain sia x.x

Reached school, and went home. Tried to find Theon and Qiuling on Fb, but cannot. Anyway,

1. I don't know how to spell their names.

2. I don't know their full names/emails.

Sian ttm :(

Just now watched Britney Spears' Top 20 on MTV Asia! :D

2010-07-05T21:31:00.002+08:00

Hi all!

Today went out with Raimy, Lynn, Christina, Justin, Matthew and Veron to celebrate my advanced birthday. Fun times (: Quite sad actually cus some people could not make it. But it's alright.

Met up with Lynn at Guardian at 10am. Went to buy tickets for the movie Twilight Saga: Eclipse at Century Square; 10.45am.

ECLIPSE WAS AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE \m/ ♥

So.. sexual. Bella & Edward keeps kissing. Some parts of this movie makes me quite sad actually. I think I'm into the movie too much already ~ :X

After the movie, went to Tamp Mall's Seoul Garden to find them for lunch. Eat 3 rounds of food, 2 rounds of ice cream. OMG. The fishball, teriyaki meat and something else were so delicious! Kept taking. No chocolate icecream sia. Sad. But they got chocolate chip mint which was even better! Love it ttm! :D Fun times during lunch, mad epic moments at times too.

After lunch, went to Century Square's Comics Connection. I was torn between a SHINee file and Jonghyun's name badge. To be honest, the name badge wasn't very nice in the first place. It was like old school but I still bought it as it was cheaper than the SHINee file. Went to Montip next, bought hair clips cus it's like I'm always running out and my hair at times is very 不听话. LOL.

UrbanWrite next, then go toilet. Veron and Raimy went to find if Matthew is there with Lynn and Justin, cus they still at UrbanWrite. Jina and I waited outside toilet to wait for Matthew. Then Veron and Raimy suddenly like run away :O So we run after them and saw VIVIAN LAI. YES, THE CHANNEL 8 ACTRESS. After a while, managed to find Veron and Raimy. They were with Justin and Lynn outside the korean shop ._. Then saw Vivian Lai again. She was the host of the Bioskin show lol. The person must hug 20 people. So the woman hug me, Lynn, Raimy, Christina and Veron. Justin DECLINED sia, he's INSANE. I rather hug Vivian Lai than that woman but it's alright. Anyway, we might be on TV! Cus the person filmed us. Then afterwards, Matthew suddenly popped up next to us O.O

After that, went back to Tamp Mall. Took neoprints, SO DARK CAN. Irritating max. Then, went to Open Plaza. Took many photos. All photos are in facebook now. Justin left. Went to Tamp1 next. Went with Lynn, Raimy and Matthew to Cold Storage. Bought Ice Lemon Tea [Seasons] at Cold Storage. Kept irritating Lynn at there, funny ttm. She just wanted to buy something for breakfast tomorrow. That's all. Hahahah :D

After that, all met up at Cold Storage and went our separate ways home. Thanks to Veron for accompanying me to buy dinner for my father! Took 29 alone to Dunman Sec before I alighted at there although my house is not there. It's because I felt like puking already. I was starting to feel the effects of the bloatedness. Walked to Tamp JC's bustop, and my father fetched me home from there.

Great times today, we should do this again! ♥

Thanks to Matthew, Veron, Christina, Justin and Raimy for your presents ♥

2010-07-04T15:40:00.004+08:00

Hi all!

Just now, after I finished my tuition class, I went into the car and talked non-stop._. From saying about the tutor, to saying about Sticky, to saying about Xiaxue, and finally, about my compositions!

About my tutor; He told us a brief summary of his life. He studied a lot during his time! It's like OMG. I think my classmates' and my eyes were like going rounder and rounder. He achieved 'O' Level L1B4 11 points. I think is L1B4. And his grades were so *see stars*

About Sticky; My mum bought Sticky! Omg. When I saw the bag, I can't help but squeal all my words out. First time I would try it, please! They bought it.. and never bring me! Unfair or what, huh? Sad ttm. When I tried it, I was like 'o.o' cus it was not what I expected. I tried the I ♥ Singapore sweet, and it was ok, I guess. A bit too sweet for my liking, that's for sure.

About Xiaxue; I read her blog about Sticky. I also got watch clicknetwork.tv's CvD ep on Sticky but at that time, was talking too much :/ And I was pretty lazy to say about clicknetwork and so hard to explain so I just say about Xiaxue.

About my composition; I told my parents that my tutor said that my compositions were colloquial [I can't believe I spelt this right]. Then my father explained to me that colloquial = British style. So then I told my parents about stuffs like what Mdm. Tan say about my composition. Then I asked them if I should change my style of writing by being more Singaporean-y and not British-y. Both told me that I should just stick to the style that I'm comfortable with. Anyway, if I got it all wrong, it would be bad, aye? (:

Alright, so I just checked dictionary.com of the meaning of colloquial.

Colloquial:

–adjective

1. Characteristic of or appropriate to ordinary or familiar conversation rather than formal speech or writing; informal.

2. Involving or using conversation.

—Synonyms

1, 2. Colloquial, conversational, informal refer to types of speech or to usages not on a formal level. Colloquial is often mistakenly used with a connotation of disapproval, as if it meant “vulgar” or “bad” or “incorrect” usage, whereas it is merely a familiar style used in speaking and writing. Conversational refers to a style used in the oral exchange of ideas, opinions, etc.: an easy conversational style. Informal means without formality, without strict attention to set forms, unceremonious: an informal manner of speaking; it describes the ordinary, everyday language of cultivated speakers.

When I read the above, I was like, oh my gosh. Oh well.

PS, I can't believe I talk about all these stuff for 15-20mins non-stop. All the words were just trying to burst out. Ever had an urge to talk and talk and talk? And after talking, you still think that you left out something? That was what I felt.

Alright, not exactly all these I said non-stop. I told them more than what I'm typing here. But after all, some stuffs are best not to be said online, ain't it?

2010-07-02T20:13:00.004+08:00

Hi people. Thanks for commenting on my previous post in my tagboard/telling me in person. Your comments helped me a lot (:

So let's say about this week.

28June'10;

PE, Weight only. Since first half hour went back to class for I-forgot-what.

Geog, Know what class that we are going to be split into and study something, I think.

Maths, did worksheet.

Recess.

EL, split class. Am now in Mdm Yasmin's class.

MT, forgot. I think Mdm. Shi was not there.

Lunch with Veron, Christina and Lynn at CS, walked around a little before home'ing.

29June'10;

MT, forgot.

Geog, was split into Ms. Tan's class. She went through a brief introduction of Natural Vegetation but she explained it in a way that was rather easy to us! A Sexy Tiger In Forest. Hahah!

Recess.

ML [Chem], copied notes on Organic Chemistry.

Maths, did worksheet.

Lunch.

EL, did vocab worksheet and I kana tested by Mdm. Tan for oral. She suddenly come in lol ._. Anyway, after the oral, I asked her about my caucasian slang. She said I must read more SG'ean books.

ML [Maths], did TYS.

30June'10;

F&N, did Coursework Part B.

Recess.

Chemistry, went chemistry lab to do practical. Kept asking the 2 teachers and Matthew. Sorry! :X I like very muddle-headed.

Assembly, talk from a SBS spokesperson, and afterwards, a talk on Oral for graduating students.

Lunch.

SS, Teacher not there. Filled in a worksheet on what are our strengths and weaknesses.

Physics, did MCQ quiz, and then worksheet, I think.

1July'10;

Maths, Ms. Neo was not here. Mdm. Chan was here though. Did a bit of corrections for Maths p2 before it was time for photo-taking. Photo-taking was 3 semi-formal shots with the class, then group photo.

English, since Matthew, Bobo, Huining and I did finish vocab worksheet, we talked about stuffs and basically, slacked.

Recess.

SS, Teacher not here again.

Physics, went thru the worksheet.

Lunch.

F&N, go comp lab again to do Coursework Part B.

While walking to MT from comp lab, did a foolish thing that Lynn saw. Mad paiseh!

MT, Mdm. Shi went for oral. So relief teacher.

2July'10 [today];

Happy Birthday, Jia Ling! [:

EL, learnt about stuff like CUB and mega something. Ah. Megacognition. I think. Hmm. Is my spelling wrong? My comp can detect if I spelt a thing wrong, so.. Aiya, whatever. LOL.

Geog, test on Natural Vegetation and Spit&Tombolo. Hope I can pass!

Chemistry, diagnostic test. IT IS SO NOT A DIAGNOSTIC TEST. A diagnostic test = short and easy. This is a MYE paper from another school! Fairfield or something. Totally no time to do finish. FT say that based on this paper's results, will split us into 2 groups. FT's and Mr. Tan's class._. No comment.

Recess.

Maths, worksheet. Had lots of laughters.

Class bonding, received P&C [for being the CIP manager._.], REAL 'O' Level Entry Proof, consent form to go Nanyang Poly and other stuffs.

Lunch'ed in school, then went to comp lab to do Coursework Part B. Finished already, went with Farah to General Office. Collected our 'N' Level certificates. Apparently, after I asked the teacher[?], it was available since Term 1.

Went home after that.

Sorry for being so.. Yup.

Shall try not to be.

Mustn't be so pessimistic, I know.

2010-06-27T16:18:00.000+08:00

I've always thought that I write considerably well. Or at least, well enough to get a passing mark ever since that day in primary 3, where I achieved a good score for my composition and beat the rest of my class. But it turns out that thinking is not good. I must really work to achieve it. I keep thinking of stuff, thinking and not acting. The dream to become a freelance journalist had been drafted from the dream of being an author. An author, then a television reporter and now, a freelance journalist. Famous journalists, such as Sumiko Tan, who is getting married next month to a guy nicknamed Hurricane. Or perhaps, Colin Goh, who nicknames his child as Yakuza Baby.

When I read the book, This Is My Story by Kansadra Kong, I noticed many quotes in the book. I love it all, but what really struck me the most was this quote:

Is your decisions made written on cement or sand? Only the test of time and situation will show it all. When the waves break the shore, what's on the sand will be gone with it. Once cement turns concrete, it stays regardless rain or shine.

I felt that it was like asking me a question. What is the extent of my desire to become a journalist? Is it just because of my love for reading, my love for writing?... Or is it just the fact that because other than that, I do not know what other jobs that I would want to take?

The reason why I am thinking of this, is because just now in tuition, my english tutor told me that my composition had a slang which was not good to be used in stories. A few weeks ago, he had given a composition homework to each of the four of us. We had to do a narrative story, and we must add in an irony at the end. After deciding on what questions we decided to do, we helped each other with an irony. I chose the story on Marriage. Alright. I admit that my composition was not as good as before, as I rushed through it. But the slang? It was the end of the lesson already, and I was too shocked to say anything. So I just left the classroom.

Back in the car, my parents ask me stuff on why the class ended late. I did not give her any reasons. I did not want to think about what had happened during the class. It wasn't just the composition anyway. We did oral practice today. My reading was good, but no expressions. That was normal. But my picture discussion was very screwed up. I could feel my cheeks flame as I tried hard to think of what to say. When we were preparing for the picture, I was still alright. But while I was saying it, the information just went away and I was stuck. I could not help but think, is this what I want to happen during my O Levels oral? I did not want my parents to know what had happened during today's tuition. I do not want them to ask questions, so I just put in the earbuds of my earpiece and hear music and tried to fall asleep. Eventually, I did fell asleep and when I woke up, it was nearing home.

And I thought, sleeping... does not solve anything.

Questions... would still be asked.

I just wish everything was over.

And now, as I type these things down, I recalled something that I should have asked my tutor just now if I didn't feel shocked. Is my composition's so-called slang, due to the fact that I read too many caucasian stories? After all, Mdm. Tan had said that to me once before too. I don't know. But if I don't read caucasian stories, what other stories could I read? I'm too much into caucasian stories. Their language is just too fabulous.

What defines marriage? Sometimes, I cannot help but wonder. Is it based on all the vows that are said during the solemnization?

I was forced into a loveless marriage many years ago. Alex, who is my husband, was a poor man then and had little education as he had quitted after primary school, becoming the sole breadwinner for his underprivileged family. I was struggling with my education, wanting to become a career woman. The marriage was a quick affair, and we were very awkward with each other during the first few months, being only acquaintances before.

As divorce was a taboo then, we decided to become friends and try to get to know each other. In next to no time, we found out that we had very obvious differences. Alex was the total opposite of me. I preferred to be outside and party, he preferred to be inside, being a couch potato. He loved tidying up things; I fancied a messy home. However, we chose on forgetting our differences and still tried to live with each other.

Everything was starting to be alright when in my late 30s, I got a promotion in my job. From a simple editor, I became a senior editor and one of the partners in the firm. I was proud, as I was finally advancing in my career, working in a well-renowned magazine. At first, Alex was very supportive of me but that soon came to an end when I started to have late nights at my job. Being a senior editor, I had to stay back on most nights to work on the articles and often came home after midnight. As my work was becoming to be rather tough having limited time, I started to get snappy at Alex. Little did I know, Alex was starting to get suspicious of me, thinking that I was having an affair and so, kept making surprise visits to my workplace when I was very busy.

One night, I was in a terrible mood. I had received a lecture from my boss as I had not edited an article and the article was sent in to publish. This was the first time that I had screwed up and I was very angry with myself. When I arrived home, the lights were on and I saw that Alex was eating his dinner. I went into the kitchen to get my helping and when I found out that there was none for me, I flew into a temper.

It was as if suddenly, I had to find fault with everything. I lamented that I was scolded by my boss, complained that I did not have the ability to have children and so on. Then, I moved on to our marriage. Perhaps it was that Alex could not take it anymore, but he started to show his temper too. Pretty soon, we were having a big fight.

Suddenly, Alex knocked onto a wedding photo that was placed on a side table. It was like it was happening in slow motion as we watched the photo drop and the glass shatter. There was utter silence; it was like we were watching our life flash past. Alex looked up at me and sighed, before apologizing to me. I apologized too, as while I was watching the photo drop; we realized how much we love each other exactly. It was bliss. I now know that marriage, is knowing when you love each other from the bottom of your heart.

Judge for yourself. This is my composition/story about Marriage. It sucks, I know. But tell me, what's the slang?

2010-06-26T21:13:00.002+08:00

Hi all. Decided to take a break from packing. Don't be alarmed, I'm not moving house. I'm.. Well, just read on (:

24June'10;

Mum's mahjong kakis came today. Ordered KFC delivery. Yums! (: It's a once in a million chance that mum will actually order fast food delivery! Although I wanted Pizza Hut's lasange, but it's just as good (: Played comp the whole day, as was distracted by the whole thing lol. Only did a little of Chemistry :/

About 4pm or so, left the house and 3'ed to Tamp Inter. Only Hui Ning had reached. Went T1's Cold Storage and bought my green tea. Met up with Bobo and Atiqah (N1) at Guardian, and we train'ed to City Hall. Tickets could not be collected yet, so we went to Suntec City to eat our dinner. Delicious ttm, especially the salad.

Aft our dinner, collected our tickets and went to watch the concert. It was a piano concert by Katya Grineva, who is a well-renowned pianist. She started learning at the age of 6, which is pretty cool. She can stand learning piano, and I can't. Hm. Even if I start learning, I shall learn it under my brother. Lols.

During the first half of the concert before the intermission, a guy keeps staring at the 4 of us, which was rather irritating. Perhaps he was mad that we kept whispering. Hm. Aft the concert, bought chocolate strawberry from Chocz and train'ed to Tamp before my father came to fetch me home.

25June'10;

Nothing interesting. Was thinking of stories in my head, and I couldn't stop and so, cannot study. Asked God for help, and I managed to study a little. Kept walking in and out of my room lols. Night time, had tuition. SH thought that I was sleepy, when in fact, I was rather energetic! Hahaha, funny ttm.

26June'10 (today);

Went out with parents today to Uncle's house as we had to pray. No cousins. Sian ttm. I mean, there is but they were busy.. and married, and they were Uncle's children so of course, they had to come. When we reached Uncle's house, he gave us you tiao to eat. Yums! It was still rather crispy, and I shared with my mum as we dipped into her black coffee. Tradition (:

Uncle asked me if I had watched Avatar, and he was shocked that I never watched before. Hahah! Watched like 3mins of the show, then changed to a drama, as my mum had not watched the last ep of that show, and my Uncle had that Dvd. So we watched, quite interesting, I thought. After that, watched a little of Men In Black 2 before it was time for lunch. As usual, it was nice (:

After lunch, Uncle brewed Oolong Tea and I-forgot-what tea. He brewed 4 cups, so I took one. I love chinese tea! :D While drinking the endless cups of tea, watched The Making Of Kungfu Panda. Rather bored. Asked Uncle if he had recorded any shows (as I knew he did) and I watched an old movie, about mahjong. About 1/3 into the movie, I realised that I had watched it before, at Uncle's house also._. But never mind!

Watched the whole movie, then went with dad to IMM as it was near. Bought 6 boxes to make my shelf neater(here's the answer to the top!) and a deodorizer. It was for clothes, so I placed it into my closet, and hope it will take effect.

Went back to Uncle's house and I ate some chocolates^^ Guylian belgian chocolates aye!(: Waited for mum to play finish her mahjong, then we fetched Aunt to Clementi MRT and fetched Brother from there. Next, went to Guild House and ate our dinner there. Buffet. Sian. I realised that when it comes to buffets, the amount of what I eat is not worth it. Always. Anyway, I realised that the past few weeks, my family and I have been eating nice foods during weekends!^^ Which is just great :) Next weekend, going to eat nice food again! Can't wait.

Family ♥

Relatives on Mum's side ♥

2010-06-22T21:29:00.003+08:00

Hello all (: [again]

So went out with Mum today! 518'ed to Suntec City and ate Han's for lunch. Don't really like my spaghetti :/ The homemade tomato sauce kinda taste rather spicy lol.

After lunch, walked around Carrefour. I bought myself a banana. Never seen one that is just sold like that before! Only cost 30c. Wanted to buy a shoe, but only got size 35, which was too small. Sian ttm. So then, we went up to the 2nd floor of Carrefour. I went to the books section, and mum went to see the kitchen stuffs. Was so shocked! There was a sale, $4.82 for a book. Not just any book, also. Books like Pride and Prejudice, The Hunchback of Notre Dame, Jungle Book.. and other great books. Got myself Little Women, which was by Louisa May Alcott. Price was $5 ._. But it's alright. If only I had more money, I would spend more! [:

Next, we went to Guild House, which was also in Suntec City. Went to use the internet at there, and mum went to the casino. Hais. I want to go casino soon when I turn of age, then won't feel so 'out' also.

Soon, we left then we walked to Raffles City Shopping Centre cus we wanted to have teabreak. According to my mum, we shall 'walk and see got what'. So we walked lol. Wanted to eat at Suntec's Geláre but got no space. Stupid shits. I wanted to drink Starbucks sia, but she say that I cannot keep drinking, cus it's expensive and I'm not working yet. Wth._. It's not like I don't want work lol, it's she don't want let me go work :( Then she also don't let me go Etude House buy stuffs. Mad irritating. But was cheered up as Etude House was playing SHINee's Ring Ding Dong! (:

When we reached Raffles City Shopping Centre, my mum brought me to a place to eat our teabreak. It was called..

Fruit Paradise. It sold fruit tarts! Expensive tarts too. One slice costs about $7.80!

But delicious looking. This is from the menu and it's called {I forgot}.

This tart was what I ordered. A slice of course. It's Mixed Berries Chocolate.

Yummylicious! :> And so.. *swoons*

Finished![:

Teabreak cost $16.20 ._. Know why? We ordered 2 latte (it was freaking small) and one slice of that tart.

After that, we walked a bit before heading to Toa Payoh inter. I went to Popular, mum went to shop[I guess?] and aft that, about 6pm+++ , my father went up to Popular with my mum. They had met first before coming up to Popular as dad wanted to buy photo album for Aunt. And I bought myself some stuffs too, at Popular:

1. A memo pad (it has no lines, Lovexzcs! Hate lined books.)

2. Two foolscap papers.

3. A storybook tyvm!^^ The book is called "This Is My Story". Excited max.

Tomorrow, I must put in 150% of hard work in. Study, that's the only thing I must think about tomorrow! Yes!

2010-06-22T11:40:00.002+08:00

Hello (:

So went out with Hui Ning yesterday. Supposed to meet her at Guardian, but I was late, so she went NTUC first and we bought many crackers at there. Then after that, since MRT to downtown just left, so we took the MRT to Pasir Ris, then rode all the way to City Hall, before going to Orchard.

Walked here and there, called Mum, before finally, finding the Shaw House. Booked tickets for Nanny Macphee and the Big Bang, and went back down as Hui Ning wanted to eat Pepper Lunch. Then she saw the poster for Pastamania and we went all the way back up to the 5th floor._. Pastamania was a freaking small place that gives us plastic utensils, and plastic 'plate'. Suckkks. The minestrone soup tasted weird too. After that, Hui Ning bought her Hot Lime (which tasted nice!) from Each A Cup, and we sat outside Starbucks to wait for the time to enter the cinema.

Movie was not bad. Theater 5 was so small, but in a way, very.. Yep. All along, I didn't know that Nanny Mcphee 2 was linked to Nanny Mcphee 1. Ok luh. Actually, only the last part is linked. When I watched that part, I was like, "OMG. OMG, OMG! It's so OMG!" :X

PS, we two were so damn stupid, please. We actually wanted to catch Letters To Juliet. Cus firstly, she wanted Karate Kid, I wanted Toy Story 3 since I don't really like Jackie Chan. Both of us said no to each other's choices LOL. Then, I wanted Nanny Mcphee, she wanted Letters To Juliet. So ok lol, Letters to Juliet. Then the movie inside newspaper. After we bought the tickets, we were looking at the different posters/banners then realised something lame. Yesterday was 21st June. Letters to Juliet opens on 24th June ==! At that time, really felt so gong sia x.x

After movie, she bought Hot Chocolate from Each A Cup, and I bought Latte from Starbucks♥! Wanted to find *Scape(me) and Smudge(her) but not really a lot of time. So we went to Ion. Went into Forever 21, and I fell in love with a skirt and a 'top'. Maybe shall drag mum to F21 and buy for me that one day! (:

Next, went to Face Shop and I bought 3 masks :] At Face Shop, heard SHINee's Noona Is So Pretty (Replay) and Ring Ding Dong! Jonghyun ahhhhh ♥ Texted Hui Chunn about the song hahah! :D SHINee♥

Aft that, tried to finish my Starbucks coffee before we MRT'ed to Toa Payoh. Since we were early, went to Popular read some stuffs first before taking my father's car. Fetch Hui Ning to 107 and met mum at 107 coffeeshop to eat before home'ing (:

Now in Suntec City's Guild House using the computer. Might update about today tonight!

Photos of yesterday are all uploaded in Facebook already.

Surprised @pinkliesx yesterday with the photos that I uploaded into my Facebook album, Random photos.

So excited for tonight's talk! :D Idk how long it's gonna be though.

2010-06-20T19:38:00.004+08:00

Hi all,

Happy Father's Day!

Family stuff

Super regretful lah, as I promised my mum something for her birthday/mother's day but nothing for father's day/his birthday. I mean but seriously, get what? Never mind, I'll think of it one day.

Anyway, went to fetch my brother back on friday at Pasir Ris interchange. He had just entered the NS and it was his 2nd week. And just now at about 5pm++, said 'Sayonara' to him as he had to assemble at 6pm at Pasir Ris interchange to go back for NS. This routine would continue until he had completed his NS, which is freaking long ==! The time flew so fast just like that]:

Internet stuff

There is a trend[?] going on in facebook now. It's a status, actually. The status is:

If you "like" this status, I will post on your wall something I like about you, no matter if we barely know each other or you think it'll be awkward. Make this your status too if you want a challenge.

I posted it up too. Quite fun, actually! (: Thinking of what to write and all that!

Other than that, have been playing silly games on facebook such as Bejeweled Blitz & Word Challenge. Scored my highest ever during these 2days of playing. But of course, I did not play it continously.

Going to hit 10k tweets soon. Am so psyched! Currently, I'm at my 9,937th tweet. Rah. I am really trying to control my desire to tweet! At least I don't flood that much already.

Music stuff

I'm starting to be addicted to Miley Cyrus' Can't Be Tamed! I think I am starting to like it as she is one of the fans of Britney Spears♥ Hmm. After googling on Miley Cyrus, I saw a website that stated that Miley Cyrus is trying to be like Britney Spears in Can't Be Tamed for Britney's Piece Of Me. Kinda true, but it's alright for me (: If the song is nice, I don't give a hoot about it anymore.

Tuition stuff

So, I went to English tuition today. Kept laughing non-stop for no reason. However, I always covered it with a cough, since no one else is laughing with me x.x Anyway, he recommended some stuff for us to have a listen and a read. Some examples are;

1. The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock by T.S Eliot.

2. The Raven by Edgar Allan Poe.

They are both poems. Go have a listen at youtube, they are very beautiful pieces of work.

After I heard them on youtube, I was so inspired and went to search Memories by the musical, Cats. Here is a link for the actual scene, it's very beautiful, moving and it actually sent shivers down my spine.

Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-L6rEm0rnY

School stuff

School is going to start soon. I think, on the 28 of June, or so? New timetable is up.

Link for 4e7's timetable: http://www.tpss.moe.edu.sg/wbn/slot/u1744/Student%20Activities/2010%20Timetable/form_030.html

If you are not from 4e7, which is my class by the way, then you can just click onto the other classes.

When go back to school, I really must jiayous no matter what, so that I can achieve the desired results I want. Even if I did not do well(touch wood!!), at least then I'll know I've done my best.

My schedule

Tomorrow, which is considered as next week[?] is going to be a pretty busy week for me. Honestly, I don't know when to squeeze in my studying as I did not study during the weekends ==!

Monday, 21o6; Going out with Twinnn to catch Nanny Mcphee. Our Twinnn time that we do like 3times/year or so? Not really sure.

Tuesday, 22o6; Suntec City with Mum before dinner with dad. Then at night, I'm going to church. There's a talk going on and I'm going to go. So excited! It's about rest and peace. The leaflet said;

Have you ever felt that nothing seems to be progressing in your life even though you are doing the right thing?

Are you struggling to get rid of your hurts and wounds of the past but are finding it difficult to let go?

Are you wondering why God is allowing you to go through a seemingly difficult time in your life right now?

Many of us are still worried and earful of our past, present, future, rejection and many more problems in life. It is time to confront these problems in our lives by turning to the One who created us out of love.

Come and join us in this talk as Brother Frankie speaks about how to apply God's principle of rest and peace based on scriptures. You will see how by resting on God's promise of peace to us can make you more effective and set you free from all the worries, guilt and hurts that have bound you in your life.

Cool or what? And yes, I typed word for word from the leaflet onto this post. LOL. But I am so excited when I saw this! It's like 命中注定 that the lady gave me this leaflet. Once I read it, I could hardly wait! So psyched! :D There's another talk on 29 June, Tuesday. However, I don't think I would be going. Firstly, it's on a school night. And secondly, the title is Finding Peace In Your Commitment To Relationships. Since I'm not in one, and it's mostly about marriage, I shall not go. Anticipating! :D

Ok, I've sidetracked.. a lot. Back to my scheldue for next week[?]!

Wednesday, 23o6; Nothing much. Just tuition at night.

Thursday, 24o6; Night time, I'm going with some friends to catch a piano performance. It should be exciting, I hope. Hopefully, they will play beautiful and yet complicating pieces (:

Friday, 25o6; Tuition at night, and Brother's going to come back! Hopefully.

Off to watch last 5mins of Daddy Daycare -.-

2010-06-18T16:04:00.003+08:00

Saw this quiz so I shall take it.

1) Favourite band? : SHINee

2) Who is your favourite in that band? : Jonghyun and Onew.

3) Who is the best singer? : In my opinion, OnJong [:

4) Best dancer? : Keyyyyy

5) Best smile: Keyyyy.

6) Noisiest?: Onjong !

7) Prettiest eyes: Keyyyy, Taemin, Minho.

8) Nicest hair: Keyyyy

9) Sexiest member?: Hmmm. Key.

10) Funniest member? : OnJong.

11) If you should be one’s best friend, who would it be?: One ah :O I shall choose 3! :X Onew, Key & Jonghyun

12) If you could marry one of them, who would it be?: Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, I not sure leh! It's a toss up between Onew & Jonghyun & Key.

13) Favorite solo performance?: Jonghyun

14) Favorite song(s) by the band? : Ring Ding Dong.

15) Why them ?: Excuse me, did you even see Ring Ding Dong the mv!??! They're hotties!

2010-06-18T14:52:00.004+08:00

Hi all [:

It has been so long since I've last updated.

Alright, let's see.

15June'10 ;

They came to my house. Had lots of fun with them! :D Swimming, Nail polish, Fan'girling.. Last year, invited the same people too. But it rained, so one person never come ._. But today, they came! Weather was very weird, keep raining, then stop. Rain, then stop. Irritated sia. But when they arrived, weather was freaking good! :] Then Buddy introduced me to a show, Hello Baby!

Hello Baby is a great show! I love it ttm. I finished the show yesterday night and I actually cried at the ending.. For a show. Feel so pathetic. But it's nice alright!^^ Hello Baby SHINee!

샤이니's 링딩동 :DDDD

Ranked!; 온유, 종현, 기, 태민, 민호

Translation;

SHINee's Ring Ding Dong :DDDD

Ranked!; Onew, Jonghyun, Key, Taemin, Minho.

♥♥♥

Saw a comment on youtube for one of the Hello Baby's episode which is very true.

"Yoogeun 10 years from now: My first kiss..was with these two hot boys."

Hahahah![: The two hot boys are Jonghyun and Minho. BTW, Yoogeun is the baby. A very cuteeee baby boy. He's 4years old. He kissed every guy of SHINee on the lips, except for Onew.

Andand, 4/5 of my tweets yesterday was about SHINee and Hello Baby lol ._.

Andandand, I love SHINee's Ring Ding Dong teaser! ♥

Alright. Let's talk about studying. So far, I have studied in this week;

1, Kalimantan's Causes and Problems. [Geography]

2, Tropical Rainforest, Monsoon Forest, Mangrove Forest & Coniferous forest. [Geography]

3, Reactivity Series [Chemistry]

4, Carboyhydrates and 2/3 of Fats and a little of Proteins [Food&Nutrition]

5, Leadership, Reforms In The Government [SS; Rise of Venice]

Sounds so little, right :[

I set a target for myself yesterday.

By 27 June '10, I must finish studying;

1, Kalimantan [Geog]

2, 1/2 Geog of Food [Geog]

3, Chaps 2-10 [F&N]

4, Rise of Venice [SS]

5, Healthcare [SS]

6, Governance in Singapore [SS]

7, Do Trigonometry [Maths TYS]

And must memorise finish;

1, Cations, Anions, Speed of Reaction, Reactivity Series [Chemistry]

2, All formulas and all definitions [Physics]

And all these sounds like a lot, isn't it?

But I would really like to achieve 13points for my L1B4 for Prelims. If I am able to achieve around that mark, I would then be able to achieve an even better L1B4 grade for my O levels.

In conclusion: I must work hard. I must do my best in every way I can. Tomorrow is Saturday already. 9 more days to reach my goal! Come on, Siyah, it's chiong'ing time.

Ps,

Ohohoh! Just now on Music Channel V, got 1 whole hour of videos that was sung by none other than my beloved,

Britney Spears!!! ♥♥♥♥

Love her ttm! It was something like a tribute. And then and there, I thought to myself;

'When I start working and am finally some hard earned cash, I must MUST MUST! buy that..

Ultimate Fan Box Set.

I don't care. Off to Amazon.com here I go! :D

2010-06-14T21:21:00.002+08:00

Hi, just finished tuition. It was maths today. Didn't really quite like today's tuition, as it was rather too fast for my liking. And tutor wanted to go home early. Hais. No comment.

Well, today did some work. My mum asked me to do 2hrs of study in the morning, and 2hrs of study in the afternoon. Didn't do that much though. Maybe tomorrow bah.

I only did;

1, Maths tuition homework.

2, A little of Physics tuition MCQ homework.

3, F&N paper [still need to do Section C two more questions then I'm done except for those questions that I do not know how to do]

4, Study Carbohydrates, 2/3 of Fats.

Not much, ain't it :(

Never mind. Shall do more tomorrow! My goal for tomorrow:

1, Finish F&N paper [except for those that I do not know how to do or do not understand]

2, Maths tuition homework

3, Physics tuition homework

4, Study rest of Fats, Proteins.

5, Study 1/3 of Kalimantan.

I must do it!

Tomorrow they're coming to my house for a swim! Hopefully, no bad weather or anything like that. *Prays hard*

♫ Eminem ♥

Edward Cullen ♥♥

Bosco Wong ♥

Neil Patrick Harris ♥♥

♫ Justin Timberlake ♥♥

♫ Britney Spears ♥♥♥♥

2010-06-13T19:32:00.002+08:00

Hi all, it seems a long time since I've blogged! So anyway, I went to JB yesterday with my mum and dad. My brother is still in army, in the BMT camp or something. My mum and I both cut our hair for RM30 per person, which was very reasonable. I cut fringe, and it totally looks like bangs when I look down! The above picture is an example. So after that, we went to a mall which according to my dad, is the first Giant to be opened in Msia. Shopped there, had our dinner at some teochew restaurant that I loved, before home'ing. Yesterday's custom was in very bad condition, every car could not move and until now, we still do not know the cause of it. I was rather oblivious though, as I was sleeping.

Finally, inFocus has ended although I still have tuition to go to. But I'm fine with that. I'm still rather lazy at this point, which is totally not good.

I must aim high.

I want to achieve the best I can,

I want to maximise my full potential.

I want to then be able to go to Mass Comm, and be a great journalist.

But why is it so difficult for me? Many people have given me suggestions of how to study, some examples are;

- Construct a study timetable and follow it accordingly.

- Listen music, off the comp.

I used to love doing homework, I just hated studying. I only studied before 'N' Levels like, 1 month before. And that got me 14points for 'N' level. But that's bullshit if I'm going to follow that way.

I really must start to set goals for myself.

Set a target to reach by the end of the day.

And I shall start.

Tomorrow :X

Tonight, I must do this by 11pm before I can go read my fanfics;

- Send Evaluation on Dishes & LOP

- Write finish SOR and read through the SOR on which @shteo has asked me to read

- Do @shteo's Maths (at least a few pages)

- Do maths (if possible) = Since I still dk how to do!

We'll see about tomorrow.

Bye for now.

2010-06-07T21:03:00.000+08:00

❒ Taken ❒ Single ✔Invisible

Cool or what, huh. And here we go again.

So far, have not really studied yet. Only a little of Chemistry. FML.

Beautiful song ♥

2010-06-06T21:59:00.002+08:00

http://www.formspring.me/Siyahx

Ask me anything! :D

Anything that comes to your mind.. (:

2010-06-06T20:33:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's going to be a school day again. I've got to eat my lunch out everyday. Sucks. And? I got to buy back 2 dishes of food everyday. Must study!, nowadays aft going home, I keep switching on the comp and 'forgetting' to study.

Today's tuition was funny. I love having this tuition. Tutor's funny, classmates are funny :> They're great; Teacher, Anna, Lee Ying and Zi Ying ♥

Posted something in twitter. Till someone replies, will not tweet. Maybe forever.

2010-06-02T15:21:00.004+08:00

Had school today. Was early. Texted Hui Ning, and we went to canteen. Jennifer soon came, and gave us our respective earpieces [: Mine is M&M, Twinnn's Wink. I wanted the Lego, but there was no pink. Hais, never mind though, I have a new earpiece! :D

First was Maths [revision on Factorisation], then Physics [Definitions]. Recess, then it was Chemistry [Organic Chem] for 2hours. Lunched at 139 there, before home'ing.

2010-05-31T22:32:00.003+08:00

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If you have any comments, comment through my twitter,

name is @xSiyahx

Chinese was normal. Hopefully, I won't get a C6, but a better grade.

Having a runny nose is so not helpful.

2010-05-30T21:26:00.000+08:00

I'm not afraid to take a stand

Everybody come take my hand

We'll walk this road together, through the storm

Whatever weather, cold or warm

Just let you know that, you're not alone

Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

Tomorrow's the MT 'O' Level Examinations, everyone. Good Luck. For me, it sucks as it would be the third freaking time I am taking it. I really want to achieve a B3 for it, then I can.. But it would never work. Sigh.

oh, and

Happy Birthday, Matthew.!

2010-05-29T12:37:00.003+08:00

#nowplaying Eminem - Im Not Afraid

We only hear what we want to hear. We only see what we want to see. But the truth is that, Reality Bites. #omgwisdom

Tears, hopes, fears, dreams, losses, wishes, love, like, hate, fate. Those are many of the things that hold weight. #ihatequotes

Staying calm does not mean that you're doing nothing. It means that you're responding with purpose, rather than with panic. #ralphmarston

Don't let your past dictate your future. Let it become your encouragement to do better. #TMO

I cry. I smile. I dream. I fail. I fear. I let go. Those words equals to move on. #TMO

I love Belle's Beauty Boutique. Period. :D

2010-05-27T16:27:00.005+08:00

It's just my opinions., do not take offense.

I just need some air and imma going away from them for the time being.

2010-05-22T11:07:00.004+08:00

So sian now. Hmmm. Oh yeah, i just realised that i did not post up my MYE marks. It's like shit, yeah.

MATHS.

Paper 1: 49/80

Paper 2: 49/100

Overall: 55%

CHEMISTRY. PHYSICS.

Paper 1: 10/20 Paper 1: 13/20

Paper 2: 33/65 Paper 2: 34/65

Overall: 51% Total: 55%

so,

COMBINED SCIENCE.

53%

SOCIAL STUDIES. GEOGRAPHY.

20/50 30/50

so,

COMBINED HUMANITIES.

50%

F&N.

Paper: 57/100

Overall: 57% [this does not include anything else, just the paper as we did not receive our coursework marks.]

ENGLISH.

Paper 1: 33/60

Paper 2: 23/50

Total: 50% [this is just for the paper]

Oral: 33/40

CHINESE.

LC: 18/20

Paper 2: 31.5/100

Paper 1: [I forgot]

Overall: 55%

Comments,

After looking at all my results, I heft a sigh of relief. At least I had passed all my subjects. But honestly, I did not do very well at all. They are all C6 or C5, which really sucks. And, Chinese, i scored a 55%!, and i did not do it very well either. I failed my Paper 1 and failed my Paper 2, so how can i pass? Lols. I do not care much for Chinese anyway. This June holidays, i must really go study. Put in all my effort to do well for upcoming Prelims and 'O' Levels! I must do better in every subject, especially for ENGLISH, SOCIAL STUDIES, and COMBINED SCIENCE. Or else, i dont think that i can even go into my poly course!

I have to keep this in mind;

ALL THESE MARKS THAT I ACHIEVED, WILL GIVE ME A L1B4 OF 28 POINTS IF I DO NOT WORK HARDER.

I know for sure that i do not want go into ITE, as if i went into ITE, i will see that beauty course teacher who keeps scolding me and i hate her ttm. I must show my family, my relatives that I CAN DO WELL. AND REALLY WELL.

I cannot think of anything else, anyone.

2010-05-21T22:48:00.002+08:00

Hi, shall blogged a short post although no one reads it but my stat counter keep going up -.- So that means there's no taggers. Sian ttm. Tag ley :(

Internet's pretty fucked up now, halfway will have no connection. So i hope it will go better :]

Today was boring. Every lesson, is go through the corrections. So boring!

Maths, Teacher went through the first few questions, which i got correct ._. Hais. Did analysis too, i love doing analysis, they're quite fun ^^

Chemistry, blah blah.

Recess.

Physics, corrections.

Geog, i actually listened ley. However, i did not listen for Rivers&Coasts, and Development. Wth is cumulative causation!? I love Natural Vegetation and Geog of Food, tyvm.

Class bonding, got the letter for parent-teacher conference. Confirm my parents wont want to come de, it's so natural. Hahs [:

Aft school, lunch'ed w Justin, Jonathan and Alvan at Mos Burger. Listened to them talk while i kept texting. I got nothing to say anyway.

Went back school, was late for Mdm. Shi's thing :X My overall Chinese marks for MYE was 55, so that's a C5 :D And somemore, i anyhow do de leh? If only i can get that for 'O' level Chinese can liao. No need to everytime get C6 ~

Mdm. Shi's thing ended, and Christina pei'ed me to canteen to buy green tea then go toilet. Thanks :] Went for the intensive later, which was in the hall, listened to Teacher talk, then bus'ed home.

Bathed, blahblah, Dad drove family and i to Traders Hotel. Ate dinner there. In celebration of Brother's Graduation [WHICH I WAS NOT INVITED TO, TYVM] and belated Mothers' Day. The food was so-so :X Love the laksa though.

really?

2010-05-18T20:59:00.002+08:00

Short and quick post :)

Alrightz, so today is 18 May 2010. I slept through my alarm although i made it repeat like, every 3mins. However, subconsciously, my mind and body wanted me to continue sleeping ._. Dont blame me, i had 3days 'weekend' holiday! Saturday, Sunday and Monday. When my mother woke me up eventually, i was very reluctant. She mentioned that i had exams too, but i actually wanted to postpone it -.- I was just so tired.

59 to school as usual, and met Lynn. Reached school, met Christina and we went to canteen. First exam was MT Listening Compre. It was alright, i guess. I think i had a good pass, hopefully [: It's so shitty luh, for major examinations such as 'O' or 'N' Levels, i do not do well in my LC but for internal exams, i do well. Wthhhh.

Went to canteen after that for recess; sat with Lynn, Christina, Veron, Bao Xuan, Justin and Jonathan. Aft that was EL Oral. It was boring ttm. The teacher was the caucasian teacher, and he took 10mins to test each person. I estimated and i had to rot in the class for 1hr+.

After school, i bused back, and on the way home, i kept thinking that school was not over -.-

Done with post! :D

Short right, i promised! :P

PS,

Recently, im watching How I Met Your Mother which my brother downloaded! I just finished the 4th season already, which is great.! :] And yes, i know that i watched it at a very slow rate, considering that each episode is 20mins. But whatever {:

Google this:

- GivesMeHope

and/or

- LoveGivesMeHope.

So touching :')

Some examples of @LoveGivesMeHope :

I was at the mall with my 4 year old brother.

He saw 3 guys and ran up to one of them, saying that I was going to be the "most beautiful girl you will ever see."

He pulled the guy to me and told us to talk. The guy whispered and said "You know... That kid wasn't lying."

We are now dating. LGMH.

My best friend's grandma had been fighting Alzheimer's for about 10 years, and she barely remembered her husband of 64 years. Last night, she miraculously found her husband's hospital room (he was dying of cancer) and climbed into his bed. They died together that night. Fairy tale love GMH - LoveGivesMeHope.

I was walking away from chemistry lab upset because my roommate, lab partner, and best friend told me he didn't want to be friends with me anymore. As I was walking away, he opened the window to the chem lab and yelled across the courtyard, asking me to marry him. Students, walking to class, stopped and watched as he climbed out the window. His LGMH. - LoveGivesMeHope.

Sweetest ♥

2010-05-14T17:42:00.003+08:00

#Nowplaying

Playing With Fire; N-Dubz ft. Mr. Hudson

So Gone; Lil Wayne

Pyramid; Charice ft. Iyaz

No Promises; Shayne Ward

♥

Currently in ♥ with these few songs above. I am slowly getting addicted to Pyramid. You all should check out the songs., it's just great like that.

-long blog post, long paragraphs.-

So anyway, i've decided to blog now, in proper full english sentences. If i continue with my old style, it would be difficult when i manage to go into Mass Communication. I just detest it that i have to keep pressing Caps Lock. Sure, you might say there's Shift. However, i dont like it :/ all i have to do now is just to learn how to type 'i' with a capital letter, not at the front of the sentence though.

Alright., so where was i? Ok., my examinations.

On the 10th of May, i had my Geography Elective exam. The previous night, i was rather slack. I did not really study much.

On the 9th of May, which was a sunday, i had switched on the computer in the morning. I realised that the messages that i had sent to gladlyCast and smsyo were not in my twitter or plurk. To be honest?, i was rather pissed off. Imagine this scenario: you had sent like 10messages/day to either gladlyCast or smsyo, and none of it appeared. It was bloody irritating, i can tell you that. gladlyCast had a twitter account, and i was like, saying them. I had a look at their twitter page, and it was filled with replies to angry people too, it seemed. Before i switched off the computer, I made sure that i signed up onto TweetSG. It had the same functions as smsyo and gladlyCast, except for the fact that it only directs messages to twitter, but that's fine with me.

After lunch on 9th of May, i got ready to go to my tuition. As usual, my father fetched me to the tuition centre. It was named Learner's Lodge. It was raining rather heavily, luckily though, I had brought an umbrella. Tuition; it was a horrible experience. Perhaps it was my imagination?, but the tutor kept looking at me, and it made me rather freaked. I am so not looking forward to later today.

After tuition, I ate my snack which was for teabreak; a cheesecake. It was not Carrefour's standard though. The cheesecake was bought from a bakery shop. Then, I watched the rerun of Star Awards 2, 2010 with my mother. Mark Chao is cuteee ttm ♥ He hugged the actresses willingly after the first few times. I also want to hug him! :X

Dinner was a quick affair. By 9pm, i had covered Kalimantan., well, most of them anyway. At about 10pm, i had a look at the Geography Elective 'O' Level TYS that i had bought the other time and to be honest, it was not easy. Although I had studied, I could not really understand the questions. Well, i think that the only thing that i can do is to go up to Ms. Rafidah after class and asked her for her help. Decided then, to sleep, study, sleep, study for the rest of the night.

11pm, i woke up due to my mother helping me to on the air-con and closing the windows. Was touched, :] Due to that, i was super awake, but since my mother had helped me to switch off the light, i was rather lazy to on the light and study. Just then, i received a message from Yun Jia. I had tweeted my number on saturday to smsyo as i was unable to go online, and i needed to know what was Green Lungs of the Earth. So it turns out that my message only appeared on sunday, so credits to Yun Jia! :] I now have a better understanding of the factor.

10th May;

I woke up earlier than usual to study my geography notes. After the examination was over, I was relieved. Another content-based subject was down, finally. I did not finished an 8mark question, but it's alright as I did not really study that part. Although I do not think that it will have a good mark, i cant help but pray. My social studies was already a failure, if i failed my geography too, i can just die. Took the bus home, as I had no other papers.

When i reached home, i had no idea what to do so i did my word search and had lunch with the family. Then, i fell asleep and the rest..?

ABRUPT ENDING ;]

are up for you to guess, and for me to know :]

11th May,

I am not really sure of what happened after my maths p1 examination. My exam was alright, no comment is to be stated. It was weird to be home that early and not to just have woke up, seeing that i was home by 10am.

12th && 13th May,

There was no exams that day, and so i stayed home. Lovely days. Sure, i wasn't allowed on the comp, but time flew quite quickly though. Studied F&N for these days., rather boring, to be honest.

14th May,

I had 2 exams on this day: Chem/Phy P1, which was all MCQs, and F&N paper. woke up earlier than usual, as i was intending to study F&N a little bit more. In the end, i on my radio and hear 987FM ._. It was Mr. Young and Vendetta ~ At 6am, all the SG radio stations had the Singapore National Anthem playing. Awws. Met up with them at usual place. First examination was Chem/Phy MCQ. It was a total of 40questions. It was OK, i think. Aiyer, i dont want to think about it :]

After exam was over, went to library with them to study F&N since had like, about 30mins free. F&N exam was boring. It was 2hrs, and it was actually enough time for me, but to sit in the hall for 2hrs continuously is mad boring. F&N exam soon finished, and it was OK, i guess. I didn't study for stuff like smoking point and basal metabolism, but whatever. Just have to study harder for Prelims, as my MYE exams are all badly done :[

After that, went with Lynn, Christina and Jonathan to eat lunch. Ate at Yoshinoya. Next, we went to Popular as i needed to buy some stuffs. fell in love with a earphone or earpiece. idk :X Then, we went to T1 and Jon got to go. So at T1, we went to Sasa, Times, Icing Room and Diva. Bought a chocolate cream puff at Icing Room. It was delicious ttm, it can actually be compared to Beard Papa.! Afterwards, we went to interchange, bought Teenage, and sat at T1 stairs. Went into UrbanWrite [me] before we all went out separate ways home [:

15th May,

My whole family + me went to Malaysia yesterday. Honestly?, i wasn't looking forward to it. I made some buys though :] Lunch was at some seafood place that we ate a long time ago, but we did not eat there anymore as it was out of the way. Dinner was at Stonegrill^^ Malaysia had a Daiso, tyvm.! However, the things were pricier. Malaysia's stuff was RM5 which is about $2.30? Bought 5 things there. Next saturday going Daiso again! :D This time, we going to IMM. Ohoh, i bought a Cancer the Crab tee for RM19.90! Love it ttm, although the colour was yellow. I dislike yellow, but each horoscope had a different colour, so yeah. I love Gemini's sign. It was so adorable. Could have bought more shirts, as all were at a discounted price of RM19.90, but we were rushing for time, and earlier, i had told my mum i wanted to buy the Cancer sign. Sad, but mum promised me we would buy more the next time :]

ok idk what to type already. so Bye :D

2010-05-07T20:56:00.003+08:00

so long never blog already. sian ttm.

this week has been just one word: HORRIBLE.

exams were MADDA MF'ing DIFFICULT lahh. especially the first day's paper! :( > SS && Maths P2.

5th May;

Maths, i left alot of blanks!, :(

many many questions idk how do sia. i thought i given wrong paper -.- graph, part A, i know. part B onwards, blank atw. i left alot of blanks for alot. i think i fail this paper. anyhow, i hope paper1 can pull me up to obtain an average. paper1 is always bound to be easier, right? RIGHT? *prays hard*

Recess., went w Yunxin, Lynn, Baoxuan, Veron and Jina to the library to study for SS.

SS, i did the SEQ on Healthcare. hmm. wth does

"How far do you agree that healthcare in Singapore should be borne by the individual?"

mean!? eh wth lah. so i wrote all the factors down :( then i thought of doing the conflict qn, but i never learn IRA cus my ss teacher say just learn c&c, so i never touch on that. or even bothered to glance through! sadded ttm, going to fail that paper already, Z. aft exam had ended, i asked Nabilah, who took healthcare also, what she wrote. she told me that she only wrong for Individual! die liao. i forgot what Siti had wrote though. for this exam, i doubt that i can use Geography to pull me up. it's a known fact that my SS is supposed to be better than Geog -.-

was really stressing out for these 2 exams. leg cramp during Maths exam somemore, so went to the toilet. 石老师 pei'ed me ;)

6th May;

English, i love passage B ttm max max. i can still remember the first few sentences.

"Define beauty? One may as well dissect a soap bubble."

i love the passage, as there are a lot of quotes in the passage about beauty! :> but like what L said, it benefited the girls.

Recess., went to the opp canteen toilet the block there outside the comp lab. sat down outside and studied w Lynn, Jina, Veron and Baoxuan. then Veron asked me to stress her out ._. then i kana stressed myself :/

Chemistry, totally easier than maths. and i know cannot compare.! :X

7th May, today;

MT, was very tired. i did Q1-15 first before skipping to the behind passages, then finally doing Q16-20. so lmao lah, i read like 1 sentence of each passage then promptly fell asleep. chinese is a boring subject. but my subconscious told me that i was in an exam, so i woke up like aft every 2mins or so. then read a few more sentences then sleep again. keep have to shake my head to clear off the drowsiness.

Recess., went w Yunxin to library to study Physics. she ended up talking to her friend, hahs. then aft that, Jon scared us -.- then we rushed every 5N out of the library, then turns out it's not assemble yet! Z.

Physics., did finish within 50mins or so cus stomach was cramping like mad and i was in a mood. i wanted to go toilet, but i did not dare to raise my hands. paper was quite ok, i thought.

aft school, walked a bit w Siti, Aqilah and Suhana cus we wanted to check it's total internal (what?). cus everyone confused it's reflection or refraction. answer was Reflection. i wrote Refraction. wth -.- but i think it's only one mark. so hopefully..

these days aft school, my life is:

come home, lunch, sleep, bathe, tuition, study, dinner, study.

3days in a row of SH's tuition! oh my tian. tuesday, wednesday and thursday for maths, chem and phy respectively. kept feeling very stressed, as come home must do her hw cus i havent do -.- how pathetic am i, yo?

yesterday, i had a horrible flu. i think my neighbours sitting near me in exam must have wanted to kill me with my constant sniffing. then yesterday also have tuition. mum made me on the aircon. super scared that i would get fever sia, lucky never. also, since it's tuition time, and SH and i were not separated by a table, like the old computer room, i was afraid that i would pass to her the disease :( hopefully, she's strong. hmm., think i'll sms her now. anyway. aft tuition, i took a panadol and fell asleep for an hour from 6 to 7pm. aft that, dinner time. delicious porridge that my mum went atw to Bedok to buy ♥ aft dinner, went to study then got the flu again, but this time was not so bad. took the Lemsip drink before going to sleep. hmm. maybe that's because im so tired during Chinese?!

yay, SH replied me that she did not get my flu. lucky! :> she's a strong person, hahs. immunity to diseases!

tomorrow shall study Geog!

2010-05-03T21:59:00.001+08:00

i hate you, you this stupid chapter.

so freaking long also.

i dont want study you lerh lah ><

why must you have a rise and fall?

corrupted leaders, nautical chart etc :X

2010-04-28T22:52:00.002+08:00

EIGHT over TWELVE for cooking exam :>

it's hard to MIA from comp,

it's easy to not study.

im just too lazy.

i love twitter too much :(

2010-04-26T18:42:00.003+08:00

i know who is my true friend already. quite some time ago, i was still pondering. but now i know. for sure. one of them is @lynncjl and another is @shteo (although she is my tutor. i seriously dont regret having her as a tutor!)

right. off to study/do hw.

2010-04-25T22:41:00.002+08:00

this weekend was a failure. last week was still OK. this weekend was not. kept getting tired. and today, sick of flu. tuition time makes me sleepy. slept on saturday (alot) and sunday. feeling so argh now. MYE is coming in like 1week. think i shall start skipping recess. idk lah, see first. why am i not prepared? Mass comm can just fly out of the window already. think shall MIA from the comp until aft MYE or something. how i wish i have a phone that can let me post twitter updates everytime. ah, whatever. this thursday.., wish me luck.

2010-04-23T22:36:00.002+08:00

today ~

firstly,

happy birthday, Mdm. Loh :D

sorry Lynn,! she bought me the newspaper already then i forgot -.- and i bought another one :X will return the money to her on monday! :D

reached school, almost late.

Maths, did similarity.

Chemistry, as usual, dont understand what teacher is talking.! :( lucky got Mr. Tan on tuesday and SH during tuition times :D got sweet!^^

Recess.

Physics, did open-ended qns of JWSS' paper.

Geog, since i had done the Northern Ireland paper, did Healthcare! :]

Class bonding, nothing biggie happened.

aft school, went w Lynn to find Ms. Tan. in the end, FT told us it was OK already. then we and Jina and Veron went to comp lab with Ms. Wong cus they want to edit their coursework. i wanted to edit also, but i found that i forgot to save my stuff into Projects Area -_-

ate lunch w Veron and Lynn at CS foodcourt. so long never ate at there alr. time flies when im with them :( then i went to meet Yunxin at 1st floor. aft that, we went to TM's Popular to find Lynn and Veron, before i go buy my eraser. then Yunxin and i went to so many places in order to find a study spot.

in the end, settled for Frolick. study awhile, then Veron came. went to TM's Macdonald, and studied there. about 4pm+, Nurul and Aini came. they went to eat, and we continued studying. about 5.30pm, mum called so i left first cus Yunxin pei'ed Veron to go upstairs. bused 3 home. [:

sorry SH, i was a little sleepy just now :X

it was a message, to be replied.

at least you could say you're busy or something, right.

2010-04-21T20:01:00.002+08:00

alrightz, let's say about today.

went to meet the usuals at mama shop there. arrived early, as Jina wanted to lend my book. soon aft, Lynn then Jon came. did like 2qns from my tuition work then lazy alr :/

Geog, copied notes.

Chemistry, did experiment. fun.

Recess.

Maths, had our test. was quite ok. so lame luh, in my TYS idk how to do, but in the test, i know. andand, got one question, aft i finish the test, then i realised what i did wrong :(

CE, 石老师 gave us our CCA form thingy. i got a D7 -.- when earlier this year, it was a B3. lmao.

Assembly, a talk on Cyber Wellness, Carnival Day && Exam Briefing.

Lunch.

Physics, i achieved 75% for my test yay :D and just nice, too!

CE, i forgot i got how much for my test -.-

EL, siansation.

aft school, bused 59 home :D

2010-04-20T22:19:00.002+08:00

just a quick post :]

ML (Chem); Mr. Tan went through with us chemical formulas. he's really a good teacher!^^

ML (Math); did Maths tys.

Recess.

Maths; did vectors. hate it. =="

Geog; did worksheet on Sri Lanka conflict. shall study tmr :]

Lunch.

CE; chatted w Bobo, Matthew and Atiqah about something.

EL; went to IT resource room again! got back out situational writing test. i just passed, 15/30. wth. but it's the first time, so yeah! must jiayous. did corrections onto asknlearn, then surfed the net [:

MT; copied corrections for p2.

aft school; went to KFC w Yunxin, Nurul and Aini. ate abit before we started studying. stayed till about 5.30pm and it was raining. they accompanied me to the interchange and they went to JCO at Tamp1, while i bused 29 home.

2010-04-19T21:32:00.002+08:00

hihi, just a quick update on the laptop [: not mine, obviously ._.

my blog is dead, yayness, but it's alrightz [: to me, my blog is for me to read and etc etc, yeah.

ok, these days im freaking addicted to #nowplaying Playing With Fire by N-Dubz, :D it's nice yo. i cant stop listening to it -.- the video is fanfreakingtastic too, you ought to see it in youtube^^

and another thing is that, my bro recommended me a show. im still in season1, since i have no time to watch it, but it's hilarious. he said it's like FRIENDS, and it's true, it's called How I Met Your Mother. it's great ttm full stop. gonna catch the next few eps soon! :D

anywayz, im done with Maths TYS topics 1-4, but i have a number of blanks. gonna ask tomorrow. i dont feel like doing the graph, it requires graph paper, you know. and paper comes from trees, which encourages deforestation which equals to loss of biodiversity. my geography facts are coming in lols.

alrightz, shall go study abit of SS before going to sleep.
Bye :D

2010-04-16T21:59:00.004+08:00

hello all. today is TPSS' Sports Day! :D

point form again sorry, starting to be lazy to update w like compo like that :O

yesterday,:

• Maths test i got a 63%, Ms. Neo is confirm disappointed in me cus i never hit her expectation. stupid careless mistakes-'-

• realised that 'O' Level Practical exam (A) is either on 26th or 29th of April.! mine is on the 29th April, tyvm :]

• Physics test was quite easy, i hope i can pass it. w flying colours? *hopefully*

• i think the song, 'Shero', from S.H.E., is not bad. ok random. HAH.

today;

First of all, today was the best Sports Day of my secondary school life in TPSS. fun ass man!

▪ had 31-legged race, i fell down. wtf. then it make my leg itchy like mad later.

▪ got abrasion on my right leg, and it bleed -.-

▪ i brought my camera!, :D

▪ took a total of 91photos today, but is not all i take or not all got me inside. some is people like Siti go camwhore! hahs, ;D

▪ lunch'ed w Bobo, Hui Ning, Raimy, Atiqah and Aqilah at KFC.

▪ wanted to buy Teenage mag, but was 20c short D:

check out today's Sports Day photos at my facebook (:

2010-04-14T21:56:00.002+08:00

bloghopped and i saw this :>

bold is true[:

001. i miss somebody right now.
002. i watch more tv than i used to.
003. i love olives.
004. i love sleeping.
005. i own lots of books.
006. i wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. i love to play video games.
008. i’ve watched porn movies.
010. i have been in a threesome.
011. i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. i believe honesty is the best policy.
013. i have acne free skin.
014. i like and respect all sharpton.
015. i curse frequently.
016. i’ve changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. i have a hobby.
018. i’ve been told i have a nice butt.
019. i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. i’m really, really smart.
021. i’ve never broken anyone else’s bones.
022. i have a secret that i am ashamed to reveal.
023. i love it when it rains.
024. i’m paranoid at times.
025. i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. i need money right now.
027. i love sushi .
028. i talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. i have fresh breath in the morning.
030. i have semi-long hair.
032. i have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. i was born in a country outside of the u.s.
034. i shave my legs.
035. i have a twin.
037. i couldn’t survive without caller i.d.
038. i like the way that i look.
039. i have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
041. i am usually pessimistic.
042. i have mood swings.
043. i think prostitution should be legalized.
044. i think britney spears is pretty.
045. i have cheated on a significant other.
046. i have a hidden talent.
047. i’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
048. i think that i’m popular.
049. i am currently single.
050. i have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. i enjoy talking on the phone.
052. i practically live in sweatpants or pj pants.
053. i love to shop.
054. i would rather shop than eat.
055. i would classify myself as ghetto.
056. i’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. i’m obsessed with my blog.
058. i don’t hate anyone.
059. i’m a pretty good dancer.
060. i’m a horrible dancer.
061. i’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. i have a cell phone.
063. i watch much music on a daily basis.
064. i have cried myself to sleep before.
065. i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. i have never been in a real relationship before.
068. i’ve rejected someone before.
069. i currently have a crush on someone.
070. i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
071. i want to have children in the future.
072. i have changed a diaper before.
073. i’ve had the cops called on me before.
074. i bite my nails.
076. i’m not allergic to anything deadly.
077. i have a lot to learn.
078. i have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
080. i am very shy around the opposite sex.
081. i’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. i have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. i have tried alcohol before.
084. i have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.
085. i own the “south park” movie.
088. i enjoy country music.
089. i love my best friend(s).
090. i think that pizza hut has the best pizza.
091. i watch soap operas whenever i can.
092. i’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
096. halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
097. i watch spongebob squarepants and i like it.
098. i have dated a close friend’s ex.
099. i’m happy as of this moment.
100. i have gone scuba diving.
101. i’ve had a crush on someone i’ve never met.
102. i’ve kissed someone i knew i shouldn’t.
103. i play a musical instrument.
104. i strongly dislike math.
105. i’m procrastinating on something right now.
106. i own and use a library card.
107. i fall in “lust” more than in “love”.
108. cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. i think the lord of the rings is one of the greatest things ever.
110. i’m obsessed with the tv show “lost.”
111. i am resentful that i have to grow up.
112. i am an entirely different person around different people.
113. i think the world would be a better place if people just smiled and meant it more often.
114. i think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world.
115. i am suffering of a broken heart.
116. i am a nerd.
117. no matter where i am or who i’m with, i always seem to be lonely.
118. i am left handed and proud of it.
119. i don’t change who i am for someone else unless it's for the better.
120. my heart resides below my feet.
121. i am a senior in school.
122. i enjoy smoothies.
123. i have gastritis.
124. i have nothing better to do with my time.
125. i am listening to radiohead right now.
126. most people call me by my middle name.
127. i once stole a music stand.
129. i love nascar!
130. i own over 200 cds.
131. i work 7 days a week.
132. i have mono.
132. i don’t have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. people tell me i have a horrible sense of humor.
134. i’m only wearing underwear.
136. i’ve driven to a different state to see a band i liked.
137. i am the most over analytical person i know.
138. i believe in wasting time.
139. i don’t listen to too much music.
141. my favorite holiday isn’t christmas.
142. i prefer weeks off of work instead of days here and there.
143. i love sex.
144. i wanna go home.
145. i don’t know what i would do without my friends.
146. christmas threw up in my dorm room and i love it.
147. friends is (one of) my favorite tv shows.
148. i’m hungry.
149. i’m still angry about the nip/tuck season 2 finale cliffhanger.
150. i’m a potterhead and proud of it!
151. i noticed there are several numbers missing from this list, making this very much not the 151st entry.
152. i lied about one of the items on this list.
153. my siblings are my best friends.
155. i have a problem expressing things.
156. i have lost a parent.
157. i am the most deprived person i know on the face of the planet.
158. i have at least one test tomorrow that i am not prepared for yet.
159. i love slim jims! even if they are really bad for you.
160. i am sick and tired of school so i am not going.
161. i love sundance.
162. i do not watch television. Occasionally, even though I've got a TV in my room.
163. i love starbucks coffee drinks.
164. i am living at least one lie right now.
168. i’m a little crazy.
169. i like the smell of white tic tacs.
170. i know at least one person in a “life or death” crises at this moment.
172. i always know all the gossip at my school/workplace/whatever, and nobody ever suspects it.
173. i have thought about suicide.
175. i can be selfish.
176. i’m so emo at times.
177. i can solve a 3x3 rubik’s cube.
179. i cheated on a test before.
181. i’m sick of drama.
182. i need a job.
183. i wear ankle socks

2010-04-14T21:22:00.002+08:00

point form again for so far.!

► PE, 1st time did 31-legged race! cus that time Teacher never come. doesn't seem as easy as it looks, but it's quite fun, you got to admit. although might get abrasion on the ankles :/

► Vectors is getting difficult, yeah, but lucky i got revise at night, or else im dead already!

► i sitting with Yunxin Sister in MT from now on^^

► Mr. Tan (my class' ML who is a PE teacher) teaches great! and i mean seriously.

► i studied wrong topic for Chemistry yesterday -'- but i think i did OK for today's test

► Physics test is tomorrow instead of today -.-

► got a migraine today. wtf. HURTS :(

► tomorrow got F&N test. and Physics test. yay. NOT.

► EL class kana split into 2. i got into Ms. Shen's class, YAY!, :D

► this friday is Sports Day.

so far, in preparation for MYE, i have studied:

● SS: SG healthcare

● F&N: Carbohydrates, Fats, Proteins

● Chemistry: Redox, Energy Changes

2010-04-10T16:58:00.004+08:00

http://asteriskkk.onsugar.com

that's supposedly my quotes blog, but now is more like when im lazy to update this blog, i'll update my onsugar :)

http://dreamszx-nightmares.blogspot.com

my dreams and nightmares blog is updated.

2010-04-09T20:22:00.002+08:00

so far..,

● EL watched Secret Of The Sexes ep 1.

● Ms. Shen lets us watch Mind Your Language aft we have completed that day's tasks^^

● Geog's test was alright.

● next thursday got F&N test; Vitamins and Minerals, Water and Dietary Fibre, MOC. must study lurh!

● Maths test, was alright, except for one or two questions.

● failed Shuttle Run and Standing Board Jump lmaos.

● gotten our new timetable. PE on monday, first period so get to wear PE attire to school! :D

● i starting to like the chapter on Vectors [:

today [:

Chem, learnt speed of reaction (temperature) today.

Eng, did one point of exposition essay before watching Mind Your Language^^

Recess.

Maths, did vectors. funfunfun^^

Geog, learnt on development. sitting w Kahhui now.

CE, got new sitting arrangement -.- still sitting w Bobo. Huining sat at near the door! -.- so shitty, cannot irritate her already :(

- ok i totally forgot i was blogging halfway and went to arrange my My City Life buildings Z. -

aft school, went to eat at LJS w Yunxin Sister, Maggie, Bobo, Matthew Santa, Atiqah, Nurul, Huining Twinnn and Wirda [:

went to Popular next and i finally got my file!^^ then aft that, Huining and i left the group, and we went to Tamp 1. i went toilet, then:

Chamelon → Sasa → Montip → Starbucks^^ → Home.

2010-04-07T21:50:00.002+08:00

it feels like a long time since i blogged and there's so much dust mites here! :(

shall list impt and stuff that has been going on/will be going on in my life :]

▪ Got back SS retest; 7/13 ^^

▪ comp lab blackout like 3times on monday. damn pissed off w *coughs*.

▪ failed 2.4km. again. haha :D ran w Jina. if give me like 5more mins, i would have passed the last round, but noooo. we'll try harder the next time, ok Jina? [:

▪ watched Secrets Of The Sexes video during English. quite, interesting.

▪ got exam timetable. first exam is on April 28th. shall start studying tomorrow onwards.

▪ did experiment during Physics, and this time, i managed to finished it on time! but gradient wrong -.-

▪ had a quiz yesterday during Geog.! funfunfun^^ grouped w Bobo, Bak and HN.

▪ classroom is put into pairs now, for ALL classes. based on the teachers' monday meeting. sitting w Bobo now.

▪ today have Geog test on Natural Vegetation. hopefully, i'll pass!

▪ forgot to ask Ms. Rafidah some questions, again -.-

▪ tomorrow is Maths test. Ms. Neo gave me the topics again on tuesday cus got some adjustments.

well, that's that. [:

2010-04-04T21:46:00.003+08:00

today went about 11am++, picked up cousin, Z, and dad drove us + bro to Aunt's house. had lunch there. ate 2bowls of rice, cus was hungry and the food seemed delish :] Uncle put on a movie that he bought. i was literally the only one watching, tyvm -.- the show is called Hachiko: A Dog's Story. super draggy, but very sad. had tears in my eyes.

aft the movie had ended, i texted my cousin, Y, and she brought me over to her house, where my bro and cousin was already there. their house was just the opp block from Aunt's house btw. LOL. she gave me some chocolates to eat, before pulling me to her room and the master bedroom, asking me if i want this, want that not. in the end, i got like, 5 dresses from her that she thinks it's too cute lerhs, but it's alright for my age. she also gave me some Etude House stuff.

went back to living room, and D lent me a spare laptop to play. was like half playing, half watching my bro and Z play Wii. they playing boxing[or wrestling, idk]. apparently, they have to use a table against their opponent. funny ass man ;D it seems like their opponent cant die. D told them how to make their opponent die, and finally they did it. then they played other games on Wii, and i watched Annoying Orange on youtube. ok lah, i admit, it's quite funny :] aft that, i logoff comp, and played abit of the Rayman Raving Rabbids w them on Wii. kept laughing, as it's freaking funny tyvm. laughed a lot.

about 7pm, went back to Aunt's house and ate dinner before car'ing home.

tomorrow got school, madda sian.

THIS WEEKEND + FRIDAY WAS UNPRODUCTIVE.

2010-04-02T22:23:00.001+08:00

tired ttm.

went t Holy Trinity for mass today. had 1½ hr, if include the kissing of feet.

had math tuition just now and almost could not concentrate, cus eyes was closing. she gave me some tips, tyvm ^^

Nights :]

2010-04-01T23:20:00.001+08:00

just now visited 3 churches: Holy Family, Queen Of Peace and, Divine Mercy.

Divine Mercy was beautiful. bought my hot cross buns! 1 packet $5 -.-

2010-03-28T22:31:00.002+08:00

bored life. tomorrow going back to school again. i really really REALLY x infinite hate waking up by alarms. they're IRRITATING, ANNOYING AND NOISY. and i mean by whether is phone alarm (put song somemore) or just plain normal alarms.

imagine this situation:

you are in a deep deep deep sleep that makes you not awake during the night halfway or anything. alarm rings in the morning. you force yourself to wake up and you feel kinda jet-lagged. a few secs later, you get this huge headache. that's me every morning when i wake up by alarm -_-

tomorrow got SS retest. havent study. OhMGeeeeeee~

2010-03-26T21:56:00.000+08:00

my fave characters from the Alice in Wonderland show! :D

Mouse!

Mad Hatter!

2010-03-26T21:09:00.002+08:00

got back result slip today. pro ttm ttm ttm max max max man.

EL: 49.0 (D7)

Chinese: 51.5 (C6)

Maths: 78.5 (A1)

Science (Phy, Chem): 77.0 (A1)

Combined Humanities (S, G): 44.5 (E8)

F&N: 73.0 (A2)

tyvm, Mass Comm flies out of the window! but shocking thing is that, it seems that whole 5N'2010 failed English! WOW'ness Z.

stupid shit, 1st test of SS passed. 2nd test failed (seriously difficult okk) then jiu get this mark :/ retest is going to be on this coming monday, woo.

going to buck up when monday comes round! i'll try my best. feel very lazy to study, which is BAD BAD BAD. besides, this progress report is only 2 tests.

2010-03-24T21:13:00.000+08:00

i just had to post this up.

i {heart} Art Attack! :D

2010-03-24T20:30:00.002+08:00

i cant hate easily. fortunately(in a way), you dont read my blog. perhaps it's my moodswing or something. idk.

2010-03-23T12:47:00.002+08:00

i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate x100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 you forever. mark my words.

you have totally no right no right no right NO RIGHT TO LECTURE ME ON ANYTHING. SO WHAT IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND, DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN DO THIS RIGHT. sometimes i seriously wonder why you are my friend. why?

you are NOTHING COMPARED TO HIM. NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING. NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LAST TIME ALREADY SAY, THEN I SAID MY WORDS SARCASTICALLY TO YOU, THEN YOU DONT UNDERSTAND. YOUR MESSAGE THAT TIME, VERY WTF'NESS. BUT SINCE WE WERE FRIENDS SINCE LIKE, SEC3 ONWARDS, SO I FORCED MYSELF.

HATE YOU TTM LAHHHHHH! -'-

2010-03-22T15:11:00.002+08:00

just got back home! today was alright, i guess. here goes, a brief summary before i bathe. hopefully, to blog finish by 3.30, bathe by 4pm and do coursework till 4.45pm and shut off comp!

met up with Twinnn today, thn went to school together w her and her bro, Zhi He. had to assemble at hall today. then at hall, realized that got no picture yet of the president, or someone. i forgot :x had an assembly of mainly sec1 students performing w their student leaders for us. quite cool, i was guessing the songs atw! actually skipped maths, omg.

Geog: became CE lesson, cus principal[?] asked to like, go thru the necessary stuffs. so equals to still dont know where is the Humanities Room! Z.

Recess.

CE, did reflection for Remember The Titans. watched snippets of it too.

MT, slack :/

Physics, 2 period omg. almost fell asleep, couldn't take it sia although i like this part of the syllabus.

Chemistry, copy the oxidation and reduction thing. still dont understand. SH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lunch. saw Mdm. Estelle Goh and Bus Uncle! ^^ wanted to approach them, but scared ah, they dont remember me.

EL, fun! Ms. Shen asked us qns and stuffs. create our own character etc etc! ^^

aft school, went to 164 to buy mango bbt before busing 39 home.

2010-03-19T22:42:00.002+08:00

hi :]

-total regretfulness that i never bring my camera out today! damn stupid of me!-

very lazy to update about yesterday. but yesterday one of the Malaysia shopping malls got DAISO! OMG. but when converted to $SG$, it's more ex in a way. it costs $2.15, for one item. i still bought a few stuffs though! some pink stuff :X

anyway, today [:

bused 9 to bedok inter, saw Lynn they all. walked w them, then sat w Siti they all at bench. aft that, MRT'ed w rest of MRT reps to Tamp and walked to school. Hui Ning was one of the cheerleaders sia, hahaha.

went to the hall to gather. OMFG, hall is MF'ing HUGE. it's like, if i stand in the middle of the hall, i'll be madda small._. and somemore got aircon the vents! but heard from Ms. Rafidah last week that only going to be used for exams? wl, then i'll freeze even though i bring jacket. then if cannot even bring in tissue, is total ARGHness. will laugh like mad. hahaha. Principal say going to let us wear the Polo tee every wed so equals to NO TIE DAY! :D

so go back class lols. wl, the school like a maze sia. confirm i'll get lost on Monday alr Z. lucky i gonna meet HN in the morning. Twinnn, WHAT TIME!?!

my class is at the formal Block K, now named Block H. it's on the 4th floor, and the toilets are alternate again wtf. means i must go to the 3rd floor to go toilet -.- and to the right is 2 classes then comp labs all those. and to the left, got no more linkage to other blocks. is immediately stairs cus they chopped off.

classroom is MF'ing big! got 2 whiteboards.! one at the back, one at the front. and teacher's table is just nice now. AND SIX FANS. sian, the seating like so wrong :( i want like at bedok holding site there.. nvm, shall see monday!

madda sian, didnt manage to check out the toilet or canteen. and i freaking cannot find the library (!!!) ah whatev. i still got quite a while to check! basketball's court is directly opp, and one floor up on the rooftop. looks kinda cool. and school field's like different patches of green but is 故意 one.

this is so cool yo. normally pple is take bus to go their pri school. but now, all i need to do is walk a few blocks 就 can reach liao. haha. but apparently, it's OOB!?

aft dismissal, walked abit w M and H around the school. saw!(: walked to century square with H, as M going home. bought tickets for the 1pm Alice In Wonderland show, and some snacks. 32oz Ice Lemon Tea[which H drank more than me!! -.-], Potato chips[onion and garlic flavour, i think, which was damn delish] and 2 hot dog breads. movie was great. i love the cheshire cat and the cute small little mouse ttm max max. especially the mouse lah, duh. shocked tio that movie was only 1hr and 42mins, although it seemed like 2hrs++.

aft the movie, went to toilet, took some photos. didnt know where to go sia, we two. at there blur blur. decided to go to Tamp1's Challenger, then Starbucks as i needed to be awake for tuition at night. ordered cafe latte. was reminded of the time me and Buddy went to Suntec. one day horh, Buddy. okk!? [: aft that, bused 39 home.

sorry SH, for just now D:

right.

next.

!!!

you just dont understand me, do you.

you just dont get it.

2010-03-18T22:31:00.002+08:00

went to Malaysia today!!!!!!!!! (:

-this is only a quick blog post, might blog more tmr-

bought a bag, for RM63+++ :O Agnes B, tyvm ^^ shall post up the photo soon, i hope.

and some other stuffs.

tomorrow going for the soft launch thing.

hope i wont be late.

hope i wont be a .....

hope hope hope.

wish wish wish.

2010-03-17T19:59:00.001+08:00

i feel like i so long nvr blog, although i just blogged yesterday -.-

steamboat photos are up, go to my facebook profile to see! or maybe i will post a few here later ^^

2010-03-16T14:57:00.002+08:00

hey.!

am gonna blog about yesterday, 15th March 2010. yesterday i went out w Lynn, Jina, Hui Ning, Matthew and Jon.

woke up at about 9am ++, ate breakfast, bathe blah blah etc. then did some of SH's tuition homework. had a teeny headache, and was madda pissed off w the book. Z. didnt understand the questions and didnt know how to do either.

left the house at about 12.35pm, and bused 19 to tamp inter. was a little afraid cus i dont really take bus to inter, and i halfway see the board, the bus jiu come -.- ok, come to think of it, i always take 19 or 29 from tamp inter to go home. omg., what's wrong with me. reached Guardian first, and i bought an eclipse mint sweet! :D then Lynn, Hui Ning, and Jon. Lynn laughed when she saw Jon and Hui Ning and i were like, 'what happened!?' LOL. Lynn called Jina, and the 4 of us decided to go to Golden Village at Tamp Mall to buy tickets first.

bought the tickets for Happy Go Lucky at 1.35pm. after we bought, Jina and Matthew arrived. Lynn and i went abit confused over the money sia :X bought popcorns, cheese sausages and blah before going in. we were at Hall 7, seated J1-6. sat in between Lynn and Hui Ning. not much people there. in my opinion, the movie should be rated 7 out of 10. quite nice! the show is about gambling, actually. i didnt know sia, and i thought it was some kind of ghost show. Hui Ning lah, scare me! hahahs, jk. cus she thought it was the Christopher Lee's show; Kidnapper. Lynn assured us it was not, though.

aft the movie, went toilet then we go to the MRT station to train to Lavender. Matthew pointed out the new Teenage mag of April was out, and immediately, Lynn, Hui Ning and me go buy! :D i quickly ripped open the plastic and practically, absorbed in all the information. the other 2 placed it in their bags. they seriously can resist lol. we decided to take the MRT to Pasir Ris, then sit atw to Lavender. all of us hear music. then reached, a friend of Matt saw him. then ask him to buy ticket.

aft that, we walked to Golden Mile Complex. went to the supermarket first, and Lynn bought some stuffs. then walked to Thien Kee steamboat place there. many things happened:

1. JINA laughed like a seal! :X hahahas, which made me laugh!

2. whenever JINA do something, MATTHEW's eyes will pop out. damn funny!

3. I said to JON 'is this yours?' *points to fishball* and they all laughed cus this is the 1st time they heard someone say 'is this yours'? for a food item -.-

4. LYNN, HUINING, MATTHEW and I kept taking photo using Matt's camera!

5. we keep 拍ing JON cus his action is funny!!

6. while HUI NING still eating her 1st bowl, and havent eaten until ½ of it, the rest of us ordered our 2nd bowl! :X hahas.

aft that, we bought drinks. then went to bustop cus we too bloated to walk atw back to inter. while waiting for bus and telling them stuff halfway, i kept laughing nonstop although it's not funny. -.- i abit crazy, tyvm. bused 100 to vivocity. went toilet first. then went to Daiso! :D i think that IMM's branch got much more stuff than Vivo's. bought some stuffs.

then went to Pet Safari, which was next door. then something lame occured.

Hui Ning and Jina were looking at the rabbit and i said to Matthew and Lynn, ''see these 2, so crazy. hahah.'' then Lynn and Matt laughed. i decide to see the rabbit also, and squatted down. IT WAS THE CUTEST THING EVER OMG. then i was like, ''omg the rabbit SOOOOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!" IT'S MADDA CUTE OK!!?!?!??! then they all laughed at me! ):

went back out and took photo! :D Lynn managed to cajole Jina to take photo by promising something. haha! went to Candy Empire next. bought some chocolates! price of my stuff was $8.40 z. but i KNOW it's going to be delish. aft buying, rushed to take MRT to go home.

a huge,

SORRY!

must be given to Lynn, Jina, Matthew, Hui Ning and Jon :(

i kept like, pressurizing them. especially Lynn.

and also SORRY! to all those passerby whom i kept hitting accidentally. yeah, scold me bah.

during the night last night, my leg so itchy sia ! i was like half sleeping, half awake. then i scratch my leg. then this morning, while bathing, my leg hurt. aft my bath, i came out. and saw my leg were full of scars! :(

2010-03-14T21:40:00.001+08:00

twitter got error give me. wtf.

Anticipating for tomorrow! :D

2010-03-14T17:37:00.002+08:00

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2010-03-14T17:29:00.000+08:00

2010-03-14T15:16:00.000+08:00

chiochiochio. i want :(

2010-03-13T16:45:00.002+08:00

ok, the story below is what i had found while bloghopping. after googling some sentences, turns out many people have blogged this out too. too bad idk who wrote this story.

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping.

I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release.

The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.This was agreeable to me.

But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions... She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed.

So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly.I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally.

I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.At the floral shop on the way,

I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card.. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank, blah..blah..blah. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.If you do, you just might save a marriage.

2010-03-13T16:07:00.003+08:00

we know we love Beyonce..

her Sweet Dreams, Irreplaceable etc etc.

and we know we love Lady Gaga..

her Poker Face, Bad Romance etc etc.

and what better than have them combine their musical talents into one song?

YEP, THAT'S

TELEPHONE! :D :D :D :D

sexy, hot, and fab video. it had been delayed TWICE, but in my opinion, it's GREAT. BETTER THAN EXPECTED!

watch here:

and if you suay, cannot see the video, here's the link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQ95z6ywcBY

watch it man, it's GREAT.

2010-03-12T19:51:00.002+08:00

#nowplaying Bad Romance ♫

#nowreading Sheila O' Flanagan's How Will I Know?

ok. 've decided. from next post onwards, i shall TRY. to blog less detailed. cus apparently, my blog is too detailed @.@

ok let's see.

8th March; {zomg.}

PE, Teacher never come. Z.

MT, did test. paper 2, Q1-25.

Geog, worksheet ._.

Recess.

EL, newspaper article reflection about IN's section of the sex part thing.

Maths, went through practice paper.

Lunched w Hui Ning then went to i forgot where.

9th March;

F&N, did worksheet.

Physics, got 16/25 for sound and waves test. Mr. Yeo's disappointed :( could have gotten 20/25 if not for careless mistakes sia ._.

EL, did corrections for paper2.

Recess.

Maths, corrections for Admiralty's sec paper.

MT, continued test. did Q26-30. found out my narrative compo got 30/50! ^^

forgot go where for lunch zzz ._.

10th March; { :) }

rained today. wore jacket.!

reached school, talked to Justin Jethro. he taught me some stuffs, tyvm [:

CE, watched movie?

Geog, worksheet. which i've done. so waited for whole class to do finish to let Teacher go thru, but ite, we spent the whole time slacking -.-

Maths, went thru admiralty's sec paper, and learn abit of matrices.

assembly, 1st period i forgot do what. 2nd period, went to hall to listen to Mr. Bala talk :/

Recess.

CE, watched movie.

EL, forgot -.-

aft school, got the MRT briefing at 2.30pm. Ms. Ho briefed us then we left at 3pm. had subway w Christina, Matthew and Hui Ning. felt very ----------- again ._.

11th March; {was very quiet today.}

SS, went thru test. failed. 4/13. nice.

CE, read book while the rest of class watched movie.

Physics, went through TYS.

Chemistry, got back mole calculation test[should be]. i got 24/25! :D got sweet sey. but no lollipop ): just a Yupi sweet.

Recess.

EL, did compre test. not sure test not.

Maths, learnt more about Matrices.

Lunched w Lynn, Jina and Matthew at CS foodcourt. went to Best, then i left.

12th March; {which is today, horrible day}

F&N, stayed in class today. thought it was going to be boring, but time flew quite fast.

MT, Niki told me something about my ear. :O and ohyeah, read newspapers.

Recess.

Chemistry, 1 period nia. did worksheet. just plain copy.

CE, this is 2nd period. messed up teachers. gosh -.- they can be nice, but they are totally not FIT to be a FT and Co' FT. they should be just normal teachers. collected our commemorative tee and got our new timetable. it's madda OMG.

here's the link of my new timetable at Term2:

http://www.tpss.moe.edu.sg/wbn/slot/u1744/Student%20Activities/2010%20Timetable/form_030.html

basically; tyvm, mon-thurs, i start at 7.30am, end at 3pm. recess is at 9 freaking 30am, and lunch is at 12pm. and our english teacher is going to Ms. Shen, not Mdm. Tan anymore :( and Maths have Mdm. Chan?! why? hmm. lucky Ms. Neo's name still there.

Blah and etc;

1. HN scold chair last week. MF'ing funny! :D

2. Matthew's eyes very easily teary. so scary sia :O

3. i hope for Mr. Toh to arrange our classrooms in a CAREFUL WAY! *winks*

2010-03-07T21:35:00.001+08:00

i realized something.

at night, i will either get very emo or get very sian or very hyper.

now, imma halfway in between of sian and hyper. LOLs.

HYPER MOOD !!

TOMORROW CAN SEE SOMEONE :D

2010-03-06T22:06:00.005+08:00

-not pointing at anyone-

you're shaking your head at me. deep in me, i know you're thinking how pathetic i am. i struggle to keep quiet. it's a skill, to try to keep it down. any moment, im scared i would do something. there's something in me that tells me that you are all laughing at me, saying how stupid i am, to go and do this, do that. there's something in me that tells me you all think im very wtf'ed up. go and like someone of this certain category. you think that he is a (inserts word here). you think that i ignore easily. all those that come, i ignore. everything, i ignore. all i can do is play comp, and when i see the someone, i'll keep looking and stuff like that. yeah, but it's not easy for me. you might say it's easier, but you're not me. of course it's easier for you. also, i tell my secrets, and you all think you know me already. actually, that's not the case. i can tell people my life story, and my secrets, and they think they know me oh so well. but what is it that makes best friends? we have drifted apart. everything just seems to go wrong. people think my bestfriend is this person, that person just because i hang out with them alot. oh really. at moments like these, i know that i do not have any bestfriends. all i have are greatgreatgreat friends, and good friends, and friends and acquaintances. M, i just realized that i lied to you over who are my greatgreatgreat friends. sorry. everything i do seems to be wrong. i always cant help but think of this, think of that. i sometimes wonder, who are my true friends? and if this person and that person are my true friends, why do they do this? why do they take these actions? everything seems so complicating. i try to solve, but only realized i failed. people think that my problems are very minor, and theirs seems very huge, but i say again, you're not me.

Error'ing, Ignorance, a Remedy.

i error at times, and i might do the same thing twice. i have done it, and not just to this person. and because of my error, what do i get? Ignorance. again, this is not the first time. a Remedy, it is when everything goes alright and a-okay again. but i cant help but wonder, when is it going to happen? how is it going to happen? im very afraid to make the same error twice, you all do not know that i do this so that i wont be alone. i might seem ok outside, but inside, im not. why does everyone seem to think that im ok? maybe it's because i dont show it out. perhaps. idk anymore.

signed,

pessimistic me; Siyah.

Time: 10.24pm.

[edited]

i sometimes feel like confessing, but i really dont want anything to be upside down. now seems alright. i just need a brave front, to hold it all.

so many things, so many feelings. cant. stand. it. all.!

[/edited]

2010-03-06T19:49:00.002+08:00

hey hey! [:

ok let's see.

GET WELL SOON, SH :D

yesterday!, i'll rate it a .. 4/10, yep.

F&N; went to IT Resource room to do our coursework. at there, it sucks ok. i mean, seriously. Teacher went through w me for my TA and OP, yay! forgot to ask her something on Research though, madda sian! -.-

MT; read newspapers and did the newspaper 'worksheet'. chatted w Niki about childhood. sian, her childhood is damn fun can! she still can remember Dora The Explorer's snake. and she even mimicked it! she said 'Swiper, dont swipe!' which is like OMG. she really can remember alot, and it kinda makes me think that my childhood is very deprived :O

Recess.

Chemistry; learnt about a new chapter today. it's called something something. paiseh, i cant remember because the worksheet Teacher kept! although i want to keep zzz ._.

aft school;

took my essay and collected from Niki and Matthew their english essays and i ran down to the staffroom there to find a teacher who could help me put it on Mdm. Tan's table. could not find one that i know, though. so went to canteen to eat w them. them being Lynn, Matthew, Hui Ning, Justin & Jonathan. ate 菜饭 and drank Green Tea ♥

aft eating, rotted and then HN and i went to find Mdm. Shi cus we promised to help her sort out some stuff. neither of us wanted to knock on the door, and furthermore, there were no teachers so i called Mdm. Shi. sorted out the stuff at a bench; she like pulled us to a bench where got people sitting already lol! felt so bad :X aft that, she gave us some sweets each :)

went back to the seats and i stoned while hearing songs on phone using earpiece. felt very ':/' again. LOL. they were playing Matthew's[?] game. halfway, went to see the CCA allocation results. they followed me ._. then went back to the seats and i drank my drink. pei'ed Lynn to toilet, then slacked again. saw Ryan.

about 2pm, we went to gather at the shelter. boarded the bus to Suntec City. at Suntec, our FT and Co'FT bluffed us! they lied to us saying that they go liao, so we immediately say ok! let's run! then they go up the escalator also -.- andand, HN so cute luh. she scared of heights, when we on the escalator! when reach the exhibition, everyone split up. HN was w me. we went around the whole career fair, it was rather boring. lols. it was mostly JC/University stuff, you could say. took some brochures about Mass Communications. the rest did not interest me. one is TMC and the other is James Cook University. lmao. told mum about it just now, and she said i havent reach till that stage and jabbing the 2 papers. haha.

decided to go to see the MOE Excel Fest. i went to the toilet first though, as i had a slight stomach ache. then went in. the MOE Excel Fest was more to our kind lols. went to see TP's booth since that time when we went to TP, never really 逛. there was a middle-aged man sitting there, and he talked to HN and i. he told us about many stuffs. he also mentioned that in order to go to TP's Mass Comm, i must have a score of 14 or below. which equals to a grade 2 or 3 for each subj excluding chinese! die liao.

aft that, we collected our free ice cream from i forgot what booth. it's vanilla. yuck. :X the only vanilla ice cream that i like is from Macdonalds. next, went around Suntec abit. i bought large fries at Mac. 518'ed home. during the ride, was kinda wishing that SH did not come, cus was damn tired. and omg, it really came true! :o sorry SH, no offense D:

ok want to share w you all some stuffs.

the below few quotes are from the book(s) that i have read so far.

1. Impress, Inspire, Intoxicate [my plurk currently]

2. You don't own me, you definitely don't have the right to lecture me, and nobody tells me what i can and cannot do. 'Liked!'

and some cool sentences..

1. As I was leaving the house just now, she almost ran me down with her Merc. She screeched to a halt, thundered into the shop and shot back out again with a copy of the paper in her arm.

2. A heart that is full of dreams and hopes and an unquashable sense of optimism and joy.

3. So special in fact that she never felt the need to parade her uniqueness, her intelligence or her depth the way so many lesser mortals feel inclined.

some lmao stuff:

1. the new Pet Society is OMFG chio!! however, when you click 'Leave the house'. then the shops there all look damn freaking baby'ish lah. i thought they changed alot, but the neighbours there never, madda sian! and cannot use the freaking brush lerhs -.-

2. it's the first time i read so slow, you know. like total OMG.

3. i prefer CW's song to RC's.

the rest i shall not blog up yet, since i kinda think that.. yeah.

我们开始疏远了。。

2010-03-04T21:02:00.002+08:00

feel very :/ today.

aiya, i forever feel like that. either is :/ or :(

Geog; coniferous forest, worksheet. got 7/10 for 'quiz'!

CE; Mdm. Shareena was our RT. did wordsearch as FT did not come. so fun luh. i feel like bringing my wordsearch book tmr sia. hmm. see first.

Physics; Teacher never come, but he told us last week or so. had test for 1 period; hopefully, i'll pass w a B3?.. 2nd period, slacked.

Chemistry; since FT = Chem Teacher. so yeah. studied for 1st period, 2nd period had test.

Recess; had a ':/' mood again.

English; Teacher never come cus her daughter got sick or something. did compo, i chose a topic called 'Marriage'. Nice one lols, 8 periods free today ! including tests.., of course.

Maths; did practice paper. Ms. Neo was rather disappointed in us, we did not really practice. makes me feel rather fcuked up again.

SH, I NEED YOUR HELP. in PERSONAL MATTERS, TALK TO ME!!!

nothing seems to go right, it appears.

if only F&N coursework need not use the comp, i would do everything diligently.

why am i so relaxed? why am i still so calm?

i feel so confused.

it's March already!

feeling so emotional again>]:

one of my resolutions might come true tomorrow,

HOPEFULLY!

stay tuned for this space here! :]

*prays hard that this time, it WILL work*

im very antisocial, tyvm.